Tuesday, February 28, 2006

prices&market test. had it this morning. should fare pretty okay ;) tomorrow has to return two library books, which i was told they are already overdue! needa pay a fine, how lame~ tomorrow might be a lone ranger in school, my other mates are not coming. joyce pls come!!

rushing through project, project, project; and revising for test, revising for test, revising for test fit the exact description of my past days ever since my 21st birthday. not an ideal way to start my 21 i thought. like a fairytale, once the clock has struck 12mn, cinderalla will have to give up her princess fantasy. how much i dread as i left the chalet room that day... if only all sweet memories can be safely retained in our everyday, i wouldn't be this dreadful.

wanna note something down.
i enjoyed my evening yesterday. peow, if you could be more consistent with the way you dote me, my love will definitely be as consistent. after yesterday, i've proven to myself, my love for you is still as firm and strong. i love it the most when i heard you calling me laopo early in the morning. you should know you are the one who can make my day, as well as, ruin it. when i'm at the verge of pulling out my hair, i will look at your msges and think of you. anything that matters, that will be let our love grow minute by minute, day by day..

meeting my taisei colleague this thursday! ;) it's her birthday, haha she's turning 34 already! but i tell you, her face is those that will glow even without makeup! not because it's oily, but her complexion is really good. wants are insatiable, hais. she still thinks her skin is not clear. gonna spend thousands plus on her face soooon, she huh really a typical tai-tai!!

san signs off. 1:48 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

ha~ i thought this looks interesting! my dear friends, do it!

johari test

san signs off. 7:45 PM
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21st february 2006's evening was an unforgettable one.
my 21st birthday party commenced and has ended with an enticing note.

i must extend my fullofgratitude thank-yous to eun, mony and weihan! they made my party decoration possible. all the balloons, tying of ribbons, the pasting, bursting and pasting again.. ;)

the next one i wanna thank, kiss, hug and whatever i can do to express my love for him, my darling peow. it was him who has made my 21st birthday celebration a reality. he is like a fairy godfather, who have granted my wishes. he took care of my family and attend to my friends when i'm running about and nowhere seen. he sees that the buffet was carried out as planned. he fetched my friends from the reception. last but never the least, he bought and brought the fabulousmarvellousdeliciousyummybeautifulirresitable birthday cake! people who have ate it are all full of praises, i'm just so proud of him. muacks honey!~

my family mummy daddy and brothers, they were just great! haha although my brothers did mentioned how bored they were to see all my friends are all ADULT (means we are old peeps!) but they still helped out and smiled whenever i walked past them. my mummy and daddy kept a lookout for me and take care of those grey areas that i've overlooked. peow's parents was there too! they were really helpful! i'm so grateful to have them around that night. ;)

i love all those who have made their way down to aranda country club and be part of my 21st birthday's memory! ;) for those, who have last minute delays and could not attend, i love you too! it must be their birthday wishes who have blessed my celebration to be a pleasant and smooth-sailing one! hees~

presies i've got!
- 1 addidas jacket
- 1 addidas apollo bag
- 1 white handbag
- 1 Xeccessories black sequin handbag
- 4 pairs of earrings
- 3 bracelets
- 3 necklaces
- 1 topshop top
- 1 addidas fitted top
- 1 belt
- 1 box of chocolate with my name on it
- 1 heart-shaped chocolate from hongkong
- 1 sexy lingerie
- 1 $100 esprit voucher
- 1 huge and 1 small precious moments boxes (was told that my room is in a mess!)
- 1 fashion lab top
- 1 forever21 bag
- 1 set of H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y words figurie
- a piece of waterman fountain pen
- 1 white gold heart pendant + chain
- 1 gold pearlie necklace + bracelet
- 1 white guess jeans dress (my birthday dress from dearie!)
- and angbaos!!!!


eun was not in the group pic. thanks for the deco gurlie!


my family.


my dearest ever, peow.


peow's parents. auntie, uncle.


tennis peeps!


polymates!


ying! top right hand corner.


taisei colleagues.


my cousin shan and yi ma. came all the way from malaysia. i'm touched ;)


giv and daphie. they weren't in the group photo as well.


