My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Hip Hip Hurray! Hip Hip Hurray!! Hip Hip Hurray!!! 30th June marks my last day in Regent Singapore. A really great news. Can't wait to be off work that day.

To add on, it was a terribly lousy day for me and Ying. We were so called 'saboed' by the people there from the very start of of our work. First we went to collect our designated uniform as usual. And guess what, I didn't manage to get it. And due to that, we spent like 1hour waiting and trying. So we reported at 0800h instead of 0700h. It's totally unfair okie peeps!! We woke up at 0500h and arrived Regent at 0640h and yet because of the housekeeping's side we were DECLARED late. Felt so unjustified! But who bothers us. They even heck questioning the reason for being late. Another lady from concierge came in and looked at our time schedule, continue by asking, "what is the shift that the both of you are in?" When we said Ashift meaning starts 0700h, she walked off. Damn hostile. Don't even look at us while talking.

If you think this is the end of our tragedy, you are WRONG.

It is only the start. From the moment onwards, everyone seems to have blacklisted us and forgets all about our good record for the past 1month. Damn it! There were a few exceptions that still talked to us in the normal tone but I practically mean A FEW.

Around 0815h, our assistant manager came and we knew he knows about our late coming issue. 'coz there is this someone who will report to him. Yet, till now i don't know who is it. Yah yah, he appeared nice yesterday for an unknown reason. Paid us using his own wallet for 19bucks for some particular reason that's too naggy to explain here. Anyways, I informed him we will be going up to housekeeping to change our uniform at 0900h plus. So yeap, we went up. And the next infuriating matter arises. F*** him to the core! A bellman approached us the moment we returned. Having the thought he might just wants to chitchat with us like what we're always doing. But NO. He said we should have punch an errand card to let them be aware of our movements. Shit them lohh!!!! Argghhhhh Been working for 1month, I've never told to do so and our last day they could actually utter such nonsensical rubbish to us. Fine. Shortly after that idiotic bellman, 2 person in black jacket asked us aren't we supposed to be mending at the door? -We were not because we were assigned in uniform service- How come the both of us stood there and didn't helped that fat disgusting snobbish attachment student from TP.
They still dare to comment we are one big family. Really F okie. One big family. MY FOOT! That gurl is having her 6months attachment and everytime complains mending at the door is boring and will definitely without doubt walked away when me and ying are there. Read newspaper in the baggage room while working and refused to come out. Hell this gurl!!! Think she is having attachment and she is of higher authority than we partimers. Shittttttttttttttttt

Me and Ying couldn't tolerate all these bullying. Requested to leave early. Negotiation set with 1200h. We left at 1200h sharp.

Not the end yet for me. Neither for ying. My date with my dear was the most suckiest day ever. Trust me. It was. Don't intend to elaborate on the primary cause. Promised my dear we shouldn't spill our problems entirely to outsiders. So yeah. But I can reveal he did something that was unexpectedly outrageous. I walked from Great World City to Outram Park MRT station alone. Momentously, I only conscious it was a never-lasting stroll. As I walked, alot of things flow to my mind. The past. The present. The ambiguous future. Kept straining my brain whether i should carry on with him. Does he worth my love. Will this love grows fonder. Determined of a breakup but. A 360degree change because we love each other alot still. So that was how my 30th June 2004 ended. Nasty beginning. Pleasant ending at least.

3 Ds for this memorable day. Disastrous. Devastating. Discouraging.

Crying vents unfulfilled thoughts. Thinking digs unwanted&unrealised trash. Silence quieten rushing emotions.

Fire may provides the warmth. Fire may kills it all as well.

Similarly, Quarrel may add strength to love. It is capable to destroy everything too. Control it. Don't let emotions to rule your head entirely but the other way round. Feelings count. Every single little bit.

san signs off. 5:43 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

Peaceful Exits

.ling. .daphne. .monica. .yuying. .shinleei. .anna. .benny. .joyce. .venassa. .amanda. .ruixiang. .givany. .jialin. .weijun. .elaine. .joycee. .jasline. .bro. .ying.

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