Wednesday, September 27, 2006

don't know how to start this entry. maybe that gives it a start.

went out with my cousin shan last friday ;) we went for some shopping some chitchatting and loads of photo-whoring. took a neoprint, not again. then again, i headed to jh's house for mahjongggg. first, it was with jh's mum because peow's working and has to attend a friend's birthday party after that. then after 12mn it was peow, taking over the midnight shift haha~ all in all, i played for five rounds and it took around 12hours! thats crazy i know but i really enjoyed it even though it means i'm so sleep-deprived. ;)

peow and i went to chinese garden for the mid-autumn thingg, together with his family. the theme for this year is rather odd, it's the seven wonders of the world -_-"" $10 dollars each and i tell you it's really not worth it! waste moneyyyyy. but for the lightings and strolling sake, okay lah i'm still okay with it.

another update: i went for estee lauder's walk-in interview! all thanks to peow who brought me there early in the morning, if not i dont think i can get there myself unless it's by cab. one of my groupmate, vincent recommended me this job, which i thought it's really cool for an experience! i've never tried any sales job and this shall be a good eye-opener. he warned me about those nasty taitai-s and i need to be really patient if i get this job. i applied for beauty advisor btw, haha. i will only know if im in this friday, wish me luckies! i neeed money thats why i'm all out to workkk partime.

and these days peow's family are all not at home so i stayed with him for the past two days. it felt quite different to get into his house without anyone around. it feels like that's my home! haha~

tomorrow going to jb again. my cousin shan offers to do facial wash for me ;) she's a certified beautician so i've no worries. can't wait. after this, it will be consolidating of data for my project. argh, days with projects are so lifeless!


my sweetie shan.


my aunt's wantan stall in jb! always so busy.


on the bus to have our early dinner!


at chinese garden.


me and the phonenix candy.

san signs off. 10:23 PM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

after reading giv's latest entry, i got emotional. it's like those flushing blood suddenly storms up and warm giggling tears are getting my eyes to itch those kind. maybe because our tennis peeps used to gather around we people so often in the past that i thought everything hasn't change much. but boy, i was sososo unmistakenly wrong. things and people are never the same as in the past. people around me who have used to be really playful, and their photos tell me something otherwise. they have grown up and grown to be 101% more charming and mature. and something else that has truly cheer me up is their love that has went strong and stronger. ;) i'm so happiee for themm.

and these days, i realised i've learnt to love people around me even more. i miss so many people and i miss chilling out with them *gosh, i feel like crying now* i miss my dearest osky and mony. i miss the way they always joke and play around with hokkein words. i miss giv joyce daph all of our gurls playing tennis down in sp courts. i miss junie qi lei for those project-rushing, noisy lectures and whatever we've did in fc6. i miss karen and those itp days (i used to dread so much) when i can complain to her and listen to her motherly advices. i miss ying for those neverending updatingsessions in poly and till now. i miss jiehao's jokes, those jokes that can kill all of our boredom in just ONE SECOND. i miss peow's funny accent and his always-trying-effort in cheering me up. this present moment, i simply miss everything that has make my life complete in the past. i might have taken some of those for granted, i hope i'm pardoned.

finally got photos up into shutterfly. giv's action reminded me that i haven't been doing so.

san signs off. 12:22 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006

kELLY cLARKSON

peow loves this song and im starting to love it toooo!
****BECAUSE OF YOU****

Lyrics - Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

san signs off. 12:25 PM
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alright! it was ben's 21st birthday at SAF chalet. i didn't know theres this bangalow chalet located right at one ulu end and that is only for commandos rank or whatever rank thats higher than officer. quite prestigious eh, but that doesn't really thrill me much because all chalets along netharavan road (i think it's spelt like that hehe) look the same to me! okay, i sound shallow.

ben's celebration is unlike those i've partied. his one is filled with alotalotalotalotalotalot of love from his family (he's a HUGE family) and his church friends. some tennis peeps has 'migrated' and our tennis family size shrinked so much. i miss those days when there are so many of us playing around talking cock, really those WERE the days! and it was only yesterday i found out a darksecret of ben, he can actually sing! and sing welllllll ;) i can feel those melting effect when his voice merges with the guitar tunes (his friend was playing), it was an entertainment slot planned by his aunt i think. still, the biggest impact was the close bond all of them have, it makes you feel so comfortable. and not forget to mention, his 3kg violin-cake loooks so not-ordinary! ;)

phototime!


