My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

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Friday, June 24, 2005

what the fark! Here totally sucks big time! I'm so damn pissed now. Kena bitched for nothing.
I've asked my boss so many farking times that does he need my help, and he rejected again and again. Now that idiotic fat pig pet of his chatted with him on the phone, and someone heard my boss saying, "that gurl doesn't help me at all, just ask what time she can leave, end up I do everything." Hinting her she's a great help, choosing over me. Okay fine, you don't give me anything to do. And after subsequent times me offering my help, he retained his stand and insisted there's really nothing for me to do, so I need not stay. Fark fark fark, okie, getting vulgar but I don't care. He's insulting me okay. JOb is always so sucky for me. First is olive, now is taisei. DAmn bosses. He appeared to be so nice, and at my back, pushing stabs again and again. Colleague told me I should ask more, even though I've already repeated myself like a desperate soul for 5times?!!

feel like quiting. so what if you pay me 1600?!! And though most of the time i'm free, it's coz I'm fast with my work. And precisely my work scope is all that I've fulfilled. I do all junk stuff here okie! Arrange for servicing for printers, copiers and whatever shit when computers corked up. Pour and get coffee or ice tea ready for guests and also need to clear them if pantry auntie has left. Have to take care of another 3bosses' laundries, be it dirty or clean I need to touch it and make sure I know which shirt/pants belong to whom. Fark. Okie, that's all miscellaneous. I do purchase orders for stationeries, safety boots and other shitty stuff that every other staff requests. Also, must always keep track to ensure those A4 and A3 paper doesn't run out for printing. This goes for stationeries and all files you could find in this darn office. Not enough, need to print out worker passes and staff passes everyday. Then, in addition if there's any other events I will follow up on the catering and whatever food and drinks they need. I feel that I've done my part as an admin assistant here, and he said I didn't offer my help. Fark him! Woah, I can burn down this whole office now. I offered HELP, you heard it?!! you must be deaf if you did not.

No more next time. Even if I'm gonna work till october or get my ass out of here before oct, I will never look for admin job again. I study business admin not to be an admin staff you know, who does all junk duties. Damn it! If not for temp, you think I will be satisfied?!!

DAmn, nothing can simmer myself down now. ARGHHHHHh~ nobody steps on my grave now, else you surely be kicked into the farking coffin
ARGHHH

san signs off. 2:25 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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