My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Friday, January 19, 2007

when shit hits you real hard, there's simply no way to dodge.

in life, countless things are beyond our control. whilst pretending to be strong with all these helplessness, i secretly pray for a miraculous torch of hope to resolve all of these magically.

was talking to ling and a sudden truth struck me right in my heart painfully. "nothing lasts forever" but i want ours to last, at least till the day i die. eternity 3359 sounds more than a myth? promises are only beautiful when it is made to keep. feelings that are lost along the way, can it be lost and found? by telling me your love for me remains unchanged does not denote eternity if you are ready (at anytime) to let me go. i never believe in loving someone by letting him go. it is more of an excuse to make yourself look noble and earn sympathy in a way. for myself (you might think i'm self-centred), if you love the person really that much it's hard to even say "let go".

time waits no one. i'm soon passing the age of 21 and bit by bit, i'm exposed to how 2-d a relationship can get. 2-d in the sense that it's only on the surface couples are looking gd. inside, they might be really boring and/or they might be meeting so little that sometimes they forget that they are already attached. sometimes in such rs, these partners are more like a companion. i dont want all of that! what i want is 3-d or even 4-d, one that has depth and stems firmly with you and me ('s priority) in each other's head. i want my man to make me feel like he can't do without me and not getting used to me.

he won't understand abit of what i've said. he will only think i'm self-centred. why don't you think why am i feeling this way all the time. either something is wrong with me or it's you! hais, yes i think i'm getting bongus.

san signs off. 11:00 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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