Destined to be alone.

One who dared what love can give and take.

Looking back and smile.
What's remain is one's past to reminisce.

Just wanna pen down something.

I admit defeat.
I salute to hy.
One who shouldn't feel inferior to, beat me completely flat.
You've won.
He's been waiting for you.
With my eixtence, it just proves how much more important you are.
I admit defeat.
Loser leaves the table.
You're one very lucky gurl to have conquer him,
just unfortunately, I'm not as lucky.
Gives my blessing.
I admit defeat.

To once so close one:
Past 7months 2weeks is what I have with you in it.
My 20th birthday was such an impression b'coz of you.
14.02.05 wish was fulfilled b'coz there's you.
Really a blessing to have you spending these 2 occasions with me.
Memories at thailand, christmas, new year, cny and those nights by your side will stay within me.
Still can't forget that night when you were sick after playing at anchorage in the evening.After giving you the chinese medicine, I lay on your lap and rest.Opening my eyes to see that you were looking at me all the while. That was a bliss.
Everynight before I fell asleep by your side, I will look at you.Telling myself to remember how you look at this very moment 'coz I know one day I will lose sight of you.Every that night, I will whisper and say 'please take care when I'm no longer by your side.Pay more attention to your health.Though I can't be there for you physically, I will still ask prayers to bless whatever you're doing to succeed.'
Hope you did enjoyed the times spent in my presence.
Our story ends here dearie.

Left alone.
Have to fight the fear inside myself.
To stand strong on my both feet.

san's life turns over a new page...