Saturday, November 25, 2006

my work schedule for next month is out and i've opted for 5 offdays altogether. my philosophy for now will be to earn as much money as i can for next year's australia trip! :) i don't really like the idea of using his money during holidays because the intangible existence of restriction will limit the amount of fun i'm entitled to. so i shall earn alotalotalotalot of money and i will make it! plus my commission thingg has started two days ago (so glad that my cm allows an early start), more money is rolling in, the thought simply thrills me. hehes.

went gym this morning and my dearrrrrrrrest ling(-er) fly my aeroplane! though that didn't surprise me at all (like what she has told me, she's well-known for waking up at the crack of noon), i must highlight on the number of flights she has lombang me. AHEM. and with my nails painted in pinkpetal, it was time to lunch with my peow. ICHIBAN SUSHI @bt panjang plaza has the exterior quality but the food isn't that fantastic afterall. i was even wondering was it the culprit for causing my tummy upset.

home at peow's was to sleep-in for an afternoon nap (long time since i've any and so is peow) then was our pre-planned spring cleaning for his ultimatedusty room. i'm proud of the result and felt really accomplished. now his room is sparkling clean! throwing some of his 'junks' does makes the room more spacious. :)

something that has been in my heart for sometime and i shall now annouce aloud. really enjoyed ling's company these days. i've no clue when and why we've contacted each other so much more often than in the past but all these little things make people's life unique and in a way or another, console my innermost regret. erm, this regret happens on this friend of mine who used to so close to me during secondary school days, so close that we might be even closer than bloodsisters. we lost contact and things change. ling's personality shares some resemblance with that friend of mine and they are those leos who sometimes behave like pisceans. occurance happens for a reason. most of the times, the reason is benign. :)

and just to say to some other people who might be reading. sometimes don't take your goodfriend's listening ear for granted. don't look for your socalled goodfriend only when you're troubled. and please remember friends don't come and go; if you don't keep them with your sincere heart, your friends just keep changing at different stage of your life. that's pretty pathetic though. anyways, i already tell myself these kinda friends i'm definitely not gonna keep.

last but never the least, i love my dearest peow SO MUCH. the majority of mylife's sweetness begins with him. and i always believe it's because of his importance that escalates those upsetting moments. we can't never deny that it's those bitterness that emphasized the beautyofsweetness.

san signs off. 11:04 PM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

watched casino royale yesterday. usually that's not my type of show, at all. but peow said it was a hot show now and since there's no better option at 4pm timeslot we decided to catch that. right now, thinking of that show, i'm glad i've watched it. the emotional scene in the show is not always hitting the climax but it rolls into your heart slowly step by step. it's a gradual touch i would say and this touch is still lingering somewhere in me. i love that part when Daniel Craig aka James Bond told Eva Green aka Vesper Lynd that he loves her and would quit and land himself on a decent job. with a joking tone, he asked if she could help him to look for one because he's unsure what kinda decent job needs his skills. maybe why it leaves such an impression is because i'm thirsty for a man who's willing to give up something very significant for my sake. it's the intention to give up that's moving and not about whether the woman wants him to change. :) that's love. the sad part is they were not together in the end as eva died. i felt a tinge of sadness while i'm typing this though. too emotional uh~

went to this restaurant at marina square a few days ago.



they serve lovely food which are sucha treat to my tastebuds :)


our supper main course: udon with prawns and crabmeat in soyabean milk. YUMMY.


peow's dessert. ice-cream with caramel sauce, red beans and jelly. can't really remember what's that jelly-thingg called. :P


mine! seseame ice-cream with a sauce (i forget). i love seseame so i love this!


my consort.


his princess.

san signs off. 7:28 PM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

have been working the past few days. body is exhausted. brain is taking its rest now as well as my sore legs. there was this breakfast party on wed which started at 830am and me who was scheduled for a full shift, worked all the way till 930pm. thats crazy. woke up at 6am and all the way was slogging my guts without earning a single cent of commission. ;( to console myself, that's for the experience.

had a photoshoot thingg with ling. here is the webbie. practise makes perfect, ling jiayou!

some photos here at junie's house.




birthday roses for junie!

thinking of how the four of us getting as a clique and how we kept in contact ever since we grad, this could be what we named as our affinity. this kinda friendship is not what you can buy for. it's our fortune to cross each other's path and stayed as friends all these while. and thinking about me and junie, that's even more amazing. the times we've been through i will always keep in my heart and no matter how busy we get, we never seem to forget each other. i know she'll always be there. ;)


my solovable junie.

and these days since i'm busy and peow is also busy, we begin a life which is somewhat different. disputes remain inevitable but perhaps i learnt the virtue of making things easy for both of us rather than insisting who's at fault. there was this morning, he woke up earlier to get me a packed lunch and some black stockings (because mine ran lines by some sharpedgedstuff). isn't that sweeet, i felt so loved. i felt even more loved when his hands were over me while i was soundly asleep. maybe his warmth woke me up subconsciously. i remembered vaguely. i smiled and fell asleep again. ;)

san signs off. 2:42 PM
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Monday, November 13, 2006

before i'm out, i wanna shoutout! "HAD LOTSA FUN THESE DAYS!"

