i need you.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Yesterday was already damn exhausted when I was home, still made an effort to meet ah peow for movie. i was late lah, sorrie =X tired mah, rested for like less than 1hour then start preparing to go out liao. that damn 961's driver really drove at his own sweeeeeeeeeet time, took nearly an hour to reach queensway.
sweetie dearie was waiting for me, when I see him, his smile makes me not so tense up, really sweet of him. his smile, i mean when he really really really smile, is verrrry charming, to me lah. my heart was pounding twice as fast when i saw my watch has already show past 915pm and i'm still sitting right here on the bus. rushed there like thrice my speed and my peow said i still can slowly stroll there as he touched my cold hand (cold mah, how can i be sweating after sitting in an air-con bus for like an hour??!!) -_-
we missed 10mins of the movie, 
10mins only mah, so i think it's okay. i cried in the show loh, what a crybaby. nice story. it reveals many secret thoughts of a man and woman. be it ya single or attached, you seem to be enlightened. it's as if you've forgotten you're actually such a person, you've actually once thought of all these before.
a man with ideals should chase for your own dreams, but in the process you might miss out what's already good for you. sometimes observe and look around what you have now, it may already be the best. the better may not be meant for you, it may not be what you want after all, until then you regret, it could be just too late. not everyone is so lucky. not lucky enough, once bypass the chance, it will never return for your sake again. think about it.
a woman remains conservative. somewhere in you, this conservatism never die, despite you are born in this modern era. insecurity roams in us and sometimes it took control over us, causing ridiculous actions to be done and silly thoughts to stumble in our head. we want things to be expressed explicitly when men are just of the opposite. most, i mean. they prefer implicity. to them, somethings should be remain unsaid and be kept at the bottom of their hearts, as long as they know it, that's all it matters. conflicts arise in such instances and suspicions grow too. blah.
lots more. it's romantic too loh, think people should just watch it, not like a toopid no-storyline show. it's more than that, so catch it k! chinese movie is not always a waste of money, we are chinese too, don't you forget! i lurve the movie's last part. it's soooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. 'coz Yang Qian Hua aka xiao min in that show, believes drunkard man speaks no truth. so this handsome chap *don't know his name* pretended to be drunk, sped on the road. as he sped, he said things like he wanna be with her and he wanna marry her. he stopped at a junction where traffic policemen's checkpoint is. the handsome guy exhale his breath to check on his alcohol consumption level. so surprising to know it has no reaction to his breath. simply because he didn't had a drop of alcohol. and he faced xiao min to say "everything I say just now is true. if you don't believe, ask me again when i'm drunk."
hee love the show. love the one sitting beside me in the theatre. love last night. everything was just so fine. ;) *smilEs*
san signs off. 4:03 PM
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F R I E N D S
Forgive and you Forget.
Befriend with Respect.
Their words and actions come with Impact; how strong it can be really depends.
Endure with Empathy.
Negotiate our differences.
Discuss every knotty problems, don't ignore.
Lastly, friends Share what they have, be it good or bad.
Last week or so, a minor misunderstanding disrupt the harmony we used to have. Words misleaded me to think everything is okay and fine. Nonetheless things can no longer be like before. Less contact, almost no communication and a kinda hostility does exist. In this way, less friction too, which might be a blessing in disguise too. Though I wouldn't inititate anything to make things better, neither will you, the friendship we have build up for the past few months is what I will pin to my heart and remember as long my memory doesn't fail me.
Is there anything on earth not subjected to changes? I've my reservations. Perhaps on the down side of my emotion today, my thought is no one is trustable other than my family and him. Friends? what are friends? Friends are tagged Friends or even good Friends when you've problem to pour when a pair of listening ears are needed when you need tissue as your eyes give way. Things solved, happiness come in your way, Friends or good Friends tag is slowly untied and eventually it'll be missing in action.
Come again, this is the path to learning what's life. it sucks lah. but what's there to call for celebration, it's everyone around me is surmised in warmth and love. And fortunately, the door to my home is always open for me. As long i'm home, it calms me down and my daddy will chirp me my brothers will talk to me, unpleasant issues are forgotten. temporaily peace is better than nothing. dearie will be there for me, i know. just that sometimes his presence is too quiet for me to get the ease I want.
eating mooncake season is here! hee, last year went to chinese garden with peow with discount vouchers from giv. borrowed her camera too! =P mine low batt mah..those photos i still keep it, i developed it into hard copy mahh..like that nicer~ ;) going to benny's auntie's house or chinese garden?? shall see..don't even know if peow will be free loh. so held up at work these weeks. love him truckloads for always making out time for me, it counts even more when he is already so worn out. thank you honey *muack*
did you guys watch the Jacelyn Tay's variety show? something to do with staying pretty and healthy i think. i watched this week's show, David Gan taught us some DIY hairdo-s. pretty easy and it looks NICE! quite interesting, if have time ah should catch it k!
alrighty, halfway through this week. 2.5days more to go. tomorrow can only leave at 7pm again because of the monthly safety meeting. *pouts*
san signs off. 10:54 AM
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
People do question and judge.
when they don't even know your name, they judge your looks, already.
"he/she looks rich!" "he/she looks so zhuai (arrogant)" "he/she looks stuck-up" "he/she looks so shuai/chio"..
if the person meets your perference, he/she becomes your friend. even if you are turn off or felt very bu shuang then, you might still become friends because of somebody or something that just ironically link you two together.
when they get to know you, they still judge. You are not a good friend can be broken down to many bits and pieces.
"ya so buay on!" "you big mouth leh" "are you very fake?" "why are you such an attention grabber?" "your attitude sucks!" and the list can just go on..
after knowing for sometime, you might find the person attractive or so clickable. and you might want to get another step closer to him/her. then you will, again, start to question.
"is the person mature?" "can give sense of security not?" "will commit/play play one?" "will my friends /and family like him/her?" "future together?" ...........
why do we have so many doubts and impose on our brain to think and think and think when there isn't any ideal answer ahead for us to discover unless we experience it.
the person gets together with you as a couple as he/she fits your bill. your brain is put to work for illogical reasons.
"is this person really the one for me?" "he/she treat me well?" "he/she you sim?"..........
these questions generate on its own. this production shall not end, if you were to forecast.
some of us love to end with a question mark instead of a fullstop. some stubborn ones are insistent of their misjudgement, putting others happiness at stake. some sober ones view many question marks to be redundant and should just end it; end it with a fullstop. some foolish-boos rather to continue it with commas and regenerate question marks in the process again.
However, at least they are judging for what they see and think. I mean THEY, they themselves k.
i read something today that inspires me to writing all these junk, pardon me. he was about to set out his pursue for this particular pretty gurlie. all his friends' opinions towards whether he should jio her were very positive as it's based on looks mah. then when the gurlie finally has the chance to sit down and converse with his friends, the table was overturned. his friends hate her for her snobbishness and for being such immature lady. because of his friends' sided judgement, he stopped his pursuit. people question and people always judge, but he is judging not just on the gurl but also taking his friends' feelings into consideration. erm, i don't know what i'm blabbering here, just find guys who put friends before himself and his gurl/potential one sucky. I despise these sort of men! they live for others and not for their own.
anyways, each for his own.
