My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

People, listen up!! We're gonna be down the exam field real soon. A reminder for all of you!! *counting down* Another 37hours +/- to go.. Play by all means & have fun!!

Time flew fast. One month plus's time actually shOooooo.. -gone-
Past one month was a dramatic one for me. One moment looks like i'm on cloud nine and the very moment it was as if i'm down into a bottomless pit. Musing over the incidents happened.. Alarmed me that human beings have to grow up and learn to be mature regardless whether you want it or not. It's a need. Not up to one's preference. I love deluding myself in scenarios where i could behave like a small kid. It's particularly true when YongCheng is around. Ultra comfortable. I need not hide anything from him. Unexplainable feeling once again. Most importantly, he views it as a strength of mine. I find it pleasuring though it may turn off some people and looks childish. I don't give a damn. That is when I start to get awake, realising that life is very short. Before you can catch a glimpse and notice your surrounding has changed, it had already change beyond your imagination. May sound exaggerating to you, but it's true. Every second now i'm typing this. I've no regrets 'coz i'm doing things that interest me. Never survive in this world for the sake of surviving. Never try on Unique things that are not of your cup of tea thinking it will make you special. Bottomline is Be Yourself. That's the most valuable part of you that you can't see in others. Treasure it. Not letting it waste away. There are people in this world who i know are pitifully competent of admring other's strength and forgetting about themselves. Feeling inferior is the worst thing you should ever do in your life. Being popular among people may bring you to top of the world but is that really essential? Is that your main priority? Is that what you are really seeking for? If your answer is yes, I'm very sad to say that you've not capture essence of living.

Blablabla.. I'm getting too 'real' here. Okay shall stop that for now. Yesterday was fabulous. Shop till i drop. With the company of Ying of course! hEee.. ChitChat plus new stuff in my wardrobe plus nice foodie at Fish&Co. plus catching up with my Vietnam trip's frezzies plus spending a romantic night with my darling.. Can things be even sweeter than that? Still there is room for improvement here and there huh~ *laughs out loud* Let's say buying more stuff plus highER classie foodie plus catching up with the whole group of them ('coz some couldn't make it) plus spending with someone more romantic? OoooooooooooooopSss =X I'm gonna get myself in deep shit.. Just kidding. Yesterday was a two-thumbs up! My wallet is burning a big hole. I can see smoke you know.. Terrible!! But as long as i enjoy it. Yes, Ying and I was grumbling alittle saying we should have save up the money for foodie and buy more clothes/bag.. But we don't mean it from our heart i guess. Right gurl? ^_*

While catching up with Junie makes me.. hMmmm.. how should i put it.. Connected? We've endless things to talk about. Hahahaaa.. But still Junie, I really felt sad about the 'thing' i was telling you outside Marche.. Know what i'm refering to? Hope you do =) It's okay, no worries! I'm clear all the times that as long as friends are there for you when you are in need of help it's good enough. *smilEs*

I felt so much loved last nite. It must be our slow kiss resulting a chemical substance called The Love potion. Beautiful. Right feeling at the right place at the right time with the exactly right person. I was telling him infront of my whole family i'm gonna have my wedding day video-cam down. Heee.. Thinking too far huh~ Fantasy is always so perfect. It is unreal but i do hope i can make it a reality. I will. I hope I will.

I need you just like before. Believe me when I say nothing can replace you in my heart. 'Coz it's simply heartfelt.

san signs off. 10:22 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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