My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

joycee's feedback was i havent been blogging since last saturday. which initially thought was untrue, 'coz i subconsciously thought i've done so on monday. hahahaa, it was not that sotong joycee was blur, it was me. how can a smartie me becoming to be a squid??!!

nothing much to update, that's why it was left stagnant. life's boring when all you can see is walls in the office. pc screen. same old common applications running on your pc screen. repetitive flow of reading ms. a blog den ms. b blog den mr. c blog....and the list goes on....den bored enough, i could pop into a same blog thousand times a day! just to check if there's any prompt post by them. see, how pathetic i am stooping to be now. that's all boredness FAULT! darn it!

ate old chang kee's currypuff for lunch. hmm, stomach is grumbling..

and i'm with specs today too. left eye is bounded with discomfort. peow said it's alittle swollen, looks infected. so i better listen to him and stop wearing contacts for, perhaps a day.
oh! i bought a few tops on wed. cheap cheap tops, which caught my eyes. lurve it! need more clothings lahhhh..esp that espirit skirt! and something more on my shoe-shelf?too little now lahhh..and and i seriously think my eyebags are worsening..need concealer also. all above mentioned requires the brutal-man-creation: money cash money atm money! of course brutal lah, people go around committing crimes, more than half b'coz of $$$$. evil creation. and made men slog for it too...................... -_-

andddddd first it started with lei! saying i look like a bapok when i put on specs. and nowww! jh and ling, claimed i truly looks like one! don't care~ even if yes, it's one successful one k! *smirks* 1st msn msg from joycee, "sweetie bapok". bapok bapok lah, bapok-s are artificial pretty woman, i don't mind to stick to that title. somemore, mi shang shang xia xia zhen cai shi liao, what to be scared of?! but see no touch *snob*

yesternight, both of us were unhappie again. hmm, why am i never fail to try too hard. try too hard to pull myself to wait for him, 'coz? i wanna see him. in the end, he was unhappie at me, i was too tired to feel anything. just thinking.. another boring scenario of ours. maybe it's for what i've msged him, that simmered his anger. yeah, it's me stopping the quarrel, once again.

enough of that.

tomorrow night tennis. =) hee, lurve tennis nightttt..whack the balls with all might! hit you hit you i hit you! joyce u better come early hoh! and ling also leh...................don't sleep lah, san tired also come and playyyy..saturday working also come and play, don't fly plane hohhhhhhh.....lucky there's still jh! we play first loh, wait for them. 2 slow gurls =p then maybe, someone would come after his work and make my night. or maybe another broken dream..shan't think~

tonight tired. gonna sleep early. not going anywhere with anyone. just at home.

san signs off. 3:01 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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