*missing honey*
san signs off. 4:09 PM
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one of my colleagues here is giving out free food today!
it's his new born baby daughter's one month birthday. ;) lotsa food lying in the pantry this morning when i walked past, heading to the ladies to put on my contact lenses. oh yeah, i never put on my lens until i reach my worksite. cool right, lucky till now my astigmatism didn't make me fall on my knees and butt =P my eyes need ample rest.
*digressed*
there were potato lagsana! omg~~ it's heavenly! maybe i'm too hungry when i had that. and some pao-s, slices of cakes.......okie those mentioned weren't very appealing 'coz i didn't lay my fingers on them at all. =X but i think my colleague/and his family makes big effort to pack and wrap sweets into one colourful paper bag. the chocolate bar is also nicely wrapped with a cute chubby baby face print and 'baby shaine' is on it too. :) next time i will do that for my baby too! but of course mine will be much much more special~ yea yea, then i must start planning now..
in Taiwan, men actually do cosmetic surgeory and please take note that they do it not anywhere else.......but their penis! -_-""""""""" two obvious reasons. either to better satisfy their sex partner or to boost their damn ego. i think it's real pathetic to alter your endowed body parts just as to compliment the other sexual desire huh~ shouldn't they love for who you are. if for the sake of being confident on the bed, it's absurb. they pay for what they want, that's for sure. for one centimeter extension, it cost S$3000. HELLO! unless ya filthy stinky rich lah, S$3000 for an unnoticeable 1cm extension is a humongous mocking joke. really so gian on doing it, please at least extend hmmm...at least 3cm lah! ;X
people are getting weirder. WEIRDO-s. all kinda people are hitting headlines, they are loving it.
went on shopping spree yesterday. gonna get more accessories. eyed a pair of heels in charles and keith, but my size ran out of stock. ;( women with big feet! shopping cheers! ;)
...gonna get my colleague's daughter a princess-looking dress...
san signs off. 9:52 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
i'm tired. very tired.
i'm bored. very bored.
i miss him. i miss him alot.
i want to leave here. best if my tomorrow will never be here again.
my best friend enlightened me with "i will be there for her every tomorrow." mushy right, but it's nice in the sense that it's romantic lah. this man's tongue has been toxicated with HONEY! anyways i was saying i like that 'every tomorrow'. of course, forever and ever and ever is the best out of the best lah. *wink*
tonight will mony be coming? hee~
my dearie's having chalet tonight, working tomorrow. time spent with him is getting lesser and lesser. last time we will meet almost everyday. then reduced to alternate meet-ups. then currently, not seeing each other for 2-3days has become a norm. he's working so am i, so just gotta give and take with a twist of understanding. *sigh*
so happie to have receive his message and calls just now. can see and feel the effort he's putting in even though he's so pre-occupied with work. the call lasted less than 30seconds (gota hang up when a customer walks in or his aunt stares). however, the happiness he spread on me shall keep my smile for the rest of my today. love you honey~ *MUACK*
need to know what is price like for a second handed notebook. anyone knows??
damn company wants to purchase 2notebooks. sooooo stingy that my boss might get a seond handed one. if the price matches those brand new ones, that would be great! then no double work, can go straight down to funan to buy.
woah piangs. another 45mins to go. saturday still have to work, life sucks when you think of THAT.
san signs off. 4:16 PM
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from their blogs, I know about their broken relationships. :( sad to know this kinda news, the suffering parties will feel it much much more than us. thought things were going well for them, to know such unpleasant ending. you'll get stronger each day even without their presence, you have to. love is so vague. it can be translated in thousands of various languages. but it should only be decoded as a true affection right from you to the one you truly deeply feel for. if not, keep it to yourself.
if while attending a lecture you're allowed to sleep, does it bring a smile to you? i think more than a smile lah huh~ what a good deal. haha.
there is really one university in overseas offering such good bargain course. it's known as the Sleeping Management. to launch a management course like this is due to the fact that nowadays people can't really get a wink in the night. their deficiency in sleep are very much affected by their stressful hectic daily schedules. so this management is there to teach people how to get a good sleep by letting the students to experience it themselves before becoming professional sleeping consultant.
everything is possible in this world, is what i thought.
in japan, the number of smokers is decreasing so drastically that those companies producing cigar are getting worried. they came up with a campaign, if you purchase cigarettes, you stand a chance to win S$12,000 worth of goldbars. they are insane to have encourage the public to pick up life-threatening habits, they are hopeless to have even add in incentive to smoking!
Crazy is the word.
i miss my dearie. not many sms from him recently, but i'm getting okie with it since he is busy with work and nothing much he can do about it. glad that he will try to call me lah. next year's april he will be in UK for a month. hello! it's a month!! by hook or by crook, i've to take it 'coz no other alternative left too. anyways, for that you gotta work even harder k. :)
today at work sucks! 'coz my boss sucks. that's it.
tennis later, gonna whack more balls. last week didn't hit much.
san signs off. 11:07 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
Have a laugh. something interesting to share.
FM 93.3 noon news reported that a doctor found out that women's voice is musically tuned and the frequency is more complicated than men's. when women communicate with men, men will absorb what we are saying slower than women communicate with its own gender as they would need some time to accept our voice.
Funny not?
is not that why peow always take a very long time to answer my question!!?? =P
san signs off. 12:39 PM
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one more hour to 12noon. hooray! :)
yesterday afternoon was a breeze. out for like 2.5hours, by the time i'm back on my seat, the clock reads 4:35p.m. Company driver chauffeured me to sim lim square to purchase a digital camera requested by one stuck-up Japanese arsehoLe. -_- his english sucks and still try to act smart; wanna laugh also cannot, can only nod my head and say a reluctant OK... Went along with the driver, his name is Zainal, to despatch at bukit merah. thought of seeing my dear, who's at queensway's Alexander Hospital having classes, but too bad can't lah. anyways, the funniest thing is, my accountant gave me 400bucks worth of pettycash to buy the digital camera when it costs over 500bucks ('coz that toopid jap gives all kind of description). so guess what?!! Zainal and I don't want to fork out for the outstanding amount 'coz the money claim always take a very lonnnnggggg time. so drove back to bishan, top up more cash, drove to junction8 and got a canon ixus at best denki. double work sucks loh!! but never mind, i've lotsa time to spare. =P
today was instructed to look out for lappies and a cable. going to funan it mall and sim lim to check out prices first, come back and report to boss and maybe friday going out to buy again. hee~ this week is the BEST.