birthday cake! from my sweetest ever peow.




princess san. photo taken by peow.

other lovely photos.

san signs off. 5:07 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

my oh my~~~~
i've never get so stressed over project.
maybe is because my friends ain't like last time. maybe is because i'm not quite used to doing solo work. maybe is because my birthday is drawing very near.

my birthday's in 2days' time! i wanna be the happiest gurl that day, bless me.
21st feb shall ward off all troubles and woes from san! =) *i'm already praying*
if that's gonna be true, i shall pray for givany to cheer up! your kitty will be fine, muacks!

my dearie was infected by me. fever, cold, cough, all symptons i had.. and we just discovered something. whenever he is sick, i will be by his side. maybe i'm bringing him bad luck, haha.
hmmm..nono should say, he is lucky to have me taking care of him! ;) hoh dear?

had received 5pressies by now. one necklace from yi ma, one set of jewel from mummy and daddy, one waterman fountain pen engraved with my name from jiu jiu (mummy's brother), one forever21 bag from sim classmates (they might not be coming to party) and last but not least, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY-word figurie from ruixiang.

still very stressed by this history project, gonna rest now. tomorrow is another long day in school ;(

san signs off. 10:16 PM
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Friday, February 17, 2006

yesterday was a horrendous flash back. so sick that i felt so cold even when the fan was switched to the lowest strength. head was spinning and bringing me endless pain. coughing so hard as if my lungs are gonna burst. and the fever makes my whole body to be freaking hot when i'm shivering at the same time. this contradict is vicious.

today is getting alittle better. headache persists on though. but i guess mummy's extra effective panadols helped. peow's concern was comforting. my brothers didn't bought long john for me because i'm sick, a kinda concern also?? hope to get well soon..

dyed my hair at chapter2 with joyce and bridget yesterday. was very satisfied with the colour! the hairdresser complimented my complexion and kept saying i look like eurasian. ;) i dyed maghony red and dark blonde, colours make me look FAIRER~ i was already shivering while i was dying my hair, the stylist was nice enough to adjust the temperature. =)

had dinner with junie, jaiyme and thomas at cine's tcc. still feeling very very cold, borrowed junie's jacket and drank warm water only. was too health-conscious, ended up eating 'vegetable-filled' sandwich, i can't taste abit of cheeeese! but i think it's due to my sickly state, that's why i can't taste anything. ;(

i'm very stressed out by all these projects. so unwilling to do it, sighs. now, i'm gonna work on it again..

san signs off. 4:04 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

happie valentine to everyone! ;)

a day where all valentines celebrate their love for each other. it may not be so for all, but still, put on a smile and embrace this special day.

we had an advance celebration yesterday at sentosa's beach. put it more specifically, it was on one of the beach's playground. peow didn't want to let his candles blown off, haha in the end he still lit up quite a few times throughout yester-evening till night. felt so relaxed there, a peaceful day with not many people creating havocs. our dinner was from 7-11, had raspberry vodka that smelt exactly like cough syrup and root beer. my wish came true with bubbles in the air as night approached. feel the wind, look into his eyes, laid into his arms as we exchanged passionate kisses.

the only dampening part was, i had a full day in school from 930am-5pm. totally drained. peow adjusted his schedule to accomodate mine, drove here and there, making him as drained as me.
i slept the moment i had the chance to lie on his bed and i fell asleep almost immediately.

today spending my whole afternoon doing project, not very entertaining way to spend my vday. too many things to link up, all the details are filling my head to its brim. gonna explode any minute from now.

happie valentine's.

valentine's memories captured.

san signs off. 8:32 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were already married And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon So start secretly planning your wedding It may happen sooner than you think!

your lover is committed?

san signs off. 1:16 PM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

people do wonders. my faith stays strong for that ;)

i used to think driving is so damn scary and i whispered under my breath secretly that i can never be up to driving. it's driving you know! scratching from the very start is never easy. nonetheless, you just need a gunstart to get things rolling. as you learn, you apply. by then, things will become much simpler, somehow. have been on the main road for a few times, and to say the truth, i find driving in the circuit to be more strenuous. maybe the road space is restricted, maybe there are too many learning cars spinning round the circles.. anyways, i just want to clear this and pick up tuitioning.

