My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

What will one do if it comes to senses you've not been honest to yourself?

What will one do if your mind signals pure stupidity after reviewing on actions initiated by your insensible heart?

What will one do if it was you yourself who have voluntarily offer to not discharge after repetitive undying pain?

You said future is mine and I should decide the path.
Thought future belongs to ours, and not only mine.
Pains and sorrows, Joy and laughters.
Whatever I sow, it's only what I've reaped.

Do you really think as long as you don't do anything wrong in actions, even if it means I see another gurl in your heart, there is nothing wrong??

I know myself too well.
I can never submiss to a man who loves another woman more than me, even if that man is who I love most.

Everyone has a past.
Memories is what a past can offer.
You can have all those memories.
But not hanging on to them.
If you are single and alone, you could jolly go ahead and do whatever you wish.
If you are not, please don't selfishly dominate other's heart and then plant a knife into it.

You've read my blog again and again.
You should know very well what I want and what I need.
Including that day, I believe I've let you know clearer than ever.

From this moment, I wouldn't mention anything, just to start afresh, entrusting myself to your words.

Don't let me down.

I've given myself a time frame.
If within this time space, I couldn't feel your wholesome love, I will just surrender to futile efforts.

Loving you doesn't seem to secure.

san signs off. 8:40 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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