Plaza Singapura's management wanna scare people also should not do this mah! wah piang...
somemore in the gurls' toilet loh! once you finish your whatever business, walk out of the cubicle, then ho sei liao~ no matter who sees it, sure kena scarded. confirm plus chop you will stone and your leg turns wobbly like jelly....................for a minute lah, we gurls are not so weak. why didn't they put in the men's toilet huh?! that's why I say, ps management wanna scare people, but not all, only the gurls. -_- they deserve to receive so many complaints since they forgo customers' welfare. orbi-good! hee, i'm evil.
lucky i'm not a victim of this lame ad. if i was, i think i've screamed. it will be so paiseh to do that loh, so lucky me lucky me. BUT what's there to advertise in a TOILET! the poster so damn big, so big that we can see NO WALL and really thought this maid has came alive. in fact it was only a camouflaged poster.
friday tennis k peeps! don't forget (",)
san signs off. 10:56 AM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
How do you find this logo? innovative?
This logo design incorporates SIA's commitment of being the most innovative and service-oriented company in the air travel industry. It captures the most outstanding feature of Airbus’ truly double-decker aircraft in the twin row of windows.
I'm certain you guys should have already heard of the First Class Lavatory for long range aircraft - the AIRBUS A380. SIA will be the first airline in the world to operate A380 in 2006. It can accomodate 555passengers in a standard, three-class configuration. However, SIA wants to ensure top quality flying experience for their value customers, hence, they will only be having less than 500 seats in the three-class configuration. And to know Singapore's kiasu culture, being the first is not enough, providing the highest quality service/experience is not enough, they must also compete and win in quantity. They have ordered 250 A380 aircraft in 2000, which was 5years ago. Their keen competitiveness brings honour to Singapore and do us proud. SIA establishes many first times and again. :)
hee, now let me feast your eyes. keep on saying "WOW!". =p
1st class stretched seat (flat bed seat style).
Offering about a third more seating and far more available floor space than its closest competitor, the A380 will have wider seats and aisles, open spaces for passengers to stretch their legs and access to lower-deck amenities.
A380 will be the most spacious passenger plane.
(First class & Business class)
Business travellers and first class passengers will be able to enjoy levels of luxury more typical of cruise liners than airliners.
First class seats.
Luxury sleeping compartments.
only a fortunate few will enjoy the sort of luxury shown in this mock-up.
A stairway between two levels of the A380's first class.
There will be staircases at the front and rear.
Extra spaces for casinos and bedrooms.
Will drive up the first class cost, if it does executes.
For long-distance passengers, the A380 will offer new levels of comfort with wider seats and aisles, individual armrests and extra legroom. Economy class seats will be about 1 inch wider.
The business class interior.
The seat can be fully extended into a bed and internet access available at every seat in the aircraft.
Passenger Bar area in business class.
The A380 toilet interior.
Onboard gym and showers will be brought to reality too. Every detail is well taken care of. Now if you wanna blog while you're flying in the air, just at your seat, you can do that! You wanna have a drink? Do it at their lounge. The stretched seats look so comfy and classic. This will make flying no more a chore, isn't it? Just make sure don't you snore loudly, it'll spoil the CLASS ambience. =P
it's omg omg omgggggggg! all of these, once you see it, you would like to be part of it. The airfare can be easily predicted to be so so so dearly. Wonder if i would get a chance to step into this luxurious, world class and innovative airplane; i'm really wondering now....maybe when i'm going to Australia together with peow, we can take that 'coz it's next year, it's 2006! hee~
Met my cousin yesterday to gaigai. makan abit & took neoprints. NINE dollars sia!! We get to sit while posing for our shots. Did edition, take a look. ;)
Spent this morning doing this. this makes me appear to be very hardworking. haha~ just a smokescreen to laze MORE.
still have alot more to blog. leave it for perhaps later if i'm bored or tomorrow. =) laters.
givany: get well soon! *hugS*
san signs off. 10:26 AM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
bad news and good news.
my boss is back. :( his mood seems not too bad. :)
i've another 2mths and 1week here. my butt itches to leave here asap.
yesterday met up with daph and giv. surprise guest, my bestfriend. he happened to have just finish watching the maid at tiong bahru too. he left quite promptly after dazing at his seats. troubled over some trivial-yet-not-so-trivial issues. giv was telling us about alvin's driving experience. laughed till my jaw aches. haha~ of course, laughing is always easier when it comes to really put your guts down to the real thing. but still sorrie lah mister alvin, i think the u-turn part is really hilarious. oOoops =X you better jiayou ah! else when we hold a car racing between the 4drivers we have, you might just stuck at a cross junction. hee~ no lah joking only. easy easy~ osky who's gonna take her test soon, gambatte!!!!! u shall be the first female driver in sptc, can hao lian liaooo..show the guys women's power! ha~
yesternight was a letdown. errrrrr..i think i'm to blame lah. shouldn't have allow emotions to rule over my head. spoil the night. spoil our amiable momentum for the past weeks. sadded lah, how not to. but guess we're still concrete enough to get over it. it's a trend or is it not? almost every of our anniversaries was ruined by something. and most probably, all that something was somehow fired by me. i won't apologise, 'coz it does no help. supposingly i'm improving. learning and recuperating after each blow. do like the small little photo i've done for you.
i'm still sick leh. my colleagues were asking me to see a doctor. however i don't think it's necessary, just flu and sorethroat and cough. will recover on its own. see doctor, still need to pay loh. and nowadays consultation fee is not cheap loh. medicine prescribed may not be effective also, so why waste money. judging from my pattern, they thought i would be on MC yesterday or today. haha, but their spectables fall onto the ground and got smashed (die po yan jing) to see me here!
crappie me crappie me. don't know what to do, there's nothing for me to lay my hands on. after lunch time will fly, i know i just know. =)
still waiting for dearie's sms......
san signs off. 10:57 AM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
woosh~ it's monday cooping at this bishan site office again. counting down till end of october man. walking the same path to this site office everyday bores me to the tip of shouting, "i wanna get out of here!!!"
but okay lah, at least my weekend was good. :) hmm, feel as if we are married. shit, i miss him dearly, like not again. :x feels like i'm at the peak of the world. unexplainable. just love you dearie. strolling down a street with my hands locked with yours after a nice meal... a kinda lifestyle i'm keen to lead. and you'll be the one i want to spend with. love you honey ;)
watched the maid. hee, no kick! 'coz i hid my face when the sound effect started to tremble my ears, haha. peow, who sees the show with his eyes wide open, commented that the story plot wasn't that fantastic. next show i wana catch shall be bewitched. hee~
and i'm still sick. voice so not like a woman. and people tells me i've forgetten to take my hormones pill, so returning to my natural MAN voice. HELLO~~~~ -_- it's my best friend who says this loh, thank you mister LOK! and his joycee, just as bad. ling joined in the fun too, if i'm on the phone with her she'll be smittened. OH PLEASE, i'm no bapok loh! =P k lah, sexy voice i know you guys are jealous, it's okie..kekee
didn't know victor likes to play mahjong so much. went around jio-ing people to play 'coz 3 lack 1 (san que yi). peow wanted to play, so i don't mind to go leehua's house and see see look look. but to know that she has FOUR dogs, my answer became a STRAIGHT NONO! heyyyyyy, it's FOUR loh!!! even one i also can't handle liao, talk about four, you must be kidding. so i backed out, and victor gota start hunting again. he even called royston, hahaa..should look at leehua's facial expression..so funny..'coz we don't really like him lah, his face see liao will bu shuang type, so bo bian lah~ so hows mahjong leehua?? don't think she read lah, so nvm..
i'm over the big big big moon. erm, dearie i'm just so glad to have you with me. to me, you're everything and you're always the best in all aspects. may be not very good to me at times when ya tired, but sucha understanding gurl will empathise your weary state. =) hee. getting bu yao lian again, just can't stop loving you. loving you more everyday. muacks.
