Thursday, June 29, 2006

i can't remember how many times i've bugged mel, britch and joyce to meet up soon! i think it was all the way back in may? and it's only today my bugging has came to some positive response huh ;) had sakae sushi with them and then was more shopping shopping & shopping! mel didn't join for us though because her hp batt was low and her puffy eyes need sleeping therapy so there she left us. we've planned! joyce and i are gonna psycho these two other gurls to play mahjong, that's to better prepare our future meetings after graduation! hehee~

the biggest letdown was, i got nothing from mango! 50% sales since last week and i reckon early birds had had their fill, leaving we pitiful souls with all auntie-alike stocks.

alittle missing my dearie right now. did i mention that he has bought a new bed frame and a new queen-size mattress, together with new mattress cover set and two red carpet? it feeeels too good to sleep on a big bed though i didn't slept well, all blame on the monthly cramp!

with less than 5hours sleeping last night, i guess it's time to turn in now. till then, i wish my junie to have some peaceful moments in her office for the remaining days. ;)

san signs off. 11:17 PM
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

two person sitting so near to each other yet having thoughts at two extreme ends, this is how ironical things can get.

i envy couples who can share very similar ideas and resolutions. less friction to sparkle off any argument.
what's the point when one is trying hard to be with the other while the other is also trying hard to plan his own schedule?
pointless, that's the word to sum it.

the way he always sound seems like telling me he wants our relationship to be any other relationship. he has only two off days and he wants to do his things then maybe i should ask working adults with two days off doesn't look reasonable in singapore?? and everytime he will only ask for my understanding, when can i have the chance to say i need your understanding? wait till i get to work and get really busy with my own appointments, you will know what kinda sufferings you are giving me. at this moment, i hate him. i hate him for all his selfish comments, which he never since once fail to prove.

last night, i had the worst dream of all. i dreamt of my youngest brother getting possessed and my mother and i were trying to get rid of it by pricking him with needles! oh my, it was the worst nightmare i ever had. i opened my eyes in cold sweat, even when i was brushing my teeth my hands were still trembling.
when i told you about it, did you even sound like you care? no.

yucks. coming wednesday is yucky. i needa go to school. periods.

san signs off. 11:46 AM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

the past two days, my emotions went on a rollercoaster ride. too emotion-provoking that i am still in a dazey stage whereby i'm trying to recall what have been happening and trying to digest them all one by one.

the day before yesterday, a group of us went to the airport to send osky and clement off. they are flying to brisbane, starting a new lease of live over there. it's gonna be a brand new experience for them and also turning their relationship into a new blank page, waiting to brush on more colours. don't know why, i cried when i know osky is gonna leave us as she stood near the departure gate. i know we will meet again but it's just a kind of reluctance that was reflected in my tears.


will miss her so much.

and yesterday, peow and i attended his jc friend's wedding. jasmine and jimmy. this young couple's wedding was alittle out of the ordinary. it was held at mandai orchid garden. errr, alittle hot but you can really get a feel of the blissful-sentiment with orchids as the backdrop.


before solemnization starts, peow captured this innocent protrait. can be a postcard, isn't it!


peow and his friend, jasmine the bride.


his ordec friends in jc.


unconscious take.






one and only take of me and him ytd.


before we left.

a second visit to the airport to send mony off. got her a cuteee teddy bear to let her hug in the night when she is there. her hand-carry lugguages are really too much for that skinny gurl to take so her mum suggested to courier her textbooks and my teddy bear over!


this gurl, only got closer and closer to her when the mahjong craze swept sptc. gonnna miss her so much too. hope to see her on msn soon.

within two days, many things change.
their presence may not be around us, but our friendship remains and hope sptc will reunion very soon. ;)
sptc peeps rocks!

photolink.

san signs off. 7:30 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

todae's plan was not carried out. it's cancelled.
my shopping trip with osk is cancelled because she needs to pack her bags for her departure this friday.

