My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Supposingly San's in school by9am. There is always a but in San's dictionary. *tougue out* Another dreamy night with lotsa ridiculous scenes robbing my sleep away. Unsettled thoughts and stormy brainwaves. Calm nothing down&there I was awake subconsciously at 5plus in the freaking early morning. Throat's not letting me off even though knowing my head is already a culprit that's added burden to my body. Bottled a few glasses of warm water into my sickly throat and icy water as well, hoping to relieve the sore pain-ness. Fingers of mine started pressing onto the so-called weird keypad of my hp. Entered Send to ******** this well-memorised8-digit no. Will this number ever be erased from my 1st-class memory box? A question I've asked myself, yet I don't wish to have an answer. Or there isn't any definite answer.

It's so effortless for people to say, "As long as we are happy, why brood over those discontented issues?" If god has meant to make life an uncomplicated one, if god hasn't make a sport on man, if god hasn't try hard in letting us human being to have a real taste of Life.. We will be trouble-free. Facing the music. Obstacles are meant to be overcomed. Difficulties&hardships pop up in our life for a single purpose. To let us grow stronger. And that's IF we manage to survive through those ordeals. Not pointing towards r/s particularly. But to everything. One of my classmates has neglected her accademic due to her family problems. It's easy for us as outsider to give countless advices&opinions. But me myself understand she has the biggest test to pass. It is to get over with her own will. She just gotta be strong, if not it will undoubtedly pull her future deep into the drain. May her faith in Christianity pulls her through. *smilEs*

Not attending a whole day lessons. The very first thought came to my mind - spend it with sp. But he's not who I think he was anymore. A student, definitely out of the picture. Gave him a call, knowing he has a tennis training before working. That's how packed his schedule is. Can't go to Gilare with jun qi lei. Have ultra fun yeah gUrls~!! =)

If you were to question me, ain't ya disaapointed that he is always not with you when your heart's seriously calling out his name? Positive disenchantment. However, since I've chose this path, i'll continue walking. 'coz my heart simply tells me to. I wanna be happy as much as I wish to do so.

But Am I smiling?

*wondering*

Tennis at 3pm. Laters people. *winks*

san signs off. 10:33 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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