Happy 1year & 1mth honey hubbie-bi.
from wifey.
san signs off. 9:32 AM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
knocking off in minutes, hurraY!
these days i copied many msn-messenger's emoticons from daph into my pc. so happie. they are sooooooo cute loh. it's like my eyeballs suddenly spark up *tada* and i smiled unrealisingly. hee, interesting leh. adds colour to our distant conversation via online, don't you think so. i downloaded some also lah, so not all kapok from daph hoh! too bad i can't show them here, if you chat with me online you'll definitely see me showing off them to you, even if it seems not in place with our conversation topic. just very cuteeee! *siao char bo*
i'm SICK!! but i still feel strong now so playing tennis should be not a problem. just afraid of waking up on saturday morning, till then after-effect will show. will try to reach home right after tennis then can sleep more. then i can give my power support to peow's games, singles and doubles. =) *muack dearie*
heard that my boss might extend his stay in Japan. woah! you can imagine that bigggggggggggggggggggggggggg grin on my face lah right? kekee..
i miss my dearie wor. HAO XIANG NI. see a very confident you tomorrow k. must not give up until the very very very last minute. i want you to win, dearie. it's not you can't, but just gota be more focused, you should know better than me. so jiayou for me and yourself! :)
san signs off. 5:13 PM
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time to blog!
how to not complain you tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............................
weilian and kelly are in for the final round of superstar. both average score is inferior to junyang's and xinhui's (who kena kicked out yesternight) yet they got in! i didn't watch the result, heard it from my daddy this morning. "kelly and weilian jing qu le". you should look at my disappointed face this morning loh..kelly won xinhui over the public votes is pretty expected, but junyang!! is junyangggggg he sang well for his english song and tong hua leh despite suffering from sore throat. hais, how can people vote out of sympathy when it's, HELLOOOOOoooo, about finding a superstar, our superstar?? frankly, it may sound crude, even if i want to i just simply can't squeeze out a superstar quality in mr. weilian. aiyoooo, it's just too unexpected to see no more junyang in the game. tell me now, what's still there to watch? what's there still to expect?? *sigh* and that kelly, her insignificant improvement should have pull her chances down and xinhui, who has tremendous improvement in all aspects other than her dressing. she sings very well, she has the stage charm and there's a connection between her and the audience. her performance last night leaves a deep impression. it feels more like her concert than a competition. she sings with her soul and her mights. she is GOOD. though she is already eliminated, her path to being a star is not too far from her dreams like before. i'm sure a company will sign her up and perhaps soon, we'll see her up on the stage again. :)
felt unjustified for xinhui and junyang lah! hee so grumbled alot. paiseh huh~ =p
finally when you tag you won't get 'scarded' liao. not very scary mah, you all too exaggerating lah. i love looking at his photos leh, hee.
tonight tennising! it's like finallyyyyyy okay. 1week since i've played. hands itchy. not gonna supper tonight, 'coz i'm sick and jh has a novice game tomorrow in school at 9, i think. so osky, we gossip next week bah! =) wish me get well soon, quick!!
this week passes much faster than any others, 'coz my boss is away in japan till next wednesday. how i wish he can be away longer. not that he's very bad, but prefer this kinda life in office without his presence without his bao qing tian face. =X
time at peow's shop is harder now, shortage of manpower. hang on there honey. rainbow will soon reappear. Muack~
san signs off. 10:16 AM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO LING!!!! stay stylish and keep your cool ideas rolling on and on and on............. (",)
san self.indulge :)
gi commented it's nice so decided to put this up for pure memory purpose. did it at peow's house. wonder if he remembers it. wanted this to be his comp's desktop background, but he rejected my kind request. 'coz it's a shared computer mah, paiseh~
san signs off. 2:10 PM
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good afternoon everybody, i'm back with somemore pictures.
tell me how can this be not nice! haha
forced to smile. hee
our group pic ;)
*missing my dearie*
joycee's bloggie has this series of photos. her link can't be published here, so i shall remove her copyright and make it mine! =P
okie lah, dont' kop yours. courtesy of joycee doryfishy niece.
the actions were briefed in my previous posting. refer it on your own lah huh~ joycee omitted those very disgusting pics, to save her dear's face you see............so can't exhibit to feast you guys' eyes.
soon will be jh and joycee's 1 mth anniversary. then will be peow and mine's 1year 1mth 1dae anniversary. of course also gi's 1 year 3mth 29days anniversary. now then I know daph's r/s is the longest among us. 2years. osky's r/s is slightly younger than theirs by, i think, 3mths.
relationship is a miraculous thing between two who are in love. sometimes i would think it's so ironic. just with the name of bf/gf, we are allowed to be more physically intimate. the name, which is always invisible before our eyes, is so vital to a certain extent lah. just like getting married, to some, it's only a piece of paper. but to me, it gives me a status. so wanna be with me, you must be ready to marry me, one day.
tonight might be watching the maid! watched so many movies lately. charlie, wedding crashers and....many more lah.
*missing peow again.*
san signs off. 12:37 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
hello peeps, i'm now 'cooked'. my face is so red. my shoulder is so red. my back is so red. argh, i'm a big lobster now.
gotten the sentosa's pictures. hee, in peow's pc though. uploaded some into my friendster lastnight *keep smiling awayyy* these few days, friday till monday's morning, i've been seeing dearie peow, 3nights with him snoring away by my side..so happie so happie. just won't get enough of him, that's all i can evaluate.
the day @sentosa was pretty nice. the weather was on our side, mr. sunshine accompanied us all the way. ms. rain miss her visit to sentosa. :) and that explained why i'm burnt. ouch, so painful loh~~ peow applied moisturiser on my burnt skins before i sleep. we were so tired that night, after sentosa. we had dinner @ps. oh man i tell you! we break record sia.
