My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Friday, September 30, 2005

some pretty photos to share. ;)

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san signs off. 3:43 PM
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

BORED~~~~

cut my hair already!! but all my colleagues didn't notice the change on my hair~~~ how sad.... instead, they find the contrast on my brows are much more obvious than my hair! -_- so little hair on my brows, wonder how their eyes work :x

in any case, i would still very much be in love with my hair! *chin up* i did it at klear cut. $36/38 for a haircut. don't you find it expensive?? seriously, i do. a haircut at chapter2 is only $25! did a protein treatment too, which makes up a total of $48. my haircut partner for yesterday was ms. sim ying ying! haha~ as usual, her hair before and after looks pretty much the SAME! oOOops... hee~ looks nice lah, just that it's the SAME. i'm gonna get killed any minute *smile at ying*

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sansan.

yingying.

before eyebrow trimming @Favenails.

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after eyebrow trimming @Favenails.

for your information, we went to three places just to get our brow trimmed. how spastic~ either they request to have advance appointment or needa purchase $30 worth of cosmetics before they will accede to our request. i'm like -_-""""~

just too glad my brows are no more like wild grasses growing anywhere. :)

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had our late dinner at TCC. we are potential taitai-to-be. *grins*

san signs off. 4:26 PM
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Right after work, i rushed home yesterday. I was sickly, running a fever and my heart pound so hard and rapidly that, in an instance, i thought my heart was failing me. As more thoughts were generated, i thought i had contracted dengue fever with those mosquito bites all over my legs. *blame zheng fa huo hai xian!!* swallowed down 2 panadol pills and brought myself to bed. rested for quite awhile, placed my palm over my heart to feel my beats, i think i've got much better. panadol does help, sometimes. *faint smile*

really worried of me falling sick yesternight and couldn't meet peow. lucky he has a very strong wifey. SAN IS STRONG~ yesyesyes, though i'm not as immuned as when i was younger ;( went to his house, he can really be my love antidote. heart still pounding fast and hard, but at least not to the extent of collapsing. had another two panadol pills before i went to bed. =)

doing very fine now. *let me look at myself* i've a pair of rosy cheeks. hee.

cutting my hair later!! ;) not gonna dye my hair this time round, wait awhile more. maybe before my school starts i will do so. a new look for a new semester. yips!

realise my another colleague sitting at the ground floor is pretty nice too. at least we can talk *wink* gonna play badminton with her this coming tuesday and going to sentosa this coming friday. HEE~ gonna take a offday on friday lah. arbo~~~
GIVANY YOU WANNA JOIN US?? i need your volleyball lehhhh, can lend me??

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it's just so sweet of you hubbie-bi. Love you *muack*

san signs off. 4:35 PM
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Do we look young? SAY YES.

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the old times together.
those times. at clement's orchard condominium. in sp tennis courts. after school. lunch at clementi hawker. dinner at clementi hawker. supper at clementi hawker. lunch at staff center. dinner at staff center. tennis at ronny's condominium. tennis at ling's condominium. birthday celebration. christmas eve celebration. a day at sentosa. days at chalet. night out at mony's terrace house. tennis at mony's vinicity. ktv sessions. crapping session at prata place. prata supper at bt timah. pool games.

too many lah~ sorta list out most of it. without them, life's alittle too boring. and somemore i'm an eccentric, not many fits my bill as a close bud.

thank you for all the fun peeps.

san signs off. 3:56 PM
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this moment, i dare to say i'm the most xinfu de xiao nv ren. :)

yesterday was like a dream. i can vividly recall every little detail...

my dearest picked me up at bishan and surprisingly, he was not late but early. before i could say i've knock off, he was already there at the site office. that was...sweet.

from his rear seats, he passed me a partyworld ktv voucher. till i held it in my hand, i saw an envelope attached in between the stapled voucher. my brain wasn't really functioning at that point, i thought what it was and tried to open it. three postcards with cute and meaningful prints on it. i think, they are for me. And i guess he was rather shy to see me reading it on the spot in his face, so i obliged to reading it sometime later.

