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i need you.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

What's with me?
Knowing alot of things can't be amended 'coz it has already passed..
Yet they possessed great potential to still stab me so so so painfully.
If rubbing salt on a wound is bad enough, then I think how I feel now is worse.

Labelling it yours doesn't necessary means it's under your possession.
Worse of all, holding on to something which is never yours.
Will things turn for the better?
God knows.

Why lead me into believing that you could be mine and no one else's, when you yourself is having reservations.
Why let me become so helpless and worthless when you have not been sure of what you want.
Why hold my hands and make me yours when your heart's not ready for it.
Can someone answer all these?
Why..

Why am I suffering in her shadow.
Why must you treasure the one who hurt you so much and take the one who go all the way out for granted.
Can someone answer to me?
Why..

When can I be your one&only one.
When will you put the 3years' memories behind.
After hearing you out, it makes me more unsettled with those unsaid past of you&her.
When will you open up all those to me.
Even if it's gonna be so heartpiercing, I will still wanna know.
There shouldn't be secret between us isn't it?

I can never be her.
I'll never be the one who can be showered with all your unconditioned love.

You're not looking for a perfect gurl.
Even so, this imperfect gurl doesn't seems to be me.

Tears are drying up.
Heart is dying.

Nothing I do is substantial.

You said you'll tell me whether I'm your deepest love when the day comes.

Then let me predict.

The day won't come.


san signs off. 9:36 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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