My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Last posting mentioned about meeting those gurls for dinner right~ Real real big big woman gossip blarblar session..Talked about our friends' friend's toooooopid dumbest bf.
Can't believe my ears to hearing the existence of such bloodsuckers women, who have apparently utterly disgraced we GURLS' tainty image; and we would all agree it was all these idiotic senseless men, whose unbeatable tolerance allowed those unreasonable requestSS.
dui nv ren de lian!

Abit vague right, the way I phrased it. Not very nice to go into details, when the involved parties are not even my friends. So let's skip it.

Played night tennis at ling's condo with jiehao and joyce. :) had fun, how NOT to??!! with king crapper jiehao around..hahha~ Anyways my skills level dropped tremendously. My forehand is gone~! And contact lens are playing with my vision, can't even see the balls clearly, how to play!! but still, had fun fun fun. Weird to say, I'm not very tired now. Slept late for so many nights, maybe i'm immuuuunnnnnned.

Okay peeps, i'm rejected. NTU doesn't want me. *sobs* pretty upset now though I've told myself to prepare for the worst already. Haiz, this kinda feeling just can't be helped....
And all he can say is, don't think too much. He can't seem to be bothered. Why can't he put himself in my situation at my age at this critical time, all he could think of is what he thinks what he wants what he needs what he wanna achieve. HELLO, I'm not you. why tell me you'll give happiness when you're creating my miseries. already upset, now getting even more.
The worst thing could happen to an attached lady is, her bf doesn't even try to understand her and care for her.

My colleague wanna treat me to lunch later at the dunno-what-dimsim-restaurant at chinatown. But don't really feel like going. See hows. Very kind of her, she did that 'coz she said she doesn't know how to cheer me up so don't use mouth do it in action, thanks jingling :)

when you are sad, you are sad.

san signs off. 9:39 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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