i was already grinning wide, in my heart. to stay poised, i gave a brief smile, on my face. :)

actual plan was to sing ktv at woodlands civics centre since he has the voucher. we think and think and think, think still not quite worth it. watching a movie only costs 15/16bucks but singing ktv needs at least $30 odd, so our final choice was to catch a movie.

i can't believe it until now... that we took neoprints together~ my dearest and neoprints, they just doesn't seem to go well with each other. it was my pleasure to have taken his first time. hee~ he was alittle blur while those 16 shots were taken. supposingly, we should have selected 6 best takes out of the 16 shots, but i forgot there was a selection time limit! only 4 shots were selected, but okay lah, i still love every of them. love them to bits~~ the other one is with him, if you were wondering..

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Brothers Grimm.

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a tale about two brothers, who think very differently. one younger brother has strong faith in the fairytales he has read and that they are not purely fictional. his brother wishes to protect him but turned out be helpless as he faces his persistence and courage in search of the fairytale's ending. they live on cheating villagers to believe that their village is cursed by witch; they would then come to their rescue by breaking the curse and banish the witches. their deceit plot came to the attention of a French general. their commitment to the general is to capture their fellow clan that has created a chaos in a village so as in to save their own lives. however, they didn't expect that their so-called fellow clan has never been existing and a wicked witch curse is there for their salvation.

my critics for it is not too bad. *wink*
maybe due to watching too many movies lately, getting immuned about judging what is a good show. =p

we tried using a kodak kiosk to develop photos using bluetooth. peow's sony ericsson phone resolution is gooooood. we developed four photos, 3 i kept 1 he kept. 1 wallet size photo $1. abit expensive right, but for its speed and convenience, can lah can lah~ =) the person says develop a smaller size photo is more advisable as the resolution will be better. but peow was thinking smaller is better because our pimples wouldn't so obvious!! kekeee..

i'm the most xinfu xiao nv ren.

want you to be the most xinfu da nan ren. ")

san signs off. 10:19 AM
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Monday, September 26, 2005

last saturday went to Zheng Fa Huo Hai Xian Steamboat at marina. the Huo Hai Xian (alive seafood - direct translation) is really Huo~~~ rather cruel of us lah, to forcefully pick those jumping alive prawns into the boiling hot soup and boiled them until they lose their last breath. osky was alittle nice to have covered them with lettuce, let them rest in peace was what she mumbled. haha~
clement even use his chopstick to press a prawn down on the steaming hot aluminium foil, he planned to fry them since the soup was about to overflow. that prawn's will of living was STRONG, it just kept hopping away, hoping we'll let it go. but to think, even if we let it escape from the fate of getting fried or boiled alive, it will still die leh. so decided to see no evil, think no evil, just eat them with a golden heart lah huh~~

so mr. lim felt much cooler with his botak head that day huh~~ don't wear cap mah, show off your unique head together with mr. benedict =)) that day din manage to suan him much since we were separated into two round table. too many people you see, that's why. on my side, left all the old old birds. osk me peow and clement. BUT we still can hear my bestfriend crapping away~~~ he is just good at crapping lah, can't stop laughingg HA HA HA. =p

after eating, we went on to play childhood games like ci gou ba, sicssors paper stone and a dunno-what game that tests on your fast reaction, if you slow then your hand kena slapped. i think that day i'm tired lah, my reaction ultra slow!! lost to givany so so soooo many times, my hand kena slapped till blue-black liao. blood clots can be seen loh, pathetic man! my bestfriend also slapped me like my hand is made of steel like that. but nvm, everytime when it's my turn to revenge, i slapped back real real hard. hee~ *childish*

that was about it. my weekend ended just like that.

oh yah!!! i'm gonna finish my work here in taisei by 2nd week of october. by right i should be working till 22nd/24th but 'coz the gurl whom i'm replacing will be back on the 11th, i shall clean my butt and leave earlier. one good thing, i will still be paid till 22nd/24th. ;) so okie lah, not too bad. now that i know i will be leaving, kinda sad 'coz i will miss my that colleague. she has been pretty nice to me, and will miss those 3-8 chats with her. forwarded her a friendship sms last night as i was thinking i'm gonna leave soon.

