My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Friday, September 16, 2005

today is not my day. because it's simple. every woman would have hate it just as much as i do. menses day. arghhhh~ *how i wish i could rest at home* blah.

i count myself lucky this morning, to have found a sanitary pad in his room. else, i don't know what will a panicky san do. then i'm so lucky to have quite a number of peeps online to rub my time awayyy. before i knew it, it was already 12noon. hurray!! the exclaimation word to describe.

and for my goodness sake, i've been editing photos as if i'm paid to do it at work. my fourth one of the week if i'm not wrong. too slack. too bored. i'm almost dead, dying of boredom and that's it.

not my day 'coz i don't feel good since last night. (after 12midnight it's considered a brand new day already, correct me if i'm wrong. but i can't be wrong.) i was driving peow crazy yesternight. clueless of me losing control. my fist kept hitting the wall. my legs kept kicking the bed. i felt like shouting at the top of my voice and obviously, i didn't. sure kena complained and be thought that i'm nuts if i were to have done it. phew~ felt so bottled up!!! arghhhhhhh okie nevermind, 'coz i can't explain for myself. maybe just pms............argggghh

i'm contradicting myself alot lastnight. wanna kiss him so much, i pushed him away, in a very rough manner. wanna be in his hugs and feel his love, i rejected them without a second thought. i wanna slap myself, all of THAT was ridiculous!!!!!

lucky i would see him tonight. lucky i will be hitting balls tonight. lucky i will be crapping tonight with osk bestfriend and all. lucky i will be home straight later. i'm lucky.

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dearie i love you alot.

san signs off. 3:41 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

.photos.

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