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i need you.

Monday, September 12, 2005

weekend was a rollercoaster. one point i'm so hopping mad. another point you see me smiling to myself and uttering i miss you non-stop quietly.

was so angry with peow that saturday. unhappie issue shall be placed aside. ~shoo~ i went down to look for him in the end. err, you must have find it funny right. since i'm the one who's flaring up why am i looking for him? 'coz i don't him to be stressed on his day off, he has many other things to worry about so don't want to be extra and add on to his troubles. just wanna be nice to him :) but of course, there's no free meal lah. i gave in, there's must be some sweetpie left for me too. we had some verbal agreement, which will be binding in my world. his saturday is all mine other than my working hours in the morning. unless he is working or has official stuff on. anyways, by the time i've finished listing out my terms and conditions, he realised all of those will benefit me more than him. haha~ i'm not so unreasonable lah, if you've sufficient reason, i would give way lah.

and i missed him like crazy yesterday. had a dream, he was leaving me. then as i checked my mobile right away when i opened my eyes, i saw no msg and call from him. i felt as if i was falling. my heart raced like nobody's business. an omen, i thought. i forced myself to sleep, refused to accept that he hasn't contact me throughout; rejecting the so-called message conveyed by the baseless dream. was hoping to see message alert of his when i wake up again. and to my delight, he did. two messages, very short ones though. at least i felt his desire for me, i calmed my pushing emotions.

missing someone too much might be a havoc. i can do nothing other than drowning myself to singing songs with lyrics lying infront of me. singing is the best way to forget about missing him. 'coz i can still find him in my sentimental mandarin songs.

had breakfast at mosburger yesterday morning. great food excellent company, my honey. ;) so happieee.. took photos here and there.

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nothing to do. peow is placing order.. *stomach groans*

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still waiting.

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my man. my shuai ge. i love him.

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our take 1.

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our take 2. dearie wanna be artistic

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our take 3.

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our final take. this i like it the most 'coz he smiled. =)

lazy to put on contacts. hee~ don't look that bad also lah.

can see my dearie later!! having dinner with his family. he's gonna fetch me from work, how nice~ muack! love to be doted and pampered by him. sometimes he is really ke wu, but most of the times he is pretty sweet to me lah. he hasnt had his offday on monday for a long time, can you guys comprehend how happie i am?? i'm so happie as i can look forward to meeting him after work. this makes monday work not as sucky.

saturday steamboat @marine parade!!
should be having either dinner or supper.

who's going???????
for now, there is only me peow clement and osky who have confirmed.

if jh wanna drive, we can delay the meeting time k.
joyce coming? givany??
ling? mony? (you two's projects finish rushing le bo?)
daphie and ben?? (these i've to sms them.)
benny you wanna join? can get nana along if you want.
ronny lehh.. (this gota msg too)

hmmm..still missing him.

san signs off. 10:19 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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