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my darling colleague. Kam Leng aka Jing Ling.

ehhhh.. i take basic driving theory and advance theory liao then take up the practical lessons huh?hMmmm, osky you wanna recommend me your instructor??

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"i wish we will last forever."

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you saw one botak head and another extra?? haha~ OBSTRUCTIONs

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this should be what i wanted. :)

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SPTC Rawks.

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clement molesting my peow. pig trotter took the limelight. jiehao grabbing benedict. where are their five gurls??

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our old birds' table. our tonic soup :) tasted great!!!

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the other table. the so-called young birds, but actually not very young also mah. one year younger only leh~~~

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peow's attempt to fry mee.

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osky, the cook. she has the seh right...

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in the arcade. who's the winner??

peow tried to get for me my donald duck, but waste money liao, no donald duck.

clement tried to get sylvester cat for osky, but waste money liao, no sylvester cat.

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my blue-black hand. ;(

i want life to be simple. i want to be taken care of and protected by my love ones. i want to know you're there for me whenever i turn back. i want to feel your love. i want to know i'm special. i want to hear nothing about your past but to know ya making an effort for the present.
...perhaps in the end, i'm entitled to nothing but at least i'm carefree. free from all those dreaded tears.

san signs off. 11:03 AM
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

yesternight tennis was pretty good. prata session left with 4 survivors, 2 couples. guess who, no need hint you also can predict the result. me peow osk and clement. =) okie lah, still quite fun! more tennis next week!! and ms. LING, more jokes next week too! hee~ *tickle to make me laugh, thank you* =P

all of them are in SP tennis courts playing awayyy.... *envious* osk is not working today ;( should be happie for her 'coz she can wake up LATE!! later going down to meet them for lunch in school, ha~ steamboat @marina tonight!!!!!! :) hurray!! this is one belated dinner k, i'm gonna suan mr. alvin lim later. his botak head sure looks comical~~~~ lalalalalaa~~

alrighty, when osk and I get away with our current job by the end of october, we can go tennis everyday! i'm so looking forward to such days. of course, gonna get myself a driving licence, which i've promised myself earlier on. yesterday then i know my cousin shan already got herself a driving licence in JB!! this gurl didn't update so many things loh, i'm gonna suan her also when i see her......get attached liao still remain insistent about her single status. bleah~

my colleague is suggesting to organise a mini bbq for a few of us. AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL!!!! oh god, finally i found one gurl kaki. hees~

smile my weekend away :)

san signs off. 11:50 AM
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Life here is damn sucky. it proves another point, i just hate it.

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with her prince charming happily ever after. ;)

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10dollars menu. add on with a finger food - chicken sausages.

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san signs off. 3:54 PM
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had a great night with ying! ;) hey! we've not been meeting ever since the fish & co. date!! how pathetic~ just so glad to have seen her. i need all her updates, haven't been fed with her life happenings for soooooo long. and as usual, our meeting is always hilarious. you know why?? *ahem* our conversation strayed to THAT sensored topic *toot* and i didn't know condoms have popping 'bubbles' on it!! of course she can't be that well-informed of these sorta things lah, her daring colleague was the one who introduce her to that improvised product~ haha~ women can get very bold sometimes too, some men might not hold a candle.

dinner was at terra. wooosh! the food was gooooD!! and it's definitely affordable. with like 10bucks, you can have a main course that comes with coffee/tea, soup of the day and a bowl of dessert! worth, it isn't it! if tea/coffee is not of your preference, you can change your beverage choice with a 2dollars off from the actual cost of the drink you've selected. nicenice! thumbs up! =) also ordered a plate of chicken sausages with dunno-what sauce to chew on. the sausages will make you droooooool, i swear! alright i love my dinner.

planned to trim our brows and do something to our hair next wednesday. hees~ i'm so happie!! my black hair is getting boring.

today's my 14th mth together with peow. ;) *smilEs*

gonna do some shopping later in bugis while waiting for peow to finish his class at alexander hospital. saw a jeans jumper skirt at bugis village, i wanna get it. saw a velvet dress (might be a top to me), i wanna get it. gonna hunt for a decent slip-on, i wanna get it. earrings, i wanna get it. beaded accessories, i wanna get it. espirit spaghetti, i wanna get it. if my purse allows, i wanna get a wallet.

