My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

you do things with your heart or with your head?

i'm a 'heart' person. i follow my heart, to where is reasonably acceptable. but i won't assure that would be something sensible. i'm also a 'water' person. crys whenever i'm depressed or upset. this darkens the shade of my weakness, making it so visible to people around me. but the point is, i simply heck care.

had a tough night. can't really get to sleep. sleep is so precious to gurls, else we'll be so pale the next day. i tried and tried, knocking "you gotta sleep!" into my brain. after quite awhile, i slept. too little i suppose, feeling so tired and really have the quitting intention running all over my body. waking up was the scariest part for today. as if i'm only open to darkness and everything else has abandon me. with not a so clear mind, i dazed while i brushed my teeth. brushed so long that my gum starts to bleed and that was when i realised i've over-brush it. tears was my company during the break. couldn't contain those mine-but-not-really-mine thoughts. after the break, think i'm doing better le. getting stronger. what you want and what you have is different. but i can't be satisfied is the truth lah. i should learn to adopt avoiding and stop facing all these. soooo tired that i really hope i could give up. even the thoughts of future doesn't cheer me up for that moment. 'coz it's too vague. and those days before me in your life seem much clearer. haha. that's life. life is just about getting sad and happie again and waiting to repel back to sadness.

san signs off. 5:12 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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2. Have all his love and attention.
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