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i need you.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

over the years do you feel like you've grown into someone, sometimes u've difficulty identifying who you are actually?

have i change or has the environment change me? i feel like i don't know how to befriend a friend with a naked heart. there is this barrier that separates my true self and my so-called newfriends. or maybe the suspicion of them having bad intention contradicts my real side and the hypocritic side. i'm beginning to feel pathetic as i could only reveal my innermost thoughts to people whom i trust, which is really a small tiny group. my family (sometimes they are too busy), my peow (most of the times he's too busy) and few other buddies (they are either not in sg or they are also too busy). the moment i know i have to be independent, fear befalls on me. i dont like it but neither could i avoid it.

it hurts even more when people whom i initially do trust, betrayed me. is my judgement that poor? because i always seem to get into such situations.

till this point, i know the only way is to get even stronger.

san signs off. 8:33 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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