10person share 1 round table!! we are squeezing more than 10plates of food onto one round table, and this table is not very big loh. it's just a normal round table you see in every foodcourt. oh yah, we were eating at ps foodcourt.
and and, we celebrated jh's birthday there too. ha~ joycee got him a slice of chocolate moose cake for breadtalk. sptc's tradition is to remove the candle stud, which is 'drilled' right in the centre of the cake. not just that, it's 'drilled' deep down inside. haha, and the birthday boy and gurl must remove it using your mouth and nothing else. so jiehao followed the custom, but he's not as lucky as those july babies. he kena saboed! his face was smashed onto the cake, onto the table with 3 culprits' hands behind. alvin me and peow. =X alvin really rubbed those chocolate cream on his face up and down up and down as his head moved away from the table. poor thing. his second attempt down onto the quite-smashed cake to remove the candle stud was also as jiatlat. this time, me really pressed his face onto the table, with his nose almost flattened to let his cheek reach the table. oOops. it's so funny loh. his gf, joycee, still taking pictures of him. that clement too. and those photos, each can be linked up to narrate this birthday saboe story. haven't got those photos from joycee yet, send me jOYCEE!!
me osky clement peow watched charlie and the chocolate factory. it's a fairytale story that would make your brain go thinking how can all these be done. it's too creative and dreamy lah. a mansion made of chocolate?? helllloooo, that would be too imaginative to be even close to real. the morale of the story would be nothing can be more important than your family, even if it means to pursue your ever-dream. in my view, you must never forget your roots. how to even think about a dream if you are not brought into this world.
anyways, that night i was back at his house like nearly 230a.m.? can't remember. and peow's hp has 11 miss calls from jiehao! his house keys are with me. =X he got it back in the end, by himself of course. peow was too tired to drive by then.
yesternight i attended that zhongyuan dinner along with him @queensway. it's an annual event lah, i went last year too. i brought it up to him that we just started dating when i came for this dinner last year. and last night, we were already one year plus plus. the best part, our feelings are still pretty much the same, stronger than before. muack. flashbacks are always sweetttt.
meeting my cousin, shanshan, later at paragon. miss her..
@kayatoast. his stomach is drumming.....
daphne and san. @shihlin
three smiley gurls.
san signs off. 2:03 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
watched jue dui superstar @cineleisure's cafe cartel. what a place to watch it right. bo bian, meeting up with lei and junie so decided to dine at cartel so that we won't miss the good show. that black horse wore a black dress that's really awful. kena criticised by the judges, but her vocals is really good. improved so much within 2weeks. quite impressed by her lah. kelly wasn't performing at her best leh, she gota buck up else the black horse will overtake her entirely in no time loh. and the best thing is, silver is out. sorrie for having prejudice, just can't seem to even like her. not her looks (act sweet look) nor her voice, let alone the complacent speech she gave when she was announced OUT. she said something like after some time she'll then show all of you what's a real superstar. oh please, that's all bull k. okay too biased. derrick is out, again. honestly, i was expecting the another one (other than junyang) to be kicked out, forget his name ha~ nevermind then i shall support junyang all the way, though till now i didn't make a single vote.
tomorrow 11a.m. @habourfront mrt control. don't be late peeps ;)
if you've any mat, pls bring along. 'coz think gi's and probably mine is not enough. daph might be bringing her big beach towel too, if she's able to carry it out her house. haha
of course most importantly, bring your food!!!!
memories to be kept.
junie and i @cartel. while waiting for lei.
hee my face is cute. oops.
osky and her pearl.
clement's bodywrap top. with osky's head?
another country 'slave'. ben in ns.
i lurve...you.
something different.
zilian san with shades.
san signs off. 11:53 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
you do things with your heart or with your head?
i'm a 'heart' person. i follow my heart, to where is reasonably acceptable. but i won't assure that would be something sensible. i'm also a 'water' person. crys whenever i'm depressed or upset. this darkens the shade of my weakness, making it so visible to people around me. but the point is, i simply heck care.
had a tough night. can't really get to sleep. sleep is so precious to gurls, else we'll be so pale the next day. i tried and tried, knocking "you gotta sleep!" into my brain. after quite awhile, i slept. too little i suppose, feeling so tired and really have the quitting intention running all over my body. waking up was the scariest part for today. as if i'm only open to darkness and everything else has abandon me. with not a so clear mind, i dazed while i brushed my teeth. brushed so long that my gum starts to bleed and that was when i realised i've over-brush it. tears was my company during the break. couldn't contain those mine-but-not-really-mine thoughts. after the break, think i'm doing better le. getting stronger. what you want and what you have is different. but i can't be satisfied is the truth lah. i should learn to adopt avoiding and stop facing all these. soooo tired that i really hope i could give up. even the thoughts of future doesn't cheer me up for that moment. 'coz it's too vague. and those days before me in your life seem much clearer. haha. that's life. life is just about getting sad and happie again and waiting to repel back to sadness.
san signs off. 5:12 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
missing in action for several days. your fingers are still enough to count, don't worrie. ha~ LAME!!
okay. my saturday livened up with lotsa emotion fluctuations. one moment i was darn tired and sleepy and drained and heaty and TIRED! so drowsy even at work, trying so hard to keep my eyes open like goldfish. trying to sleep with eyes open actually, haha~ can't find toothpick then just gota wait the clock ticked 1230p.m.
so you see when someone is too drowsy, don't ever step on her tail~ or that would let her temper hit 100 degree celcius! there could be an exploding volcano coming in your way.
people told me they couldn't make it for the supper @pasir panjang. so i was like getting pissed and very mad. everything was prefixed and its status was ON. then last minute it became OFF for some personal reasons like no transport and tight budget. i can be undestanding if things weren't THAT last minute, like morning and night is gonna be the event?? okie, anyways i blew my top at jh, not angry at him but indirectly flaring on others in his direct ear. don't know is it left or right ear, but tc yea~~ should be still listening WELL huh? :) for this, i gota send my apology to my best friend. felt bad lah..paiseh. as for the others, not angry anymore 'coz everyone turned up in the end except joycee couple. they were too tired lah, so went home. you're excused guys *smilEs*
great saturday night at pasir panjang with all the seafood seafood and seafood. yummmmmm~ with 2experts at eating hum (clam), aiyooo they swept the whole plate with no sweat. they are clement and osky. hahaa~ what a compatible couple........hee. we talked quite alot. so happie. gurls seated on one side and guys on the other. so guys' topic is predictable! NS! aiyohhh, boring lohhhh! this arrangement is gooood, 'coz when it comes to settling bill, they split among themselves; and we gurls can just continue our taitai talk...lalallaallaaa
food is already in our tummies. GIVANY!
there's clam, mussels, mutton chicken satays, oyster egg, fried youtiao with prawn inside? (i think so), zup zup (gotta suck all the way to eat it one), fried kangkong, sotong/squid and what else? and that spicy stingray. quite little hohhh
givany and san. hee testing testing.
let's make some faces. cute right! say YES =P
look at the guys. wanted to take a natural shot of them. then extra face popped out!
look at peow's witchy smile! still trying to qiang jing tou! *hopeless*
couple 1. daphne benedict.
couple 2. look at the bandage!! i did it.. *so proud* blah.
couple 3. alvin and givany. getting sweeter huh!
take their photo also difficult sia. move here move there.
blur? they don't know what givany wants.
