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i need you.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Asking myself why Sandra is Sandra. Why Sandra can't heck care about this particular thing named 'feelings'. Why Sandra puts so much emphasis on this ironical unpredictable weird unfathomable love. 1000 & 1 why-s are popping up my mind. Sometimes how I really wish I could transform into somebody like lei. At least she got less heartlinked troubles. She is more pragmatic which is good looking at this angle. People are strange. Why drown yourself in sorrows and struggle in such undesirable difficulties when in actual fact you do have a choice to remain neutral or even stay smiling. Me myself haven't discover a satisfactory answer to coax Sandra yet. *searching still*

Tiring day. Tennis all the way. Chilled out at Tiong Bahru~ And home. He's very tired. Work.Tennis.Entertain Sandra.Taking care of his family.Tuition. Indeed he met a busy man's requirement huh~ *heartpain* Seeing a weary him froze my heart. Wanna tell him to slow down his pace of life. But I'm childish to do that 'coz he does that for his reasons. So I shan't. Events of his past. Will they haunt our relationship? I really oppose for such thing to come into us. But if it does, it is unstoppable too I guess. But if it is already in him, then I just gotta console myself that it's just too bad for me. I hope he won't take me for granted for things I've done for him and in turn letting him not to treasure my existence.

Gonna be very hectic. ProjectsSss. Test. Soon it will be exams. Right before it. preparation for SPTC Novice. Life sux.


"Thought I could find comfort&security in you"

I may not be an ideal partner after all.

san signs off. 12:22 AM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3


life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)


Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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