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i need you.

Friday, April 21, 2006

counting down: 29 days.

have been trying to blog, but blogger fails me.

my dearest peow has left. he is now flying towards a faraway land and my heart has also flown to reach this faraway land. i miss him so much, no one can fathom how badly i need him.

this morning, at 5.05 a.m. he checked in together with his fellow course mates at the airport. his parents, his sister and I left, after he told us so, at about 4.45 a.m. on the way back to his house, i didn't drop a single tear. by the time i stepped back into his bedroom, everything felt so familiar yet all of a sudden, it has become so foreign to me. you know what i mean? it was like an hour ago, he was still beside me, we just woke up preparing to send him off. one hour later, i'm all alone in his bedroom, entrapping thoughts all about him in my head. the next second before i know it, my eyes are red and wet.

i slept till around one in the afternoon. my lunch was his mum's homecook food, "snow fish stirred fried with crunchy veg". he should know what it is. then after, his dad drove his sister to work and me home. at my residential area, i had a so-called coffee session with his dad and mum. at that strucking period, i felt as if i'm already their daughter-in-law. they went to woodgrove and i went home, i was really exhausted by then.

ever since this tuesday, i'm together with peow. we sticked together, or i should say i'm trying to spend as much time with him as possible. even if it means missing my sleeping hours, i just wanna spend it with him. in that few days, i cried several times and he coaxed me saying i'm really like a child, with that smile on his face. i just can't imagine myself without him, i told him it's like i'll lose the center of focus when he is gone. he said i must concentrate on my exams, which i will. i will start my reading on the 3rd module, the detesting history of mgt thoughts. starting exam in another 5days' time.

tomorrow morning, my 3rd tuition shall take its course. i felt accomplished when i can feel the rapport between me and my student. it really feels so good. ;) at least for now, that's my only consolating point that i can think of.

i miss my dear very badly...another 29 days before i can be in his arms. i miss his that sleepy eyes whenever he is tired. i miss talking to him on the phone before i turn in. i miss receiving his lovey-dovey smses. i miss everything that got to do with peowpeow.

i know i sounded rather weak, but since when i was strong? i can't be independent when i've fallen in love so deeply for this special man in my life.

i awaits his arrival back home.
"Our love journey has been such a pleasure
Because of y o u."
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dearie, you will only be in your comfort zone after adapting a few days there. even now, you are still in the air. these photos we took while having farewell dinner with my family before you left.

san signs off. 11:05 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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