My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Monday, July 19, 2004

What is the first thing you'll react when you come to realise your love for your beloved one wasn't as firm after all? How are you going to respond to the one you've put in almost every bits of your love when a supposing onlooker gets involved from nowhere? Frail. Breakable. Cool-ness definitely doesn't aid in clearing those troubling doubts. Or it helps. Merely on the dumb surface. Mind switched into sleeping mode. Though it may seem the programs are no longer running, the realistic fact is it is still functioning just that in a manner where our brain has access to time thinking over the remedy. More thoughts equivalent to more heartache's sources. For now, it is happening.

If I've the ability to erase unwanted memories, I might be happier. Deleting and dump it into the recycle bin. -Clear recycle bin- action executed. If. If. If. If I could accomplish it. It just need one night to change what things are should be. Save guiltiness. 'coz what done is done. I only request a moment's of genuine sensation from ya.

Forbidden feelings are never meant to be brought up. I may regret but I truly didn't go against my heart when everything happens. Morally upright? We may not be. Anyways. Yeap, hope we can resume like before. Best buddies ever.

I guess 'you' wouldn't have the chance to read this. Be sure with your heart & set it on the right target. Don't let sadness look up another gurl of your life. =)

san signs off. 6:23 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

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1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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