My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

"They say that there are only four people that we are going to meet as we journey thru this life...
> -own self
> -the one you love most
> -the one who love you most
> -the one you're going to spend with the
> rest of your life

In life, firstly you will meet the one you love most, and learn how love feels; because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.

When you experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the most suitable person for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The only you love most doesnt love you,the one who love you most is never the one you love most.
And the one youll spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time."

Reading this e-mail made me stepped back alittle. Though it's pretty a norm to hear such a thing, still my heart went OOoUchh upon reading that.
What a phrase. -Happens to be at the right place at the right time- This kinda coincidentality is a tragedy to me. Extremely okay if you understand.
Now can't help to think to him which status belongs to me. Sweetie if you happen to read this, perhaps you could respond to me..

I'm very much stressed up now. In this class, thinking of doing FM project that's gonna due next friday, later after school. Boredness kills me. Somebody just kill me. I don't really mean it but..
I hate life sometimes.

Wish to lead a very simple life right now. Perhaps that's the after effect of too much unwanted pressures from projects and knowing I'm not even 1% prepared for my EXAMS! Playing tennis eat leisure stuff everyday.. Oooo.. that's what I want. But that's also what that's impossible unless .. hMmm.. when I've retired and have loads of money with me to do whatever I like. Of course spending it with my love ones is the best fantasy of all.

san signs off. 4:16 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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