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i need you.

Monday, December 13, 2004

Hoping he'll be reading this.
Came up jsut to let him know what I'm upset with.
Seeing your message, my heart has died.
Eyes are also getting too lazy to cry anymore.

I was terribly affected by your hurtful words.
Can't adapt to your sudden blow hot and blow cold.
Whenever things are not going fine for you, no matter what I do, it seems to be ridiculous.

Maybe you've not realised, then let me awaken you with my words if you happen to read this.
I was not sad just b'coz of your limited love.
I was sad why am I thrown around by your monotonous tone with words which pierce straight into my heart.
You didn't realise it's so darty?
I don't know.
I'm tired to even give a second thought.
Perhaps you could try to recall everything you've commented on me these 2days.
I've never thought a friend who has been with me almost 2years, now becoming my dearest honey is thinking of me in sucha way.
It's the most hurting thing you could ever think of and even say it to me.
It's really the most hurting....

Once you said you'll give your all to this r/s...
Once you assure me with all the happiness...

Once..

Actually I've expected your response.
Do whatever you wish.
'coz I'm really tired.
Trying so hard to see your smile.
All to no avail.

Have been thinking..
Our get together perhaps is just happen to be
at the right time.
at the right place.
with the right atmosphere.
Yet.
I'm not the right one.

I really try hard.
Even harder than I could ever imagine.
Cried more tears than ever in my life.
For all subsequent nights.

Loving a person is so beautiful.
Loving you is something I've learnt.
Thanks for letting me know what's love.
It's wonderful to know who you really love.
It's so painful to know the one you love isn't reciprocating.
It's even poisonous when the one you love doesn't understand what you've been doing for him.
Never did I thought of asking for your return.
Never.




san signs off. 8:18 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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