My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Monday, June 06, 2005

Last saturday, actually did wrote-in another posting. But I saved as draft.
Have not a zit of intention to let anyone to see it already. A spur of moment.

That day, didn't tag along with my colleagues for the dimsum yum-yum. Got myself home, after dazing in the train and slowly strolled along the usual path till I'm at my doorstep. Bathed, dry my hair *yes, you didn't hear wrongly! I'm starting to use a hair-dryer, just in case you don't know I've never used a dryer myself before* and dragged a jaded self on my comfy mattress. Slept my afternoon away. By the time I woke up, it was already in the evening, dinner time! So hungry, skipped my lunch so stomach was growling non-stop. Only turned on my mobile till then.

To update, my dearie was at my place not long from I was awake. A hard time for him, tough struggle for me. "yi ren rang yi bu", was the finale conclusion. Staye d over that night at his place, we talked things out and let each other see our problem in a likely more ideal angle that we both share.
He has his loose ends to tie and personal problems to attend to. I know I'm of not much help, but at least pouring into me will lighten his mood and let him realise he was never alone. So don't ever isolate yourself from me again. Don't belittle the impact of what Small little things could be up to, they are always more than capable to pile themselves up. Surprise you with a sneak attack and don't be startled when that one big pile is gonna haunt you till you collapse.
Nevertheless, don't be worry.
My hugs are open for you, there to embrace the troubled you with heartfelt care.
From now on, never coop yourself in a world of yours again, letting flowing troubles to circulate in that small tiny suffocating dark room, with no escape.

Men, as usual, have their own way of thinking. Own way of solving problems. Thought that's the best way. Thought it's absolutely error-free.

Human err. So yeaps, let's learn from mistakes.
We learn as we grow.

My brudder and his gf broke up last friday. Hais, his gf is a china-gurl, who is a few years older than him, initiated with an all-time breakaway, "I need to focus in my studies". -_- Don't quite understand as she expressed in her sms-es, she doesn't treat this as a r/s as things haven't really started in her point of view. That's ridiculous and Absurd-ly nonsensical. 'coz she was the one who told my brudder he was her bf!
Whatever it is, she's not suitable for him, no matter in terms of age and thinking.
Brudder sealed his feelings pretty well. Study hard ah!
you're still very young, young enough to get a few more =p

Giv and alvin facing another difficult phase right now. alvin's perhaps frustrated over certain issues, which he wanna solve it in his own way and not letting you to know. Just let him cool down, as he said, he needs time. Give it to him then. Be strong gurlie :) you can make use of the time to do some thinking too.

that's why I claim

men are all alike.

san signs off. 11:47 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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