gonna do more adobe work later. =)

san signs off. 11:35 AM
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

today i had half-day leave in the morning. able to sleep much longer beside peow. =)

i'm on a happier note now. he is my love antidote.

talking out does work, sometimes. after trashing things out, i realised i have been pretty unreasonable to him. i gotta learn to listen to his Reasons before making him to do something that i demand. i wanna solve problems fast, i don't wanna drag 'coz that will make me upset. negativity grows and drums 'give up' louder in my ears, which is kinda undesirable. so i brought this issue up and hope he gets what i'm trying to put across. would like to see improvement as quarrelling is tiring. it became even tedious when we are both stubborn. i believe in you when you said you will do what you are deemed to make things work. i will work on my mood swings too, 'coz i want the reason for you to smile is me.

meeting ying later in bugis. what to eat what to eat what to eat.
and i need some spankings man! i've yet to trim my brows till now. gosh! i hate my brows! keep that pending lah huh~ Hees.

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i think i love myself, alot. getting narcissistic. alrighty peeps, smile all!

san signs off. 4:18 PM
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Monday, September 19, 2005

when one's luck is down, it can be dog-shit down.

when one's pessimistic, you can generate no light.

when one's giving up, it really means one's heart has died.

happie moments are short. treasure them, hold them in your palm and bring them close to your heart. 'coz you will never know when you're gonna lose it. :)

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i shout out for my happie days! where are youuu? if happiness means alone, i rather be alone.

san signs off. 4:53 PM
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

lotsa mooncakes found in my premise. unconsciously, i might develop a disgust towards mooncakes, especially traditional double yolk ones. Ew~~~~

dearie bought swensens ice-cream mooncakes and brought it to my house lastnight. he meet me at ling's condo for tennis after that. nice of him, really nice of him. thannkew for your time effort money spent on that, appreciate it very much. :)

now i feel like a drunkard. drowsy~~~ not enough sleep last night, i need more!! should i go and get the dunno-what lotion for darkrings? my colleague is recommending me one, but it costs 80plus loh!! still thinking. if i don't take care of my face now, as age fails me, i will regret. life's so full of dilemma. will be getting when i've more cash on me.

i've very limited cosmetic products. don't believe in them, they are destructive to a gurl who is lazy. er, you know what i'm saying, lazy to wash it off and be prepared to have your complexion worsened. still not tempted to use them, just thinking to perm my eyelashes. pretty cool leh, to do nothing and have real curled thick lashes. better define my eyes, which i really love to do so. ^-*

JOYCEE!! i love your chocolates. tasted extra sweet you know!! :) thankies! and so rare of her to stay for supper lohhhh!

steamboat is cancelled for today. next week meet up then, since alvin will be out that sat. wonder how alvin looks with his shiny botak head. haha~~~

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Jaiyme's attempt to swallow Thomas's head.

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Joycee's chocolate for me!!

san signs off. 10:34 AM
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Friday, September 16, 2005

today is not my day. because it's simple. every woman would have hate it just as much as i do. menses day. arghhhh~ *how i wish i could rest at home* blah.

i count myself lucky this morning, to have found a sanitary pad in his room. else, i don't know what will a panicky san do. then i'm so lucky to have quite a number of peeps online to rub my time awayyy. before i knew it, it was already 12noon. hurray!! the exclaimation word to describe.

and for my goodness sake, i've been editing photos as if i'm paid to do it at work. my fourth one of the week if i'm not wrong. too slack. too bored. i'm almost dead, dying of boredom and that's it.

not my day 'coz i don't feel good since last night. (after 12midnight it's considered a brand new day already, correct me if i'm wrong. but i can't be wrong.) i was driving peow crazy yesternight. clueless of me losing control. my fist kept hitting the wall. my legs kept kicking the bed. i felt like shouting at the top of my voice and obviously, i didn't. sure kena complained and be thought that i'm nuts if i were to have done it. phew~ felt so bottled up!!! arghhhhhhh okie nevermind, 'coz i can't explain for myself. maybe just pms............argggghh

i'm contradicting myself alot lastnight. wanna kiss him so much, i pushed him away, in a very rough manner. wanna be in his hugs and feel his love, i rejected them without a second thought. i wanna slap myself, all of THAT was ridiculous!!!!!

lucky i would see him tonight. lucky i will be hitting balls tonight. lucky i will be crapping tonight with osk bestfriend and all. lucky i will be home straight later. i'm lucky.