"you wana take our photo izit??" try try try
couple 4. finally. osky and clement. lao fu lao qi =X
this saturday potluck @sentosa people! please come with good food yea~ no empty handed, else you settle for everyone's dinner i tell you!
Meeting time: 11 a.m.
Meeting venue: habourfront mrt control
DON'T BE LATE.
confirmed attendance (food)
sandra (erm still thinking)
peow (potato salad)
osky (sandwiches)
clement (you haven't tell me leh!)
alvin (shih lin's fried chicken and the dunno wat long long fried thing)
givany (crabmeat and maybe pizza)
anna (haven't decide)
don (haven't decide)
pending attendance (reason)
ling (complained too many couples)
mony (TOO MANY COUPLES)
benny (no news yet)
daphne (will come if she manage to find any friend along)
jiehao (said will try)
joyce (you didn't answer me, did you?)
no repitition of food k. Drinks will be bought together at habourfront, so no worries. we will be watching Charlie and Chocolate factory after dinner. so for those who have watched it or not interested, it's your free time after dinner yea~ by the time we watch it gonna be quite late already, so again, no worries. :)
Looking forward to hearing everyone's going. tag or sms me to confirm. tell me your food too.
yesterday shopped quite alot. me and peow were at jurong point. this jennyfer boutique offers quite a good deal. the clothes there suit me pretty well, of course exclude those auntie auntie ones lah. got a long white princess skirt, a casual dress and a bag. then we were at tampines mall in the night. peow got me a purple halter top, batik type which i lurvees the most. he caught me in surprise, bought it when i was not around. so grateful for that, i love it alot. will wear it soon, very soon. ;) oh yah! i got two bras at ero too. sales sia. 36bucks for two. the bras are not those lan lan one. quite good quality, so got two. hee~ okay, was satisfied at the end of the day. and snooze away on his bed, good night.
today national day. happie birthday SINGAPORE. my homeland. muackz.
san signs off. 4:10 PM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
yesternight went for tennis. a most dramatic supper cum gossip cum bonding (joycee said so :)) session, since we've started this tennis + yakyak thing three months ago.
please loh, yesterday was 1st day of the seventh month leh. we all really don't know 'shi' word how to write sia. sky is already so dark, everyone will be already long in their sleep when we started our three-eight talk, but we like don't care and went ahead.
jh sent joycee home right after tennis-ing, 'coz she's very drained after so many many late nights and waking up early for classes. we headed to prata shop first while waiting for jh to return to add oil and spices to our longggggggggggg conversation. we talked about anything and everything as usual. and the MOST commendable and usual topic of all the craps we had, we talked about how to scare ourselves, especially at this lunar month of the year. we are just too bold lah, in the end i'm getting helluva goosebumps!
ling was like "i will look at the window, thinking will there be any head popping out from nowhere? then when you're washing your face, will you see another unknown 'face' in the mirror when you raise up your head?"
then that toopid best friend LOK JIEHAO really thank you loh, he said, "wah sandra, your house then scary sia. your top window is open, scarely you see head hanging there when you look up sia." i'm scared already loh, and you really came with your oil and spices to make my fear to keep my hair standing!
that osky also said, "what if there's a hand coming out from the toilet bowl and grab your butt??" woah piang, she's too tok-gong~~ *speechless* this kinda thing only osky can think of loh!
hahaa, clement said nothing but "you (osky) say so much now, later in the night you scare then you know....."
just received a call from jh. heard something not too good. erm, disappointed in someone close to us now. how could she say that sia. A friend, somemore is MY friend. thanks~ -_-
then continuing...
we saw a malay man who was wearing a black leather jacket dragged a gurl up the slope to the multi-storey carpark. initial thought of ours was, the gurl must be drunk.
after awhile, we saw another malay guy chased after the black jacket man down the slope, and he was shouting all the way in vulgar malay words. he looked so so so damn fierce, as if he's gonna kill that black jacket man if he has a parang in his hand. next moment the tiger face walloped that black jacket man (his face was facing downwards, side by side of the concrete ground). he hit and punch non-stop till someone, think is his friend, stopped all his beating. of course the black jacket man quickly escape from the scene with his bloody face. and i seriously mean, BLOODY. blood was bleeding all over his face. we were damn scarded and tried to talk about things, fakingly. but ling me and osky's faces obviously turned pale. ling and my hand was even trembling.....the tiger face went back to his seat, whose table was just 2 tables away from ours. luckily we moved to another table, else we will be sitting BESIDE him loh! that osky even commented (before we shifted) "i'm in heaven liao. jh, you also sia." haha, in case you don't understand, the cigar smoke makes the heaven setting. at this time, we gota leave, it's too dangerous. what if that tiger face goes crazy, go into the kitchen and run out with a chopper and we accidentally kena, then we are really very suay liao.
soon after we paid and we left. jh's car was in THAT multi-storey carpark. so it means we've to climbed up the slope and get his car. at this point, we heard heavy footsteps following behind us as we walked up the slope. damn! i was so scared, i asked jh are they the ones behind?? and he said is the gurl who kena dragged up just now. then i was like shit shit shit and walked even faster. told him to alert and unlock his door so i could get into the car FAST, and immediately told him to lock all the car doors. it's really lucky of us loh, then the black jacket man walked past us with the gurl behind and one more big-size backer. he looked at us, luckily we are safe else i won't be typing this liao. osky was so worried that she called to check if we got into the car already, 'coz think she saw the black jacket man walked behind right after we left. too drama loh~ ling also get her sister to walk her home together, this was how dramatic and freaky it got.
but we can only say we are lucky, to a certain extent lah. we managed to see this kinda thing, though nowadays pretty common, we never see before mah!
gota really thank my best friend, THANKS! a sincere heartfelt thanks lah. keke...he sent me up all the way to my door coz i'm really very scared for some apparent reasons. was still shivering in cold sweat. and we chatted all the way till this morning 6a.m. slept for an hour, and here i am at work. i'm too power. but he's even more power. he didn't even sleep. went down to joycee's place for surprise. think he'll update you all, so i shan't say anything liao.
tired, veryyyyyyyyyy.....gota sleep once i get home later. :)
san signs off. 9:17 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
year two and three's clique.