2nd september. we went jb with peow's parents and his brother. we went around to eat and eat and eattttt. roadside food stall sellls really yummy food thats cheap! but their service is atrocious. sigh.


i last met her before this school semester starts! it has been 3 whole mths. ;)


we are pinkie and the brain. soooo pinkie!


the birrrrrthday boy, ben!


ben and daph.


the men. ben's friend, peow and ben.


and this man woke up late, he didn't even know it's 7 in the evening when i called! horribleeeeeee.


the violin cake. i thought it was guitar ;X


such a pity, i forget to take the grp pic using my camera.

right after the party was mahjong! my life has been quite interesting lately. i needa break from all report-writing. today one more is cleared, more or less. tomorrow shall complete my part for the other. can't wait. can't wait. can't wait.


san signs off. nights.

san signs off. 12:40 AM
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Friday, September 15, 2006

things that had happened, i take that as a blessing in disguise. though the blasting emotions i had wasn't something glamourous to share, i've escaped from more accumulation of unnecessary pains. at least right now, there's no need to fear of 'discrimination' when there is lecture. those days were nightmare, i never fear to do something as much as i was if i really wanna compare. right now, i just wish that all my projects for this semester will be over sooon.

this phase of my life has been the suayest. you can feel it when ill-luck is tagging you and yes, i felt it. where are those good times? ladyluck, come to me!

one piece of good news! peow struck 4D, haha it's only starter though. it was 8583, the last four number of my mobile no.! he's gonna sponsor me to shopping fiesta this sat, i'm oh-god-so-happy!

today went out with giv to get a pair of heels for her boiboi's commissionary ball. she looks great in that heels and i think it should go well with that black tube dress that her boiboi has paid for ;) rem to do your french pendicure!! met yingying and chatted about ROM stuff, marriage and holiday trips! the more we say, the more excited we get, haha! despite the fact that i was alittle tired today, i did enjoy myself. i love being with people who appreciate me and perhaps, people who are of the same frequency as me.

somethings are not about who's right and who's wrong but learning to respect one another. even if you are a victor for this moment, it doesn't mean that you are right and vice versa.

i wish for brighter sunshine. ;)

san signs off. 12:36 AM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

yesterday was a bad day in school and the life's outside is right on the opposite. one is always happier with people around who know how to appreciate them. i almost freakout of the lecture hall because the 'alienation' is so undesirable.

peow and i went ecp to cycle! hah of course i cant balance on my own, i need expert's assistance to enjoy the ultimate relaxing sensation as we rode against the wind. the carefreeness is priceless and the company is more than anything i could ever ask for. i still remember ytd while he was doing his parking, i had an urge to kiss him real hard and i did. he smiled and was asked why i suddenly do that. hah because after so long, i still can feel the love for him, the undying love.


castle building by some club and the castle right beside them looks cute. felt like a foreigner while i was taking this photo.


peow always know which angle to take.


our double bike! hehe. was alil suay at first because our first rented bike's gear chain came off after like 3mins ride? and we had to walk back to the rental shop and that took ard 8mins!


feels so close to him.


my daddy said i looks like a cat!

and the day before, peow me ling and jh went partyworld! we sang for like about 2hours only because it closes at 1am.


stunt one. diao each other. haha


stunt two. traumatised!


ling's stunt! pulling-hair-go-crazy! hah read her teeeee ;p


these two poor boys, esp jh. came for less than 2hours and sang less than 5songs yet when bill came, everyone paid a fair share ;X not so fair for him lah. hah!

and OSKY: u heard fan wei qi's 一个像夏天 一个像秋天 before? i can relate to that, makes me think of you. go listen to it! another friend i can relate this song to is, junie! ;)
friends are not always identical but it's the difference that makes the frenship so unique and precious. ;)

ytd watched Devil wear Prada! ppl who have not watch it, go go gooooo! it's really a worthy movie. the fashion style is one thing to keep you entice, another will be Anne Hathaway's determination to become a journalist. she took up the challenge in a total foreign industry - fashion. how she strives to gain her boss's - big shot in the fashion world - acknowledgement motivates me. it also reflect how people tend to lose their direction along the way but what's important is to keep your faith strong and always remember what you believe in. in that show, it taught us women who succeed in her career, seldom they can do so in their personal life and don't lose your dream for pure money sake. learn to wake up from your materialistic-dream in time if people around you starts to remind you of your changes, if it's for the worse and that really depends if you could accept. anyhows, that movie is a BIG BIG THUMBS-UP! u will regret if you don't catch it. i loveee it, i might watch it again. ;) SMILES.

believe: tomorrow will always be a better day.

san signs off. 8:13 PM
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