Thursday, December 29, 2005

i've passed the BTE test! isit common for people to get it at 99%? *smacks my head hard* of course! i bet everyone else's also get such good result for evaluation as long as u did your homework ;) now, the actual theory test set by traffic police is my next focus, but very disappointed with the available timeslots shown. it will take me till 11jan 2006 to get done with it and proceed on. meanwhile shall clear those sickening and lame advanced theory classes! they just wanna earn our money man!!

hmmm..my feelings are entangled with slapping reality these days. truth spoken, found and acknowledged is bound to break your heart. once again i've to make things clear that i do accept but acceptance comes with a price. i don't know how much more i could endure because i'm almost losing it.

remember me reading through ling's blog. she says when people fall in love, they tend to forgo their ideals for a prince charming who has existed subconsciously long long ago as they first understood the meaning of falling in love. love is blind, yet not so blind. we do see their flaws but we make do with it by adjusting ourselves because we know no one's perfect, we are not neither. we overcome all that with a shared love between us. what will happen if one side's love begins to fall low? or put it in this way, what will happen if you realise his/her love hasn't been enough.

now i just want to be a happy gurl with no worries. make my wish come true, will you?

i want to play mahjong!!

san signs off. 8:20 PM
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

nothing's cheap in this world, let alone to expect any free gift if you are actually harbouring such impractical thought.

i count myself a fortunate child because i get what i want most of the times. god is fair, you gain some while you lose some, somewhere. we cheer when we emerge as the victor for a moment and seemingly, the level of happiness may felt so high up there. yet we grieve when we've to accept the title of a loser and the intangible pain deep down inside could remain there forever. so perhaps when you've earn yourself great establishments in life, don't get conceited. because all it takes is just a careless fall of yours to lose grip of everything you used to have.

tomorrow's my basic theory evaluation test. i know it's nothing, but still, someone with a heart like a child, i'm excited. right after, i hope to settle the actual test by friday, before new year eve! prays prays prays hard.

and seriously i tell myself, "i'm in need of a decent pretty sandals!"
i've a habit of buying almost every other thing, except anything to doll up my big feet! i won't deny that i don't actually put much attention on footwears. ;P but i really must start doing so, 'coz what i have now is simply pathetic!
in case my dear thinks i'm buying too many things again, i will do it moderately okay, i promise. ;)

san signs off. 7:36 PM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

in 4 days' time, it will be new year eve! ;) despite the fact that peow's gonna work on the 31st and 1st of jan, i still pray for this day to arrive faster! at least he'll be coming in the night, so i'm not missing out moments to be spent with my dear.

the dampening part to think of will definitely be my new term in sim. the thought of no familiar faces in my lecture hall and class is indeed bringing dullness to me right now. BUT~ i know i can make it! just crossing my fingers to bless me with cooperative&funky project mates! best if they are another mahjong lovers!! kekeee.. studying hard, yet not forgetting leisure mah ;P

decided to forgo on the orientation thingg, which is held tomorrow. reason being there is a stayover at sentosa and the earliest to be back is only at 12noon! i needa prepare my basic theory, so i've place my priority before the $20 worth orientation.

watched King Kong with peow just now. it's 3hours long, however, it doesn't feel that that draggy long. personally, i thought it was very well filmed. its meticulous way of filming this movie deserve a pat on the director's shoulder. be it the emotional aspect, the thrill excitment, the action or the sound effects, every detail was brought out nicely. i love the two scenes where the King Kong exchanged love-filled eye contact with Naomi Watts and she has those full of gratitude tears roaming in her eyes whenever she looks at the King Kong. i think it was too perfect, because i had heartfelt tears in those scenes. many other gurls did the same thing as me too, if my instinct tells right on me.

now it's 3 in the morning and my ah peow is already in his dreamland. i'm gonna join him now. good nitey ;)

san signs off. 2:35 AM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry merry merry christmas everybody! *grins grins grins*

Hohoho~ last night's xmas eve gathering was a joyous celebration with sptc-ians all assembled at mony's place! her dad got her house a santa claus made in china, which will sing jingle-bell-jingle-bell..whenever the sensor alerts. mony and her parents were so nice to have waited for us to cut the durian logcake! delicious~~


durian logcake.

mahjong tiles and poker cards were our entainment for the night, we've all became hardcore gamblers! kekeee.. everywhere-heard-laughters enhanced our season mood alot i guess and it was the 2nd christmas eve i've spent with these fellow tennis lovers, who have evolved to be mahjong gamers!~ ;)


lunch at pastamania with my brudders. watched chronicles of narnia! good show but ive expected more from this show though.


say cheese!


hees! clock struck 12midnight! it's Christmas!! see the tiles mony osk and me were holding? they were supposed to bring us more luck!

gift exchange

my gift for osk. a pair of earrings from topshop.


osk's gift for clement. a bodyknit's top.




peow and jh zi-lian-ing!


ben's gift for daph. a earpiece extension.


we've the same earrings if you realise ;)


peow behaves like a shy boy! thought daph's his angel! hahaa kena cheated!


daph's gift for alvin. a handphone accessory.




alvin's gift for ben. a ripcurl towel.


