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i need you.

Friday, August 05, 2005

i'm SO sian. don't underestimate my sian-ness. it has promote to next higher level, an unappreciated sian-ness. it's so torturing to be at your seat and pretending to be busy. all the webbies i've log in and out several times, till i'm also sian with it. this is how bad it is getting. i don't like stressful work, but too xianlang (correct not? meaning too free) also not good mah. time passes very slow in this way. people just can't get contented. ;(

so ling actually got the court, but joycee didn't bring her tennis gears out. so still cancelled. good lah, no really into the playing mood today. tired, wanna have a goodnight rest so as to endure the whole of tomorrow. hee supper at pasir panjang leh, think it's gonna be fun. we meet latelate then peow will be off work and jh can get car from his dad.

who's that anonymous? say hello didn't indicate your name! to be friendly, hello here; since you said there. lame~~~

just now i was evaluating whether i've been a good gf and has peow performed well as a bf. good gf ought to be understanding. think me borderline pass-ranger. simply due to me understanding cells only awakes at certain hours. that's not enough lah, i know. i've tried my best, to me that's what it matters. to peow, don't know whether he meant it when he said he sees it and appreciates it. trusting you will lah, of course. me very good liao, you better appreciate, else i would tickle you till your laughing jaw drops. hahaa..realised we've developed a new habit, or is it just me. I would always tickle him and yesternight got more violent, use my head (of course there's hair you see) to tickle his sensitive parts. quite happie, enjoyed these times. both of us laughing happily and will always end up in each other's hugs. muack.
back to topic. he as a bf ah, hmmmmmmmmmm......more room for improvement bah. i'm very critical and picky. expect alot and there's where disappointment virus came with its attack. sometimes when he's not so tired, there's effort. but when one gets uncontrolleably breakdown in terms of physic, then can't blame loh. though we don't blame, still will get upset want mah.. talk so much and everything is still down to different mentality, different habits, different personality, according to him. just wish to keep our love alive, irregardless how long we are together. just wish to feel the love every now and then. just wish to spread happiness to you and waiting for your contagious happiness to reach me. i love him. "i love you."

we are so fickle-minded. joycee now says anything. if wanna play then she goes home to get it. so hows?? playing or not playing.......

san signs off. 12:02 PM
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life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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