Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I've graduated! : ) lol. informal grad though. i feel a form of release. i can get to sleep well tonight i hope. although the fact is tomorrow i'm working till 4pm. -_- my last day, something to celebrate!

then maybe on friday i will start to send resume out to apply job. god bless me.

and hope my boy is coping well out in the forest. love ya and do take care.

san signs off. 8:15 PM
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Monday, October 29, 2007

my revision tok cork time with mel.

our twin-nokia B&W phone. :) MEL: next best photographer. *muacks*

san signs off. 12:56 AM
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lately, my life seems to have sweetened up alot by my special him. despite him getting tired after his reservist training, he came down specially to have dinner with me at my area for the past few days. it was doubly heartening to see his efforts when he knows i'm having a tough struggle with my notes. like today, even without his car, he took a bus down from jurong straight after his tuition to my place. coincidentally, he came the minute i woke up from my nap. for the next four days, he will be stationed outfield so we wont get to meet till friday and by then i will be freed from exams! :)
yesterday went to pan pacific for peow's friend wedding dinner. some photos here. each time at a wedding dinner, both of us will feel a strong urge to get married. :P






















love is too unpredictable. love is sweet and i reckon it is because of him.

san signs off. 12:37 AM
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

my attempt to concentrate in my notes today was considered successful. but feel bad that i didnt spend more time with mummy since today is her off-day. blame on the stupid managing change paper tml! next week, i shall compensate to her. :)

and my dear is in camp doing his reservist now. missing him. he is not booking out today so tomorrow then i will see him. actually i shouldnt say i miss him here because i realise everytime i mention something good about us here, then something bad will come in our way. :

tomorrow's paper, frankly, im not quite confident. too many things to remember and the questions can be tricky if the paper-setter wants us dead. i really need alot of luck tomorrow. GOOD LUCK SAN!

now is bedtime. hope my dear sleeps well. :)

san signs off. 10:12 PM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

im going crazy! studying is ........................ (i hate it!)

peow is the sweetest when he dropped by this afternoon. :)))) and got me a pretty skirt. this motivation did help me through today, at least till NOW.

30th oct, please be here asap!

*missingggg.....

san signs off. 9:19 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

photos taken at wisma's starbucks. ain we lucky to secure a sofa seat with a mirror on the wall that makes it look so much like in our room. feels so much in our comfort zone. : )

lei: click on the pics and save it ok. :P

and i thought i should be stronger than this.

san signs off. 12:32 AM
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san signs off. 12:05 AM
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Monday, October 15, 2007

im now using a tootie phone. please sms me your number :)

right now, i only have numbers of jun, qi, lei, yy, ling, jh, ying, mel.

im only done with like 2 chapters of gm. : i needa do more after THIS.

photos with the gurls at starbucks later. : )

san signs off. 5:07 PM
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

yesterday shall be added into my "suay day list".

who will expect to lose his/her hp while working. it was lost in the staff room and im sure it was stolen. within a few minutes, it is lost. :( i lost my pink cover. my themes. my ringtones. and my CONTACTS. ARGH!

luckily i remembered ling's number and just talked to her over the phone. had loads of stuff to complain so we decide to meet later. : )

it is more than horrible to find out a person who is so close to you has slowly became a stranger. i dont know what kinda shit ive got myself into. i have exams to focus on now. so all these emo-stuff, please leave me alone.

apparently, from such events i can see how much i mean to you. maybe you would say you've tried to show me your concern or maybe you find that it is a waste of your time and effort to do anything since it was a small issue to YOU. i find being agitated after such thing happening to me is natural yet you dont seem to understand because you could lose your temper so easily afterso. and maybe you would say you are tired but does that give you a legitimate reason to?things are happening and i'm wondering what do all these episodes are leading to. maybe to a doom of something. something that is not precious enough to you.

san signs off. 2:57 PM
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Monday, October 08, 2007

The power of love.

i gave myself constant reminder that: YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE. so do whatever that makes yourself happy. :) i don't see anything else greater than happiness. if by doing this makes you truly happy, do it. if loving and being with him makes you the happiest gurl on earth, do it. i don't see any need to hesistate when the obvious is oblivious.

has been a whirl of events. i rushed through projects. i rushed to sleep. i rushed to work. and LOL. i rushed to play mj. the cycle continues to revolve. my investment project is finally coming to an end. i saw a beam of hope when i was tidying the content, least of all, i saw no trash. :)

for the first time, i went to amk hub. the cathay theatre over there serves the same standard as the cathay. and took some photos, yet again. for the second time, i wore the white tube dress.

san signs off. 5:30 PM
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

feeling weird inside.

was really happy for her when i know she has found her love. was worried to see her in tears. and now im glad she is brave enough to move on again. i truly doubt whether i could do the same as her if same situation applies. : some people may see her as too emotional but she is just being herself and not many can perform her role in her life as well. too many traumas which make a drama, she usually claims so too. hey gurl, keep your life as interesting! : )

i hardly sleep well in the night because of the show peow rented yesterday. -_- never watch such show again!

hongkong trip................................. i need a break.

san signs off. 11:36 AM
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my first and last presentation in school. it was a finale. many took photos with their group mates before they stepped out of the hall. people bid farewell as if it is the last goodbye to everyone around. "to be remembered".

san signs off. 11:24 AM
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