tomorrow and day after and day after after will be work work work. doing stocktake is gonna be TEDIOUS. a day worth of $55 is pathetically meagre. ;(

to ling: to be not too faraway from happiness, you must first acknowledge it. separation is just part and parcel of life, cheerup gurl.

san signs off. 3:56 PM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

the first day after examinations can be described in one word - SHIOK!

this morning was my life's 2nd photoshoot, with ling (the photographer). under the hot scorching sun, i see the beauty of nature as we roamed on the greengrasspatch. after so, we went home to bathe and out again for manicure. during the session, i felt so much like a taitai! i can just do whatever i like i want and feeling fantastic about everything. after exams, stress, for this day, is marking at its lowest. i can't handle intangible stress from BOOKS and whatever that requires diligent readups and deadmemorisingwork. i sucks at all this. all these were kinda out of point, anyways we land ourselves at vivo for shopppppping! though i only got a skirt and a black leggings i felt adequately satisfied. :) dinner at thaiexpress this evening finally please my cravings for thaifood, which ahem deprived me of. haha

and i think ling and i havent got enough of each other for today because she's staying over at my place now. lol. planned for ktv tomorrow morning! and gym then shall meet ying and huiping for supper. gonna stay over at ying's house tml ;) my life is doing really well and i supposed so. haven't met peow since fri morning. he's too busy with his work and i'm equally busy i guess. anyways anyhows this odd arrangement of our meetingup frequency makes me paranoid. i dont like my rs to be like those that meet a few times and feeling like those oldoldstablestable or heckcareheckcare ones. ;( but what to do when one gets so busy and his schedule is so not up to him. what else other than to wait.

san signs off. 1:09 AM
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

as tears roll down my cheeks, i only see those sweet memories we have shared. the song that came up to my mind is this - yu tian by sun yan zi.

san signs off. 4:32 PM
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second paper which is also the second last paper has ended this morning. a challenging paper i would say.

today's junie's 21st! was preparing a surprise for her and had gotten everything that is needed later on. going to her house for a mini birthday celebration. hope she doesn't find my 'ideas' too dull. with the amount of time available that is almost the best i can do, may your 21st be a memorable one! ;)



met junie last wednesday after work. at cine's tcc and she has gotten a really coooooool hp which is 'imported' from JAPAN. it's by toshiba if i remember correccccctly?! you've figured the way to use it eh?? hehs.

the past month i've attended two weddings. the bride and groom were both not quite associated to me but everytime they play those love songs as the background music and as i watched their video clips about the bride and groom i can feel butterflies in me. love that sparks and endured is one priceless gift for the two of them. the price is beyond measurement as not every couple walks down the red carpeted aisle together.

just remembered what a friend at lauder has brought up during our drinking session at clark quay. "the one you get married to might not necessarily be the one you love the most." she's already married with a 3months old baby gurl. she told us the man she loves the most is not her husband but the one before him. she regretted for letting that man go. and something truly upsetting happened to me and him last wkend. i pleaded and pleaded because i don't want to regret and also because i really love him. it has been a long time since i've brought out the cards that he has given me for the past two years plus. i teared as i read one part whereby he promises to love me forever. really heartbreaking to listen those heartless words piercing my heart bit by bit. i remembered myself crying so badly yet he remained indifferent. that sunday, i sat down and was intimidated by how things could change so easily so quickly. felt ashamed of myself to think that our love has already arrive at a stable mode and thinking that what we were waiting for is to stroll down the wedding aisle hand in hand together with our love ones' blessings. but no, our love has now reset to the most beginning mode because the denial of us being each other's final destination brought me the sharpest pain. may i survive through this painindulgence.

more things to add. ying is in SIA! i'm quite sure she has gotten in even though her medical result is still withheld. anyways more and more SIA gurls whom i know, something good or bad. i think it's for the good because i can get ying to buy some pretty stuff way abroad! ;) and yesternight we met and she passed me some tasty cakes that she has ordered online. felt really touched and the cakes were really pricey! good luck ying and i'm so sure you'll enjoy your days there. apart from the travelling part to tanah merah for training everything should be just fine. and thanks for meeting me, i just realised everytime i'm at my lowest point, you'll always be there. yes, you'll just appear. is that what friends are for, i guess so my friend. heart you. and hope i will have the chance to ton at your house huh! hehs.


last saturday. all dressed up to attend this love binding event. ;)


me and him.


he was on the phone while i was captivated by our shadows.


his primary school mates. fate is amazing. after one big round, these two primary school friends still got together and they are already engaged.


with the bride and groom.

san signs off. 4:00 PM
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