<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7184046?origin\x3dhttp://dreamingsan.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


i need you.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Who will rather a gloomy self than a bubbly one? I guess nobody will make such a dimwit choice huh~ Yet things get out of hand and just have to live with it. Wanna do something very much to cheer up that little gurl junniE. Give it a try at Ritz's interview or stick to your TA is all up to you. Don't tilt down your chin and frown. *smilEs* No one will ever knows what's gonna happen till you try and it has happen. Anyways, come up with a finalised one that ya most comfortable with. San'll support ya~~ muAckSs Have all the fun during scuBA!! Heez, i know she can't read this 'coz she is away for this long awaited fun already. Take care& here your fren praying for your safety!! ^_*

Now in a dilemma. Should I go to Korea? Which cost like 900bucks for the accommodation air-tickets and those basics. Sounds reasonable for a 1week trip definitely. However, for a no rich gurl, it's something. Gotta fork another about 400bucks for the expenses over there. Total up it's adding up to $1300?? GosH~! Not saying I couldn't afford it, but still gotta persuade my mummy and consider their feelings. Their thinking are my main concern right now. Still can't figure out how to bring the matter up to my mummy. Haiz. -sighing HARD- If I don't go this once, I'll have very little chance to in the near future. But should I or should I not?? Anyone out there can give me some decent valuable adviceS? I need to listen~~~~

Today went for Ritz interview. The place is quite secluded in some sense. 'coz it's not easy to look for. =P I'm lousy lahh okieee.. haha. It's a good turn out. Blessing in disguise that I'm present for it. They offer more than F&B!!! What a news to receive yah~~ Keke. *TOo happy* My eloquence was a good assistance for this interview i gotta say. *giggles* Really on my knee, hoping i'll get into it. Then I can be in the front desk, in the elegant professional uniform, servicing those guests. Totally excited. Then 600bucks, meal provided. Great!! Can save quite alot you know. Haa.

He was unhappy today. I know it very well what's the reason. Shan't reveal. Lost. Very much lost. How am I suppose to make my love happier when I'm not? This time I can see myself indulging into it seriously. Will consider small little things that I won't when I was still with him. Make a thorough thought before deciding on something, just wanna relieve his load alittle. But I reckon he isn't sharing the same sentiment. Instead, he feels I'm not trying to help, only capable of creating more for him to shoulder. How sad is it. Can it be worse? Perhaps so. Irregardless what, I know this time I've tried my very best to make his everyday a good one. I tried. So even if it's to no avail, guess nothing much i could help too. Even if you think I'm childish, that's just me. Just Sandra.

My heart's crying. Groaning loud and clear. I could catch every word comprehensively. Yet only me is capable of that. No one else did. So much to an extent, I want somebody to listen to it. But there is no one. Apparently, no one.






san signs off. 11:00 PM
_________________________________________________________

p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

.photos.

The Past

June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
June 2009
CHITCHATTY







To view photos