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i need you.

Monday, August 23, 2004

My brain announced -temporaily out of service- when I was in school. He drive me there. As he left, as I entered mlt10, I don't seem to be sentient of what's happening. Till I departed, there I was on the mrt, then there my brain shows -back for service-.. Totally, I can't 100% recall things that had taken place while I'm in school at all.
What makes me say all these?
'coz I thought he hasn't sms for the whole morning&noon. But in actual fact, he did. Just that my head memory inbox forgets to register it. Which I can't fathom the reason why. Only until I look at my message inbox. And only then I get the idea. The idea of I wasn't being forgotten. =P Guess I'm suffering from In-School-Short.Memory-Sympton *Laughs*

Went to citylink with qiqi. Got that long-sleeved collar pinkish top at Series. Never did I knew it was actually 39.90! When I was about to pay, the sight of $39.90 on the cash register indeed freshened my mind instaneously! Still got it though it doesn't worth the price in my point of view. Since it looks good on me (which is I think "P), might as well get guilty for this once huh~ keKEz.. Got some cakes&puffs at Polar. Went back to Dover. Took a bus down to Queensway shopping center that is much more convenient rather than alighting at queenstown station. It's as if the shopping center has became my 2nd home. Gave those foodies to his aunt. She was kind enough not to charge me, or should i say sp? *laughs out loud* So anyways, got it for her and should be sufficient for the 2workers there too. Hearing from sp, his aunt praised me. Of course, it gave a big knock to my sleepy mood on the long bus journey home. Smiling I went.. *grins*

Are we supposed to categorize our friends? *pondering* Who are my friends? Or should I put it in this way. Who are my genuine friends? Those who will be there when I need a word of consolation or a pair of listening ears? Right now, no names wave up. So sad to reckon this fact. Still, have to admit I haven't been having a needy friend for a very long while since I lost one. Since I lost one ages ago when I first enter poly. Pretty saddening. Friends I have quite a bundle. Good friends. Hmm. A handful. True needy friends. None for now. Got hurt and felt betrayed in the past. Making me hard to really go into a real friendship. So whenever I thought she/he is a good friend, that's where the progress ended. I can't push myself to get closer. Subconsciously, I'm still a loser in this area. Conversations with my classmaties will suddenly got cut off by my brain at times. Immediate mouth shut by me and that's it for MY noisy session. Perhaps I have more to do to persuade myself in trusting this thing called 'friendship' once more. Pretty hard. Right now, life isn't so bad after all.. *trying to make myself feel better*

Yeah babies! stay happie always~ like what it is right now. *smilEs alwaYs*


san signs off. 10:20 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


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