i need cash. loads of cash! money is never too much ;) occasionally, i wished i'm working. at least i'm financially independent. cycles of life are full of contradicts. and my head is always stuffed with too many disturbing random thoughts. so who's to blame? me, myself.

the last two days weren't too desirable. be it at home or in school, i felt lost and lonely. and i wanna express my deepest thankyou-huggies to my dearest sweetie peow. without him making sure i'm doing fine these two nights, i think my smiles might have long lost in outer space. ;) muacks, those rough patches we've been through did not make you forsake me. thanks

countless nightmares. now i understand why growing up is not fun at all.

san signs off. 3:15 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

HMT project poisoned my entire afternoon!

last night had a tremendous nightmare. i dreamt of peow and his ex. why on earth she appear in my dream, sorry to say, i hate her. in my dream, everything became so real that i teared and forced my being to woke up in the middle of the night. my tear was for real, my pillow was wet. i cuddled my bolster and coax myself to sleep. how pathetic a dream after-effect can get. in my dream, i saw a vicious plot of peow. he was planned to be together with me to fill up his void spaces and by the time he can officially marry that gurl, he wouldn't hesitate to break up with me. i remembered myself asking peow, "all along you know you'll break up with me and end up with her?" as he answered a heartless yes, i woke up in fear. that dream was too intimidating, it will be scarier if the plot is a reality.

a crow banged its head onto my corridor's wall! it was a LOUD BANG! my brother initially thought a kid knocked and fall, and was so shocked to see a big black crow lying outside on our corridor! mannn..wonder what was it looking, a very unsuccessful flight! haha~

san signs off. 7:53 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006

i've passed my tp final theory test! some questions were foreign to me, they didn't appear in the practices before. nevertheless, nothing daunts san! *i always remember this phrase "nothing daunts san", peow told me that.* i passed with 100% hehe. wild guesses accompanied with good hunch sometimes do work! hehe. next shall be the practical driving test, which is far from me..haha~ applied my PDL (provisional driving license) today too, expiring in august. hopefully my test won't dragged that long. :)

this year's reading for me was pretty okay. except that i might meet an unavoidable bloodshed accident. be it minor or major, i was told that i can't avert this misfortune. ;( i might sound alittle superstitious, and a new age lady shouldn't be like that. but i thought, somethings in life have been pre-destined. it'll be a wiser choice to believe than not. anyways, my family and peow advised me not to drive this year, even if i've gotten my license. after hearing disadvantageous stuff, i'm glad to know there are people out there who do worry for my welfare.

last night, miraculously, i found two very unfamiliar envelopes. out of pure curosity, i opened to look at some letters that were long forgotten. it was from one of my ex. he wrote it in his camp and i suddenly recalled his presence in my past memories. it was really sweet of him to mail these letters to me from his camp. he was a specialist and his family background was pretty good. as i finish reading the letters, i realised there was a photo of him attached for an obvious reason and also came to my mind that, it was 2002. if not for the letters, i guess i would have erased his existense completely.

san signs off. 5:19 PM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

consecutive late nights are so not healthy.
the strain in my eyes are seen through those popping red veins. ;( i need more quality sleep.

the progress for my project is stagnant. i am where i was the last time i updated. must get going soon, but not today. not motivated, not even a bit. i should feel guilty for being such lazy oink.

qi's 22nd birthday was celebrated yesternight at violet's. serangoon garden has bustling night life! peow was enchanted by the liveliness you witnessed along the streets. rich people's territory, what you expect. angmohs are known for work hard play harder. rich people may not be always burying themselves with loads and loads of work! that might be another key to success. *winks* anyways, had my bits for singing some new chinese pop songs! ;) and qiqi sang!! what a news, hehe.

this baby gurl is soooo cute, i love carrying her around and laying plenties of kisses all over her head! hees. she doesn't looks like a local chinese, does she? she got a mosquito bite on her right cheek, she's tooooo sweeet you see haha.


more photos.

san signs off. 1:54 PM
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