DBA 3B/12 class photo. abit pixelated. we took quite a few right?? =P
beloved ego man. you can see from the way he sits. legs wide apart -_-
pearl-ie top.
san signs off. 12:43 PM
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i'm SO sian. don't underestimate my sian-ness. it has promote to next higher level, an unappreciated sian-ness. it's so torturing to be at your seat and pretending to be busy. all the webbies i've log in and out several times, till i'm also sian with it. this is how bad it is getting. i don't like stressful work, but too xianlang (correct not? meaning too free) also not good mah. time passes very slow in this way. people just can't get contented. ;(
so ling actually got the court, but joycee didn't bring her tennis gears out. so still cancelled. good lah, no really into the playing mood today. tired, wanna have a goodnight rest so as to endure the whole of tomorrow. hee supper at pasir panjang leh, think it's gonna be fun. we meet latelate then peow will be off work and jh can get car from his dad.
who's that anonymous? say hello didn't indicate your name! to be friendly, hello here; since you said there. lame~~~
just now i was evaluating whether i've been a good gf and has peow performed well as a bf. good gf ought to be understanding. think me borderline pass-ranger. simply due to me understanding cells only awakes at certain hours. that's not enough lah, i know. i've tried my best, to me that's what it matters. to peow, don't know whether he meant it when he said he sees it and appreciates it. trusting you will lah, of course. me very good liao, you better appreciate, else i would tickle you till your laughing jaw drops. hahaa..realised we've developed a new habit, or is it just me. I would always tickle him and yesternight got more violent, use my head (of course there's hair you see) to tickle his sensitive parts. quite happie, enjoyed these times. both of us laughing happily and will always end up in each other's hugs. muack.
back to topic. he as a bf ah, hmmmmmmmmmm......more room for improvement bah. i'm very critical and picky. expect alot and there's where disappointment virus came with its attack. sometimes when he's not so tired, there's effort. but when one gets uncontrolleably breakdown in terms of physic, then can't blame loh. though we don't blame, still will get upset want mah.. talk so much and everything is still down to different mentality, different habits, different personality, according to him. just wish to keep our love alive, irregardless how long we are together. just wish to feel the love every now and then. just wish to spread happiness to you and waiting for your contagious happiness to reach me. i love him. "i love you."
we are so fickle-minded. joycee now says anything. if wanna play then she goes home to get it. so hows?? playing or not playing.......
san signs off. 12:02 PM
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| Your Birthdate: February 21 |
Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.
You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.
You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.
You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
quite true. especially for the expressing myself in public. haha~ i'm a loudspeaker leh.
san signs off. 10:58 AM
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how to smoke through today sia. someone please tell meeeee.........
really nothing to do here, except few outstanding security passes to be processed; other than that it's equivalent i'm here to smack houseflies. can't see anything flying in the air though.
yesternight i was behaving like a scaredy cat. ew~ sorrie lah, but really very paranoid over these errie things.
imagine i'm in the lift alone when the sky is already pitching dark. pressed my finger onto the ground floor button, and ears can only hear lift's moving down. then your mind may wander about what if it breaks down and get yourself stuck in the hdb building's mid-air, and the main focus is, you are alone. god~ and infront of your eyes, you see a rectangular window screen opening where you normally get to see the inner 'operation'. it's pretty normal, but on the 1st day of seventh month, it's just can't be too normal anymore. "what if something presses its face on the window and open its eyes BIG BIG and stare at you????!!!!" sheessshh, i'm scaring myself, me useless sia.
straying away, peow came and meet me last night. actually decided not to go over his place liao, 'coz you know.. i'm scared! nice of him, thinking we won't be meeting on friday so he came over and drive me to his house so i won't have to suffer timid-loneliness outside before reaching his place. normally he would wait for me in his car, hee, you know me being a scaredy cat, i got him up to wait for me as i get changed. like that i will have someone in the lift with me mah, safer~ my dear will protect me, i can hide my face in his embrace. =p
tonight not meeting all of them for tennis, ling didn't book the court. she's busily rushing for her submission date. aiyo, see her so stress then make me alittle glad that i'm not interested in her course loh. :) take care ah gurlie, your face's already in its recovery phase, don't spoil it! so much cash investment liao loh, jiayou jiayou! i think this arrangement is goooooood, then no need to worrie or fasten my pace after gossip session which will normally be like 1-2plus a.m. this month must be more cautious, cannot play play. me very ham ji siaaaa, paiseh can't help =X
mr lok! you sounded so shag just now. take care sia, too many late nights; like how peow started out with me like that, later your body can't take it. if you fall sick then who tc of joyceeee! kekee, catchup with me soon k! ;)
hey givany! call me when you're free or what then we see next week when is appropriate to meet k. meanwhile, take care too. peow said you and alvin looks fine at his shop, good good!
benny, if you're reading this. hope ya recovering from the last incident. actually it's nothing big, you take care too. meet up with us soon when you feel okay liao.
joyceeeeeeeeeeeeee don't forget your ahma hoh! never tag my blog liao sia. so bo sim loh~~~~
daph should be freakily happie today! can see your benben after 1week of waiting. enjoy (",)
and peowpeow, i miss you all over again. say you miss me too~ =p have a good day, and take care of your back ah!
"loving you more than yesterday."
"yet lesser than tomorrow."
san signs off. 9:52 AM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
simplicity. i seek to be a simple gurl. my previous blogskin, i kinda got tired of it. squined my eyes to look at those small small words in my bloggie, grown tired of it. want something very very simple. so, i chose this. at least my head doesn't spin while reading.
don't know why, i'm very lethargic for both yesterday and today. too little sleep lah. always sleep very late, then wake up bloodily early for work. damn. don't grumble, this is life babe. can feel the strain in my eyes as i forced open it and get out of bed.
tomorrow will be better than today and yesterday.
alvin's taking driving test next friday? keke, good luck dude. don't throw sptc's face ah! we've many drivers passed @1st attempt liao wor. faster pass then you can get to lakeside without worrying your pocket is gonna burn a hole. hee~
this saturday we meet for latelate dinner, if not, supper alrighty people. 'coz peow is working, will only knock off at 9.30p.m. meet at around 9plus at queensway? or wherever convenient then our 3chauffeurs will drive us there. :) so play more tennis hoh, then can eat more..else guilty sia.
yesterday's jue dui superstar for the 4 male semi-finalists, they were good, except for no.3. the one who is physically challenged. don't think he's trying hard enough, he insisted on his singing style and disregard the judges' opinions again and again. still supporting derrick and junyang. they are GOOD. VERY good. junyang is getting more captivating, his singing melts everygurls' heart i think. these two will have a good fight on stage man, gambatte! they are so power, can turn old songs to sound good in this new age. growing stronger and stronger.. me will stay tune. as for the woman's side, they are not as power except for that kelly. can't see potential in the others. =( those i think were good, already kena kicked out. like lijun and the black-bai wei xiu. but since i'm also a woman, u gurls jiayou also loh~
dearie having acupuncture session now. he said it's painful, shit i'm not gonna try it man. missing him. raining so heavily outside. damn cold, colder than yesterday. missing him alittle bit more than yesterday also.
today after 12mn, it's the 1st day of the lunar 7th month. abit scared leh. tomorrow tennis cannot stay out too late liao, else will scare while taking the lift up sia. somemore dear is not with me. ;(
san signs off. 11:38 AM
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ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population. |
san signs off. 10:04 AM
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
missing someone will cause mood swing too.