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dearie i love you alot.

san signs off. 3:41 PM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Jia is leaving for UK tonight, to be more precise, tomorrow morning at 3a.m. Only will be back during June summer holidays.

Last night dinner was at Sakae sushi. when we just started out chatting, somehow it was alittle awkward. at least I felt it that way. perhaps it was the bond we used to share in our poly year one that brought us to a more relaxing mode. =)

though there were quite a number of misunderstandings throughout the past 2years, old times maintained to be one of my best ones.

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san signs off. 5:24 PM
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Food was good at Soup Restaurant. hmm..wheras their service is alittle overwhelming. Too friendly. The waitresses along with their manager i suppose stood at the entrance to welcome the incoming customers. Everyone of them will say "Huan Yin Guan Ling". It sounded abit intimidating, the customers (us!!) were awkward as they stepped in.

The white chicken must be dipped in the ginger garlic sauce and be wrapped in a layer of lettuce as given. You must wrapped it on your own, don't be lazy!! errrr, alittle dirty for your hands lah, 'coz the sauce will drip. so for a first date, skip this place! :) And there is, prawns dipped in toufu sauce with egg toufu served. The prawns are SUCCULENT and HUGE!! love it! Then a pot of stewed pork ribs! The meat is tender, the red stewing sauce tastes sweeeet and everything just melt in your mouth. but also, cho lo lah..! 'coz two sides of your mouth might be at risk to turn you into a flower cat. =P the spicy kailan is the one i adores the MOST! i loveeeeee it, i think i ate most of it anyways. hee.

Bai Mu-er Red dates dessert was cold and sweet. just nice after a heavy meal. :)

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Had a great night.

dearie i miss YOU.

san signs off. 4:59 PM
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Monday, September 12, 2005

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san signs off. 3:27 PM
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weekend was a rollercoaster. one point i'm so hopping mad. another point you see me smiling to myself and uttering i miss you non-stop quietly.

was so angry with peow that saturday. unhappie issue shall be placed aside. ~shoo~ i went down to look for him in the end. err, you must have find it funny right. since i'm the one who's flaring up why am i looking for him? 'coz i don't him to be stressed on his day off, he has many other things to worry about so don't want to be extra and add on to his troubles. just wanna be nice to him :) but of course, there's no free meal lah. i gave in, there's must be some sweetpie left for me too. we had some verbal agreement, which will be binding in my world. his saturday is all mine other than my working hours in the morning. unless he is working or has official stuff on. anyways, by the time i've finished listing out my terms and conditions, he realised all of those will benefit me more than him. haha~ i'm not so unreasonable lah, if you've sufficient reason, i would give way lah.

and i missed him like crazy yesterday. had a dream, he was leaving me. then as i checked my mobile right away when i opened my eyes, i saw no msg and call from him. i felt as if i was falling. my heart raced like nobody's business. an omen, i thought. i forced myself to sleep, refused to accept that he hasn't contact me throughout; rejecting the so-called message conveyed by the baseless dream. was hoping to see message alert of his when i wake up again. and to my delight, he did. two messages, very short ones though. at least i felt his desire for me, i calmed my pushing emotions.

missing someone too much might be a havoc. i can do nothing other than drowning myself to singing songs with lyrics lying infront of me. singing is the best way to forget about missing him. 'coz i can still find him in my sentimental mandarin songs.

had breakfast at mosburger yesterday morning. great food excellent company, my honey. ;) so happieee.. took photos here and there.

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nothing to do. peow is placing order.. *stomach groans*

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still waiting.

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my man. my shuai ge. i love him.

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our take 1.

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our take 2. dearie wanna be artistic

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our take 3.

