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i need you.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

If one could stay alive
and his/her obligation is to discover pleasure of life
and these long buried pleasures had camouflaged in blurred visions of thousands and millions of workaholics
then I really think it shouldn't be such a case, just to add on, this so called obligation was, tragically, forgotten by too many people.

Everyone work for the sickening sake of money. All of us reckon the fact "money is not everything" but....everyone slogs their life for it. Contradicting people cook up senseless excuses and they thought it is more than righteous~~~~~
Standards of living repels all dark sides to rule over those little angels in us. Human goodness? oh please. Human is the scariest devil on earth, that's being clean to our conscience. Don't shake your head there, if you are, 'coz all of us are of one common breed. The world nurtures us to be who we are now. We work more than we play. No more like the posters we used to paste on our classroom's wall, "WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER!"
Schooling days, we always thought we are old enough to make decisions and all choices are in our hands, not even our parents could object, when we are perhaps only 10yrs old?? Now come to think about it, it's not our parents who can't object, it was they who spare us a chance to make a choice.
Working days? Ohh..if you are anticipating for similar treatment, then guess you need a bucket of water over your head to level up the snobbish brain. We are sitting on fat fat hope to think everything is in our hand. 'coz it's not. Some born with silver spoon, big fortune ahead. Some born with talents and brain, simply there's no worries for you. Some people's lives always bump into ms lady luck, gets envious and jealous helplessly.
Hmm, which of the above you belong to?
If neither, toil your life away like every commoner does.
Fluky enough, you may love your job just like the way you worship sylvester??
hahaa~ or place bets on striking jackpot or 4D?
Yes, you might be the carrying 1st prize home........
I'M JABBERING NONSENSE.pardon me

ntu do you want me? please donnnnnn't desert meeeeeeeeeeee :(
job hunted a job at bishan, $1600 worth. A japanese company, taisei corporation. The boss seems to like me.He needs me to work for 6month, when I could only promise for a 3month contract.he's still considering though he has options other than me.the agent said he likes me, he prefers the energetic me to a studious option2.
He brings alittle hope, proving my worth again.Regaining confidence i've lost at olive's.
maybe i should smile huh~ *smilEs*

I wanna go sunway with junie lei and qiqi~~ sorrie gurls, I doubt I can make my way there. Cash frozen in bank and i've no access to it.I'm not dependent on my mum but she's over-protective! sorrie gurls..even thought of what bikini top to buy, and now........you guys have fun~
plus gil, that makes four of you even. ;) *sansan sobbing awayyy*

really very stressed up by my motherrrrrr..retreating somewhere not in sg also so difficult, life is sucky for me.2005 is not auspicious. Lousy internship experience said it all. Bad beginning, how do you expect to have an applausing ending?! *sansan sulks again*

one biggggg hugggggggg for mr lee my hubbie-bi. thanks for hugging me when I'm about to collapse.thanks for those kisses to shut my mouth when i'm so damn pissed.thanks for massaging my back when i'm so worn out by almost everythiing. I'm thankful to seeing you change and becoming sucha loving caring and empathising dearie. At least i know there's this someone who cares for me.
a tiny turning point from suay-ness to being blessed~


san signs off. 1:32 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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