"santa claus is coming to town....."


mony's gift for peow. Elizabeth Shaw imported Schnapps Shots. erm if you don't get it, it's milk chocolates in four flavours. verrrrrrry nice i tell you!




clement's gift for mony. ermmmm, regret to say the gift was in his house. shall pass it next sat! ;) wait patiently mony.


peow's gift for san! perfumes in a pack of three. though his wrapping skill has MORE room for improvement.......thanks honey ;) i almost believe you when you said my angel was actually not you.




giv's gift for jh. a tortoise massager comes with 2 AA batteries. haha~




jh's gift for giv. what a conincidence. a bottle of red wine.


on giv's behalf.


biggest winner walks away with two gifts. joycee.


the one in the green wrappern is this piggy soft toy. this is from jh to joycee. the other was from me and peow, a gift from bodyshop.

for more pictures click here.

new year chalet at ecp! so loooking forward. ;)

me and peow's personal gift exchange shall be tonight! i'm so excited... ;) really hope he'll appreciate my effort.

san signs off. 6:50 PM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

i'm so excited.. hees~ i love buying pressies for my beloved ones! no one should loathe the idea of receiving pressies, am i right?? kekee..

this month i've been spending soo soo much. getting pressies is one thing. pampering myself with all sorta festives reasons that i can come up with, is another thing huh~ whenever i get myself a top or a skirt, i would say, "hmmm..this is for christmas lah nevermind.." then not gonna be long from then, you might hear me saying, "hmmmmmm..this is for new year lah nevermind.." next shall be cny! hahaa..

i got something very very very exquisite for my dearest dearest peow. heees~ i love it alot myself, just hope it will turn out the same for you..pretty thing comes with a lofty price, it's an irreversible fact. but spending alittle more to see your charming smile, i think everything's worthwhile.

have decided to get my two brothers a bag each for their new school semester. *wink*

getting a xmas logcake to mony's house..seeing everyone chewing on the cake and smile vibrantly, gooddd this bubble looks so anticipating.....

san signs off. 3:08 PM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

xmas is coming in a few days' time! ;)

gonna get pressies this mon and tues, kinda excited. thought of what to give my dear, hope i can complete it on time.

i'm getting super hooked into mahjong now sia..heees but when osk clement and mony moves to australia to further studies, my mahjong addict has to die off on its own..how sad~ hmmm unless i can find more mahjong mates in SIM!! kekee..

there are too many things in life that are unfathomable to the extent that it caught you in surprise just there when it happens. undeniably, i love surprises, pleasant ones i mean. yesterday i found myself an intoxicating one. i almost drowned. i tried to calm my waved emotions and rationale things out in my entangled thoughts before i really go crazy. when you say you believe it's essential to trust one another, i thought you were one who never lie. someone who will not lie with no integrity. to me, that was no white lie but an intentious one. as i digged more into it, my heart ends up with countless bleeding wounds. it tells me i'm no different from the one you've treated as a replacement in the past. i could see total similarities between you, her and me. i can never trust you again, who else in this world still worth my trust? i can forgive but i won't forget. i don't wish to bring up this matter to you right away because i still love you. you are one selfish soul. you are not the loser, i am.

san signs off. 4:00 PM
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Friday, December 16, 2005

a blink of eyes, i'm gonna draw my brand new beginning at sim. before i know it, i've signed up for driving and aimed to complete asap! driving to school will just too good to be true, please grant my little wish ;) and never thought i could be a student who earns some allowance while mugging for exams, rushing to meet projects' deadlines.

my house is gonna have a refreshing look soon!! refurnishing the walls with homely colours. let me feel a warm welcome everytime i stepped in. my room's primary colour will be flamingo pink! i closes my eyes and imagine me stepping into my room after a tiring day, GOSH that feels too tooo wayyy too good. *smilEs* the smaller portion of my side walls will be painted loverbird blue. nice combi, i like.

everything's changing to embrace 2006. =)

happie san. ;)

san signs off. 11:46 PM
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Friday, December 09, 2005

back from genting for more updates. ^-*

my family hasnt been travelling together since two years ago. this time round, things are slightly different. brothers and i have all grown up, we are no more ignorant kids who quarrel over some slightest matters. we chatted about everything under the sun. on the first day, we spent almost half of our time in the tour bus and by the time we were at hotel resort's lobby, the clock read 3p.m. the most furiating part was we've have to press for our queue number and wait for our turn to check-in! for a moment, i thought i was at sg POLYCLINIC loh.

in the night, we bought a pack of poker cards to play black jack and dua-dai-dee. didn't know my 2nd bro was so gooood at it loh. we played with coins to make it more exciting, heee~ whole family had fun and gave me a good night sleep throughout. money was returned back to mother in the end though.

we went for ktv and bowling too. these things can be done in sg, i know. but it's precious to us when we don't go out together often. lotsa fun again! many photos taken, shall be uploaded soon. =) dinner was at lakeview chinese and seafood restaurant! the food was so filling!

got peow something sweet, hope he likes it. it was nice to receive mails from him when i'm not around. muacks.

san signs off. 1:02 PM
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