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our final take. this i like it the most 'coz he smiled. =)

lazy to put on contacts. hee~ don't look that bad also lah.

can see my dearie later!! having dinner with his family. he's gonna fetch me from work, how nice~ muack! love to be doted and pampered by him. sometimes he is really ke wu, but most of the times he is pretty sweet to me lah. he hasnt had his offday on monday for a long time, can you guys comprehend how happie i am?? i'm so happie as i can look forward to meeting him after work. this makes monday work not as sucky.

saturday steamboat @marine parade!!

should be having either dinner or supper.

who's going???????
for now, there is only me peow clement and osky who have confirmed.

if jh wanna drive, we can delay the meeting time k.
joyce coming? givany??
ling? mony? (you two's projects finish rushing le bo?)
daphie and ben?? (these i've to sms them.)
benny you wanna join? can get nana along if you want.
ronny lehh.. (this gota msg too)

hmmm..still missing him.

san signs off. 10:19 AM
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Friday, September 09, 2005

laughter is the best medicine to moodiness. =)

yesterday had helluva fun at pastamania! hahahhahaa~ that's what i did throughout. haha~ i think very very crappie of me lah, but errrr..as long ya happie, why bother! yeaps! i was inspired by osky, to have my mooncake celebration in ZOO! errrmmm..dearie, can we go to zoo?? you promised me earlier on, remember? hee. okie if you scared that mooncake will be 'polluted' by some unknown objects from the blueblue sky, we can change plan and go some park lit up those lanterns eat mooncakes. errr, then we can blow bubbles too?? sounds good leh.

giv tried bungi jump in new zealand before!! oh man, she really powerpower go and be powerpuff gurl lah! =P very daring, 'coz i will never try sucha sports, 'coz i'm too timid for that. :X if her marriage proposal is done while doing these adventurous sports..woah, so unique special memorable and of course, romantic!! something unusual from others, hmmm..not bad can consider.

bumped into jia and bernard yesterday too! and my corked eyes indeed corked up! i missed them out......that's why i was wondering why all of them turned and look at me, ask me to see see! so they were calling me to look out for them, haha~ but really blur lah, that's all i can save myself out from. messaged her sometime later to explain, in case she thought i was cocky. :) her long long sms eased my jumpy self for that moment. quite nice to see familiar faces on the street, err people who don't pissed me off to be exact. *smilEs*

i'm still quite excited. maybe it was yesterday's fabulous filling dinner, i was too hungry, everything tasted gooood. going out later to queensway's panasonic headquarters, need to get my boss's boss 30 vacuum bags. ha~~ i really don't mind if you ask me, 'coz i can see my peow!! then will collect mooncakes from yuying at sheraton hotel too. oh yeah! my colleagues gave me a box of yummy mooncakes from harbour city restaurant. and they had a push cart stall to coincide with the mooncake festival at junction8. she said everyone would sing praises of it after eating and true enough, i taxed on one, and i can say i love it! eggyolk mooncakes are the best!!! kk, getting two boxes, one for colleague another for peow's aunt. was thinking to get for my family, but broke lah, so gota understand.

sheeeeeh! i'm hungry now!! but it's only 10plus. counting down to 12pm, still long lehhhh.. damn damn damn.

tennis laters. hurray! ;)

san signs off. 10:04 AM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

back at work, felt much more at ease. though not as moody, but as unhappie.

later dinner with alvin they all, hmm a farewell dinner for him to enter NS? take care dude, get your 6packs yea! :)

peow gotten me a spider chocolate one ghostie chocolate and a box of heart chocolates. if people don't know me, might think that i'm a chocolate lover huh~ hahaa..

