My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Hello sandra, can you kindly annouce your age? 20+.
Then why ain't your thinking opening up? Why is it still lingering at the child-like range?
I don't know.

I'm really trying. Yet, leopard can't change its spot. Nevertheless, never did I ever give up on believing I'll do better the next time.
And here I am, screwed again~ ;(

upset him this morning with my racing doubts. It was all unintentional, my dear. It's not about you, it's about me not being able to trust. And not saying, I can't trust you, but this general word trust don't seem to grow in me, a long long time ago.. But you alerted me that I'm the one who restricted myself to trusting others and the specially mentioned - that's you, peow. I've strained your patience day by day as clock ticks.

my closest-to-me colleague said, we won't get together and walk down the aisle if things continue to head this direction. I was sadded to hear that from an outsider, he should have feel it even stronger.

He is getting tired, I know. I'm playing with fire, I knew.

Lost and Helpless.

dear i love you. I wanna you to grow stronger in my love and not weaker. I wanna you to be smiling everytime i'm with you and not frowning. But all these, I still have much more to learn. Will you give me time, I will make all these come true, bit by bit.

Firstly, I promise I'll not doubt you again. As much as I'm trying and reminding myself now. Please don't abandon your faith in me. Please.

san signs off. 10:52 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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