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i need you.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

xmas is coming in a few days' time! ;)

gonna get pressies this mon and tues, kinda excited. thought of what to give my dear, hope i can complete it on time.

i'm getting super hooked into mahjong now sia..heees but when osk clement and mony moves to australia to further studies, my mahjong addict has to die off on its own..how sad~ hmmm unless i can find more mahjong mates in SIM!! kekee..

there are too many things in life that are unfathomable to the extent that it caught you in surprise just there when it happens. undeniably, i love surprises, pleasant ones i mean. yesterday i found myself an intoxicating one. i almost drowned. i tried to calm my waved emotions and rationale things out in my entangled thoughts before i really go crazy. when you say you believe it's essential to trust one another, i thought you were one who never lie. someone who will not lie with no integrity. to me, that was no white lie but an intentious one. as i digged more into it, my heart ends up with countless bleeding wounds. it tells me i'm no different from the one you've treated as a replacement in the past. i could see total similarities between you, her and me. i can never trust you again, who else in this world still worth my trust? i can forgive but i won't forget. i don't wish to bring up this matter to you right away because i still love you. you are one selfish soul. you are not the loser, i am.

san signs off. 4:00 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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