i'm experiencing this now. not exactly upset lah. kinda enjoying it.
it's like knowing this person you love belongs to you and you are entitled to express your love your concern to him. you can look at him, into his eyes without fearing he would find you a nuisance.
you can focus your life on him.
you can make him things to cheer him up when he's sad.
when you see a tee that would fit him just Like That, you need not hesitate to buy it down, of course when you've money lah.
you can get him a pants a berm or whatever easily, 'coz you know his waistline too well.
you can simply drop him a sms when you miss him, to tell him i love you i miss you so much.
waking up to see his message would bring you a smile, that easily.
having a bad day? wait till you see his sweet msg or listening to his empathising voice, everything doesn't seem too bad after all.
i just love him. love to sleep beside him. in his hug. in his kisses. drown in his love.
music plays wonder in you. listening to FM93.3 tune myself into so yearning.peow.so.so.much temperament. hao xiang ta. and the rain also has a share. it makes me cold. so cold that i want to keep warm in his cuddlings. my eyes are tired. once it's closed, all i can see and think of is still him. he has won me over, be it awake or knock out.
was pissed just now. cooled down already. find it dumb of me to get upset over sucha friend lah. i helped so much and not even a sincere thank-you. it's alright as long she thinks she is doing right.
alvin and givany work hard. you guys have to work harder to pull through this hard period. continue to build on your sweet memories, my friends.
daphne get well soon. drink more water yeah.
and my best friend mr. lok! happie now right, so happie that you're getting cranky. =P jiayOU! you two are doing very well.
joycee what people think is nothing. beat them with your strong mental. they can say anything but it's for you to judge. believe where your belief lies. don't get influenced. jiayou too! you've such understanding jiao standing by you, you will do better.
san signs off. 3:31 PM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
seldom hang out @esplanade. intention to go is present, but what's planned and what's gonna occur will tend to have discrepancy, by perhaps an inche or more.
i left for excelsior hotel like immediately when the safety meeting commenced. the host led everyone for a toast and soon after that, i sped up the stairs and into my office, packed my already-packed bag and there i closed the door. byebye, boring safety meeting boring kfc and pizzahut. oOops =X
ate alot, and i mean alot alot alot. didn't take any photo, too busy eating. because it was an ala carte dinner, they ordered as much as they can even if it means they can't finish it. haha, which we did, we did not finish a few dishes. the gu lao rou! it's so yummy loh, hot and crispy~ soft on the outside, crisp on the inside. that's the only dish i actually remember leh..haha~ that's also peow's favourite.
we walked from excelsior hotel to esplanade. throughout the journey we talk and crap and joke and pinch and do whatever funny action. *smiling* walked to a point where fence was in the middle of the road, obstructing us to cross and reach esplanade. so we took the underpass. the paveway towards esplanade carpark, there's like a mini art gallery. we stopped by each painting and tried to comprehend what the artist is trying to convey. there is one we quite like it, but its title "sunday buzz" doesn't seem to match that art piece, that's what peow commented and i agreed lah. we settled on a sofa somewhere near the entrance from the carpark to esplanade. many LCD televisions were there, so we sat down chat as we look at those filmstripes telecast and mtv featuring on national theme songs by rui en and taufik and cai chun jia. i was paying attention on peow, as i was talking all the way. we talked quite alot wor and met a friend there too. a very lame friend of his, whom i happen to know too.
called clement and osky alot of times sia, these two hate picking up calls, i think. till they return call, then we know we've got one more driver in sptc! hee, so everything's under control. pasir panjang seafood feast this saturday night, drivers please get ready yeah~ :) but clement really good leh, revoke license liao take again then confirm pass sia. good good, osky must be hopping in joy, can travel around more conveniently like before liao.
slept over at peow's house again. he drove me home in the morning to get myself changed and get along for work. i go to work myself k, so guai. he went for his tennis and open shop at 10a.m. or is it 10.30a.m. he claims he is getting fitter, haha. but all along your bod is good mah, only your that face abit big lah. da lian chi si fang ma. big face eats four square, haha direct translation. his aunt commented he looks better now, no more baby look. then i thought, when was his face baby-like before sia. =X and her aunt even said you better not have your hair long long and straight straight like last time, very nan kan! uglyugly. then his sister asked whether I saw his rebonded hair before, I answered with a heng-face, luckily i didn't loh! omg omg omg omg omg!!~~!!~~ my peow rebonded hair before loh, so gu-niangggg..i knew he did before lah, but still it's so TRAUMATISING~~~~ hahaaa, ling, your word but copyright retained. =P
have lotsa fun yesterday. love you alot honey. just now when you drove me home, I can feel the bu-she-de. miss you alot now..muack honey :) have a good day. everyone, you too!
san signs off. 11:15 AM
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Monday, August 01, 2005
August liao. hurray! ;) worked here for 3mths plus liao. look at my endurance, buay pai right =P
went to peow's house last night, and only got to sleep after talking at about 2plus a.m. omg, pity me okay, i've to work today loh and he gotta play tennis in the morning loh. keke, but alright lah, i'm used to it. either that or i've slept too much on saturday and on sunday's morning. cleared the air, and still love him as much as ever.
tonight gotta stay back alittle later till about 7p.m. i think. that toopid safety meeting is on~ -_- gonna tell boss will leave immediately after the meeting start. wanna join peow and family @excelsior hotel for ala carte dinner. hope i could rush there in time.
finally jiehao and joyce's have annouced their official couple status. congrats loh, really glad to see the both of them together. :) really really happie to see joycee regaining her cheerful days and jiehao getting his dream come true. she's his ideal dream gurlie okie, with his so-called most beautiful smile. haha~ in the eye of a lover, she will always be beautiful. stay blissful peeps.
of course there's good news, bad news also traced its path. alvin and gi not doing as fine. hopefully they have made their final sensible choice and really moving on with their next phase of life. good luck to you two. =)
daphne is coping with her guy being in NS pretty well too. though she misses him alot lah, vice versa for ben, but he's like coming out in few days' time loh! haha, it'll be their 2years anni this thursday or friday if i remembered correctly. daph gonna work in starhub as associate engineer sia. mai siao siao. good pay but quite long hours though working on alternate days but i still think alittle siong. but okay lah, good returns require some hardships. you can watch scv somemore loh, so mai hiam lah huh~ :)
clement is taking his driving practical test today. he is so damn confident about getting his license loh. so we shall wait and see, then we'll have 3drivers. peow jh and clement with 3cars and go pasir panjang for seafood feast! haven't got the chance to tell peow, shall tell him later today. should be no prob, he like so gian on going there.
seemed to be using alot of hokkein in this posting hoh. but my spoken hokkein is still as jiatlat leh, sadded~ still learning okie, but friends and him don't wanna listen to me leh saying i sounded so awful!
san signs off. 11:21 AM
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