tomorrow gaigai-ing with daph! ;) long lonnnnnng time since i last met her. it was at my birthday. gosh, how time flies. i don't even dare to count. it's just too fast and to know, we can't turn back time. not even a second.

tomorrow. 23 months of love pain happiness grief up&downs many many memories shared with mister peow. our love reaps from a young fragile seedling to a firm belief we held inside the both of us. most of the times i kick a fuss because i find that we are getting alittle too stable. i don't like this kinda stability in some ways, which i could hardly name. i still prefer alittle playfulness in this relationship like what happened last night, before you bathed. those creeky laughter of mine, i treasure them.

it's gonna be so packed for me all the way till my school start on the 5th july. the most exciting part, i'm meeting my pri-cum-sec sch bud for klunch next friday! i didn't met her again since we grad from secondary, which is 6years from then. i remembered she stood by me through those hard times and i love her company. we used to share our views over the phone and those choir sessions.. i'm so glad i've found her after such long separation.

and right now, i miss my honey. that busy bee.

san signs off. 1:33 PM
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Monday, June 19, 2006

it was another ktv session. but this is different! becauseeee it's with my dearest junie. ;) it was something lasted less than 3.5hours but i've truly had my fun bits and looking forward to the next.




my kawaii junie.

i told you guys i went to dye my hairrrr righttt! but i guess only i know what's changed! and i like ittt, it looks much healthier ;) i heed mel's advice to take a darker tone colour.


my brudder and i on bus 960 to bugis.


mummy and bro. we are snacking and talking awayyy =)


see the colour diffff?


in the night, i went to join peow and his colleagues for a birthday treat. this lady's birthday. she is a pretty elegant lady, isn't she. we call her agnes.


peow's other guy colleague.


sandra is me.


has been long since i last photoshoped for me and my dear. i love him to zillion bits.

san signs off. 2:42 PM
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Friday, June 16, 2006

mood-forecast for the day: OVERJOYED!

i'm gonna dye my hair later and chop away all those fizzy ends once and for all! ;)

credit for the day: DARLING PEOW!

he gave his support both mentally and financially hees. thanks dearie, you should see how happie i am now!

i can'ttttttt wait to see my new hair later.

i'm a happie gurl. i'm a happie gurl. i'm a happie gurl. i'm a happie gurl. i'm a happie gurl. =)

was planning to get a dress from victoria secret but after looking at it several times, my love for it now is almost died. now i'm eyeing a topshop's white tube top! hehe once i get my tuiton fee i will go get it right away. i got my dearie's digital camera a quality-guaranteed brown leather pouch, it was meant to be our 23rd month anniversary pressie but i couldn't wait any longer to show it to him so i brought forward the 'viewing date' to yesterday!

i'm really a happie gurl today. please let the joy grow in meeee.

san signs off. 10:04 AM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

a few more weeks prior to my second semester in sim.
my only expression: EW.

i'm very unsatisfied. i'm hungry for good project grades, which are lacking in my overall semestral result. it affects my overall when projects occupy 50%. it really sucks to see that my core module is just another unsatisfactory grade. if not for my darn project grade, i would have score high distinction i supposed.

appease.

right now, i don't wanna ruin my happy-mode-momentum. i've been a happie gurl other than knowing that the asos spree was cancelled due to its unreasonable shipping charges made upon every each item. it all boils down to GREED. seeing everyone all over the world (at least peeps who i know) getting excited about their products, how could they not make good use of this chance to earn MORE. just too bad, i'm gonna take a miss.

went two ktv sessions over the past week. one with my dearie, one with my sweetest karen.

at cck kbox.


at marina's kbox.

at marina square, there's this hongkong cha-can-ting. the food there is reallly delicious, except that karen and peow said their milk tea was tooooo sweeeeeeet. their french toast, is OMG!, really big and tasty. looooook at the 'juiceeeeeee'!



mian xian.

