My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Let's sum up for these few weeks. Within everyone's call, it's still as busy as ever.

Unscheduled tennis play this morning. Scheduled movie - Wimbledon this noon. Semi-planned dinner this late evening. It's like another couple fiesta for SPTC. All in all, 6 couples turned up though not all at one go. SPTC should renamed it as the SP matchmaking club, makes more sense huh? Quoting this from sp.. hahaa.. Oh yah!! forget to bring up the heroic act of alvin at FIsh&Co. this evening. there was this group of sec4/5 bunch of gurls occupying a very long table that's right in the middle of the 2nd floorth of Fish&Co. Of course, it goes without saying they are the centre of attraction with all their noises and flashes coming from their dig. cam. This is not the worse part. For no apparent reason, there was a power failure. AND these gurls made full use of the darkness to celebrate their fren's birthday. It's alright if they did not use fireworks!! HELLLooooo, you're in an air-conditioned restaurant for goodness sake! Smokiness made my head went spinning..So uncomfortable. Gosh!! haha, and guess what? Alvin spoke up to the manager (i suppose that guy's the in-charge) Don't let your eyes to be drugged by his small boiboi image. He was firm. He was direct. He was surprisingly FORCEful! hahaa.. Thumbs up. You should stand up for your rights. Though not always. And not over small matters obviously. Keke..

He left earlier tonight for tuitioning. So I went home on my own on the train. When he's gone, whole load of distraction came over me. Became restless to even finish my food. He didn't eat at Fish&Co. He never catch the moment of glory belonging to Alvin. oOooopPpssSs =X keke..

There are certain things which do bother me.. Still it is at this moment. My parents said when ya in love, you are suppose to feel happy and nothing else. Seeing me troubled at times, they would say then why be in love? No answer to that. 'coz things are not always in favour? Or just mere uncompatibility?

I wanna give in. 'coz don't wish seeing things to turn sour.
Scare to give in. 'coz don't wish you to take things for granted.
Contradicting. Dilemma spot.
Give or take?
Take or give?
Give and take. It has been a remarkable feat since .. ..

san signs off. 11:26 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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