My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

received a bouquet of roses and a watch today. thanks my dear. thankful for my boy's generous tolerance.

it has been almost two weeks and we've been quarrelling on and off all this while. maybe like what some call it, a period whereby you get to know each other more and more = quarrelling period. it's really intriguing in the sense that you two yearn for each other but when you get to see each other, quarrel comes in your way. while resolving every dispute, we go through an inevitable painful process when words can be really stabbing to digest. reconciliation always end up to be as sweet as it can be but somehow those ugly scenes weaken the strength of our bond.

right now, we are doing fine and i didn't felt good when he reminded how hard he tried to accommodate to me yet i'm also, on the other hand, trying hard to find trouble with him. he's facing some hard times on his own so am i juggling with all my meaningless projects. we will walk through this period together, after all it has been two years!

san signs off. 10:27 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

first presentation in SIM and it was a breeze! ;) my marketing lecturer-cum-tutor (since marketing is my specialisation; tutorial=lecture), looks like a tough nut who hardly praise people, girls in particular. we were all over the moon when we heard her saying to all the other teams that this is the kinda standard you should produce! and our answers were all on the right track plus good visuals, it was a successful presentation!

finally something worths a celebration after a semester in school, i told myself.

had sakae with junie after staying in national library at bugis for 5hours or more. a rather late lunch we had and our chat stretched more than two hours. we could have stayed even longer till the waitresses and waitors get tired of us, but junie gotta work so an earlier-than-expected dismissal. the next one should be on lei's birthday buffet! can't wait to see lei and qiqi, haven't been seeing them since the last meetup at mind cafe.

i can hardly believe that peow and i have passed our two year anniversary. it always feel like we've just got together. his guy colleague-cum-friend in his shop thought our relationship were at most six-month old! so ticklish to hear that, somehow or rather, i felt good hearing what he said. this shows we still look loving! and if peow is right beside me now, he will correct me, "we ARE loving what, what LOOK" haha~

he planned for the entire yesterday, 22/07/2006. *HAPPIE 2MONTHS ANNI LEILEI!* the plan should have started out with the first venue: Snow City. but we were really suay lah, the place was booked for some army thingg and we had to withdraw this part of the plan and proceed to singing ktv because we were both very gian-ed to sing! then after we went to amara hotel for check-in, (i didn't know he booked a room) the place was beautiful! the room was pretty classy! amara hotel reminds you of the spa they always advertise on mag??!! but we didn't go for that, it was the buffet that peow has eyed on. the food was satisfying, they were all stuff that we like and their cakes were thumbs up! their chocolate truffle and chocolate brownie were salivatinggggg, a bite and you won't stop!
shall fill you guys up with photos soon!

my pressie for him was delayed and talking about it..... is exasperating! argh. anyways it will only deliver to my house on this coming tuesday. sucha spoilsport for yesterday and my dear ends up receiving nothing from me.

san signs off. 7:52 PM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

brain is tangled with headachefreakyknotty problems.

i miss so many people, they know who they are. like how the old saying goes, people don't usually treasure the presence of people around them until they lose it. how true.

two year anniversary is approaching. it's gonna be this saturday! will it turn out welllllll? god knows.

today is my suay-est day! suay-est suay-est. i went for my driving class and it sucks. for someone who didn't even get her engine stall during those greenhorn days, actually get her engine stalled 7times in a row todayyyyyy. BOO! and i dropped all my coins after alighting from a cab as i rushed to bbdc, ended up like a pathetic fool squating down to pick them up one by one. dropped my allocation driving slip twice on the ground just as if my hands are made of JELLY. and last night, which i don't wish at all to mention, sucks tooo.

man. i want to get out of this ill-fated days, i'm depressed.

at the end of the day, i could only say to myself, CHEER UP san! i need to brace up.

san signs off. 7:44 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

my first two day in school are nothing of those interesting sort. dullness and stress are making a very grumpy gurl. sorry gurls, whose ears are stucked with all my grumpiness! haha. i also wish for things to pick up or my life in school is gonna sucha chore. ;(

all of a sudden, i seem to have lost the ability to adapt. getting used to the new surroundings, new faces and new challenges became so foreign to me. maybe because when i'm sick, i didn't manage to enjoy myself and by the time i return back to school campus, my addict to FUN and SLACKNESS is still burning~~ that explains for my odd behaviour, i want to be a slackerrrrrr!!

since monday till today which is a wednesday, finally i felt alittle better. guess why? because i can see my dearrrr! that indeed makes me so much chirpier ;)

wish me luck in school and i wish osk to get into her quantity surveying course very very soon! ;) enjoy emailing these gurls, hurrays!

san signs off. 11:41 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006

i'm finally sick no more! those terrible days made me shudder. too weak to even stand, those were hell days! plus quarrelling with him, it aggrevates on the whole.

but right now, everything is fine again! away from classes for four days and now i've problem doing two simple questions! luckily mel is offering her help because i've no notes at all!

yesterday watched just my luck with peow but didn't finish up the last 10-15mins show. we hurried away to fetch my brother from his school, he is practising for the ndp! how was the ending of the show like? ...

still quite sleepy, must be the medication!

san signs off. 7:06 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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