My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

As if I've been dreaming.

Sweet dream or Nightmare.
Can't define.

A gurl with her group of yearOne's friends sat outside SP Upper Tennis courts.
Waiting for their turns for SP Tennis Novice'02/03.
That was the very first time she met this guy with the other tennis club committee members'02/03.
Her friends & herself was recruited in as next batch's committee members.
She became his secretary.
He was her vice-president.

This batch forms a group of good friends who got together b'coz of their passion for tennis.
As days passed, he & her became very good friends.
He trained her & another gurl hard.
He was their shi-fu, so called.
Though they are always shooting at each other
Though they are always suan-ing each other
Though they have never stop squabbling
they were close to each other as friends.
Not talking on the phone.
Seldom message each other too.
Still, there was a connection somewhere.

Chalet or just any gatherings.
Everything just seemed too pretty fun.
'coz all of them are fun-wreckers!
Playing tennis of course is the common reason of meeting ups.

The gurl was attached.
The guy has his own affections for someone still.

Out of nowhere.
Out of somewhere perhaps.
Now
She is his gurlfriend.
He is her boyfriend.

Things were beautiful beyond words initially.
Obstacles began to pop up to test how strong can this miraculous got-together takes.
Overcame one.
Overcame two.
Override a few more.
Got stuck now.
Stagnant progress she would say.

This gurl reads the bottom of her heart.
She wants to be there for him.

The guy speaks straight from his mind.
Sometimes he wishes to be alone.
To be away from all noises and be quiet on his own.

The gurl feels redundant in the guy's life.

The guy doesn't know how to express himself.

The gurl is trying too hard to understand him.

The guy is putting too little effort in the relationship.
b'coz he said he has alot more other stuff to be concerned with.

This gurl pray for two things.
She wants the little gurl who matters alot to him to wake up and be safe & sound.
She wants the guy to be happie forever like how he was in the past.

Her little white x'mas wish.

san signs off. 9:02 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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