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love you honey, missing you.. may you have a pleasant day at work. =) *muack*

finally i can trim my brow later. it's really like finally, i've dragged for monthS! brows are so thick and ugly now. maybe can go look look at chomel's accessories.

still missing my dearie.

san signs off. 12:52 PM
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

woah! two days off from work, i'm so happie!!! i pon-ten from work yesterday and today. having a very big phobia right now, my boss is the root cause! i hate him to the core lah. tomorrow cannot escape le, have to work. bless me. ;(

yesternight, due to unforseen circumstances, peow and i went for ktv. sang only two hours, 'coz the partyworld at civics closes at 1a.m. i thought all ktv lounges close at 3a.m.?? anyways, we pay for the golden package, very expensive k!!! round up to 60bucks for two and only sang for two hours. but okay lah, long time didn't sing with him le. he sang pretty well yesternight leh, thought my eardrums are gonna drum upside down loh, but he impressed me, surprisingly! =X haha~ he wasn't out of tune and sang quite nice, sounded abit like andy lau when he sang one of andy's cantanese song. very niceeeee..maybe when a person is down, he would sing exceptionally well?? i bet that's the case lah! 'coz alex to's jia ge wo (marry me), a song i like alot, i actualli sang quite haywire-ly and he actually guided me by starting it out just on the dot! errr..hope ya mood is better le now at work.

both of us didn't sleep well because of some apparent reasons. you gota tong the whole day le, today only you and your aunt plus another useless fella isit? jiayou! your wifey will support you mentally and be there for you. muack! i was being weak this morning to ask if you will 'yang wo'. just a momentary weakling, don't take it for real. i will definitely work even when we are married, if have babies liao then another thing lah hoh! kekee..i just can't stand my work now. like going for a mental war with my boss like that, can't tahan. somemore i'm not for admin job, feel so useless.

guys must always do something you like and don't work for the sake of working, or you will suffer and grumble everyday.

a bright day ahead!! and my bestfriend!! you'll be just fine, don't live your today miserably. people around you care for you, take care k and these things shouldn't scare you! hao ren you hao bao. =) *hugs*

san signs off. 10:49 AM
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Monday, September 05, 2005

seems like ages to have spend the whole saturday with dearie. he has been so busy that his offdaes are taken away.

had lunch at staff centre with fellow sptc-ians. just look at ronny and benny this lunch couple, so funny~~ can't remember when was the last time i went back to staff centre to eat..but the food menu is still the same old one, but prices have gone up yet the food quality still as sucky service quality WORSE.

went home to sleep, but peow's parents' master bedroom is too hot to even let me enter my dreamland ;( so hot!! sneaked out to the living room to rest on the longest sofa, but too late bah, passed my sleeping mood so can't fall asleep already. while i was still trying to catch some wink, peow came out. he had a bad dream, woke up and was disappointed to know i was not beside him. he checked the toilet, which was in that room, i was not there. then he waited awhile just in case i was out for a sip of water, there was still no sign of me. he came out and there i was lying on the sofa. held my hand and we started making fun of each other and played around. then was feeling bad to know he was actually looking for me when he woke up. *muack*

headed to sim lim square to get a connector cable for my company. -_- then walked to little india for dinner. we walked for quite long sia, 'coz every road looks very similar and peow needs to navigate the road carefully. errr, and finally we reached the dining place with sweat all over me. luckily, the food was really good. their service was even better. the manager, supposedly, remembered peow was there once, good memory huh! :) that impressed us and the food was really really gooooood! salivating~~

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the rice, which peow likes most, was fragrant and tasted quite different from the rice we always eat. the curry!!! i love currrrryyyyy, and it was alittle sweet and the gravy was thick! oh man, thinking of that makes me wanna droooool liao. =P there were other food, but i can't remember their names. hee. if there's chance, i would like to go again. errrrr provided we won't get lost again lah =X

gonna meet my mummy after work! she is at toa payoh now, so near me..and i'm FAMISHED!! i need fooooooood! =)

Qi: meet up soon!! :) show us the pictures you two have taken k!! bought lotsa apparrels??!!

san signs off. 4:26 PM
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Saturday, September 03, 2005

hello people. :)

yesternight's tennis was fun even though there's only one who turn up! my best friend, lucky you still wanna play 'coz i'm so so gian to play..anyways we played till like 1030 then stop liao. my eyes got so dry by then, ouch! haf fun is what i wanna say here. =)

superstar's result was......hmm, kinda expected, to me at least. i wanted kelly to win, no need to go into why. but all of you should know weilian's fans are really best at sms-ing loh! his sms voting stood 64% while kelly is only occupying 46%. see the gap!!! people vote for him for reason that me myself can't really be convinced. he didn't sing well for that night, he screwed up the last four songs. except his first welcoming song, for that, it did touched my heart. it was touching. but one song good four songs bad, isn't that showing something.....hmmmm..result has been finalised, both of them each earn themselves a singing contract, so not too bad lah. *smilEs*

i love JUNYANG and XINHUI's wuding!!!! oMG~!!!! they were really goooooooood, so good that you might even think they were a couple. haha. wo kan hao ta men. hee.

