My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

reading my fren's blog..
everything looks familiar. too much so, it feels as if I was the one going through it.
I'm talking about her love perspective, to not be vague.

Is it just me and her? Or gurls are born to feel this way?
In our love pursuit, is it us losing ourselves, forgetting who we are or is it our love forcing for a change? In both instances, we are becoming someone who we are not. Then I would start questioning, why is there a before and after effect as per single and attached status? We cameoflaged into our dearie's surrounding, to blend ourselves into his world. Just to make them feel at ease. Passionate women like us are victims of worshipping the holy love goddess and give away our most precious to the most deserving one. That's us, just us. In a way or another, it's something only people like us can comprehend. We act with our hearts, and not our brains. We go along with feeling and sensation. And oppose practicality and logics. Simply, I love people like us, especially.
My friend, it's the moment of insecurity that has scare you. Warning for reconsiderations. Inevitable. When things seem to be at its worst, it may not be. May be another swerving salvage point. Look on the bright side. The light will somehow pave a guiding path.

so much for my philosophy. hee~
happy birthday JOYCEE! :) be cute stay smiley always. anything look for your doryfishy ah-ma =P

abit guilty this morning. was getting pekchek at work when everyone starts calling out for you and you're too busy to entertain every of them -_- so when joycee called, my tone was pretty hostile. paiseh huh gurlie~ and then, I called her back to wish happie birthday greeting. How could me! didn't greet her when she first called. hee ah-ma blur lah hoh, paiseh paiseh~

And tonight. yoohoo~ dinner with jh joycee (birthday gurlie) ronny. then will carry out my planned PLAN *chuckling awayyy* curious? hee don't tell you leh.. lalallalalalaaa~

alrighty should get my butt working liao. write this thing for like hours! in between slack for lunch. blah.

san signs off. 11:57 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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