then on the saturday, it was the farewell gathering for osky clement and mony. we had it at boay quay's mind cafe then was at meritus mandarin for our overnight activities. we actually planned scarlet hotel as our final destination, but it doesn't cabled to the worldcup channel and the room is way too small to accomodate 10peeps. hah ooops, it's 'illegal'! meritus room was cheap due to weekend promotion, it hit at $147 b.gst.
due to the mind cafe influence, the three stars decided to get monopoly from mony's house! we played that, chinese chess (for the guys), mahjong.....of course we continue to talk cock and gossip! haha it was a pity that daph can't join us due to work commitment ;(


at mind cafe. goodbye kiss mony.


fighting for The Pit's champion.


some of the guys. jintong insisted on taking photo! with that lift backdrop.


me and ling.


on the comfy bed. i will miss her.


the guys with tibits and mahjong tiles. HOW MAN.

yesterday, it's our loveydovey day. peow and i caught The Omen at jurong point and went to bt timah nature reserve. an odd place to visit! there are so many monkeys there, people who are jogging there don't seem to be scared of them at all! on the car, i found them cute, but as i walked nearer i realised something! i'm scared of moving creatures, other than human being, though human may be the scariest creature on earth.
a thought struck, mahjong! we went to jh's place and please our addiction.


while waiting for peow, my narcissism spurs.


embrace the nature.


welcome to Hindhede Nature Park!


hah look at its tiny nipples! oops. peow said this one might be an outcasted one, which i thought it might be true. other monkeys are all in groups, other than this one.


can you see what peow's trying to capture?
me and the other two monkeys on top of the road mirror! and it always go like this, as mischievious as monkey, it's so true! one of them jumped onto peow's car and jumped around staring at the yellow pillow in the car!
i was traumatised. peow drove away from them before i get into the car.

an eventful week. my life seems to be sliding on rainbow, stepping onto different colour strape every now and then. this is what i call meaningful.

for other photos *i'm still uploading them now*, please go here.

san signs off. 7:47 PM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

am bothered with my screwed-up overall results. i need to accumulate 21 points to graduate with distinction. but looking at this semestral grades, it's a letdown. my major grade is not out yet, i hope it would be a high dist. because it worths 4pts. distinction worths a miserable 2points, pathetic i call it.

world paints stabbing reality everywhere. it sucks.

i've to work doubly, triply hard if i want to look good when i leaves rmit.

a friend of mine, who has gone UK last year, is already back in singapore for her summer vacation. time waits no one, it sped by all of us. before you keep count of it, it's already another six months.

i'm feeling no good. after driving, what should i learn. i wanna pick up something new, i wanna occupy my time. because no one will stay by your side for good, other than skills and knowledge. hah cooking is a good idea.

san signs off. 1:06 AM
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Sunday, June 04, 2006

an ordinary yet not too simple weekend, i named it.

friday night at sentosa was a sweet delight. we took photos where we see light glows.

my man.


busy posing for my dearest.


he prepared for that night. with cheese crackers and a bottle of grape juice, i told you it was ordinary yet not too simple. *i thought it was grapewine.*


saturday night, our dinner was at holland village. this 211 roof terrace cafe.


our splendid pasta dinner.


my peow looks good in pink tee ;)


the weekend was awesome, i felt so loved.

driving test date: 24th August 2006.
another wait preparing my way.

gss is already here, but i've gotten nothing for myself yet. a penniless poor thing waiting to get paid for her tuition service. i've so many things to get. and typing till this point, i would think of what peow always tell me. my wants are insatiable which i can't, in any way, deny it. but i'm aware of limitations, that's why i'm practising strict discipline on myself now. ;( a woman who can't go on a shopping spree is greatly joy-deprived.
but a woman like me who's constantly pampered by my dearest (although i never fail to grumble for more), what's more i could ask for other than being satisfied for now. =)

san signs off. 2:00 PM
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