osky is sick huh~ work for such long hours, who will fall sick sia. you better take care k! ;) work sucks to the maximum's maximum! but still, we have to work that's how pathetic it is lah. bear with it, jiayou and you can soon enjoy urself in australia. keke

today's givany's game huh! u better tell me you won later i tell you! gambatte!

i'm sick and tired of working here. facing that bloody turn-off face shit my day. -_- another 1mth and 3wks to go. i can do it! shit, my luck isn't very good at working. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

have a great weekend peeps!

san signs off. 10:54 AM
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Friday, September 02, 2005

the pc here is damn damn damn slow. it took me like 30mins to load into this page. didn't know blogging can be an agony till NOW. plus my boss's otak face, wah piangs, really my GOOD friday. *sarcastic* -_- so damn pissed!!!!!!!!!! he spoke to me in a way that as if it's my fault when he was the one who gave late instruction and STILL expect me to find storeman to remove the stain in 5mins when the storeman is so freaking far away from our office. then he said, "nevermind, the guests are here already." this . means a very very hostile fullstop k! his tone is full of why-didn't-you-do-it-faster. blame somemore, i'm just gonna quit on the spot! ARGHHHHHHHH

joking only lah, my perseverance is not so lousy k. i can tahan till october! yes i know i can do it! =) hell that bloody boss of mine.

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that pic of ours was taken this very morning at his lift. man! we look tired, don't we? just wake up mahhh.. ;)

waiting to knock off and whack balls! so much anger and frustration in me now, arghhhhhhh one day i heart attack i'm gonna haunt my boss high and low loh~! *joking lah, i'm not so vengeful also*

san signs off. 5:02 PM
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Thursday, September 01, 2005

I'm a happie woman today. happie until I can't get my sleep during my break, suddenly all so-called tiredness vanished into the thin air. felt just like a small little meimei treated with her favourite ferrero rocheo! hee, i'm overjoyed, wanted to jump about just like a small innocent kid. =P

mr. lee came to my site office, bought for me two of my most favourite bites! i swear i never thought he would be so sweeeeet to me, 'coz he always find doing such thing as a waste of precious time. but he surprised me, the biggest surprise from him ever. he rushed to work immediately after passing the food to me. "zhen you xin le qin ai de"
wonder did he deliberately spite me by sounding like he is not very keen on talking to me on the phone this morning before he appeared at my office's carpark..haha~
my lunch for today was proudly brought by my peow. Curry Corochan Bento! it tasted fabulously yummy. have been munching on bread these weeksssssss, this is the best lunch i've makan here. :) (: a complimentary old chang kee's currypuff too! i love currypuff to the max if you guys know me very well. thanks honey, you are sucha sweetie~ before i go hua-zhi, i'm so touched. *muack*

today can only leave at 7pm. *sobs* that channel8's 7pm slot show i like loh, then now gotta miss it le. shui ling long, that princess dragon, she's so pretty! her eyelashes very nice, i like! to dress like a princess in singapore, hmmm..kinda weird lah, you only see it on tv or wedding. but nevermind, my dear's lunch perked me up, even till now. its aftereffect is incredibly strooonnnng. =P

superstar final is tonight! don't forget to tune in to channel U at 830pm yea~ who will win?? the ideal choice is definitely kelly but the result is sucha tease, sometimes. good luck kelly! kelvin shall jiayou too! happie mood, so both i'll give my blessing, anyways sansan will never do sms voting.

missing honey already~ i still have the currypuff with me. shall eat later when i'm hungry. doubt i will eat the catered food, will leave at 7pm SHARP! see you tonight honey, wanna hug you tight tight ;)

san signs off. 5:03 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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