i need you.
Friday, June 11, 2004
Hey everybody!! I'm back to my usual self *smilEz*
Credits to:
Sim Ying Ying
Wilson Fong
Ying is such a solicitous lady. This gurl read my blog before the sky breaks dawn i reckoned. Again, so there was food for me in the baggage room (kinda resting place for us while on duty). =) Initially, i thought it was just merely a few hershey's chocolate so didn't went to check it out. After having my dinner break, the first thing that i've done was to have a look what's in the plastic bag as Ying said in the call that i gotta see it.
A surprise for me.
Kitkat chunky, Hello Panda and tapoica chillis in addition with one packet of tissue and a letter. So touched. In split second i thought i was going to tear until someone walked in. Hahaaa.. There goes my flow. Conclusion. Millions of thanks to you, my friend! I did a little surprise for her as well. Don't know she will like the food that is bought for her very last minute. Shan't say it here yet. Wait till she sees it then i reveal.
I requested to work till 10pm today. The original reason was due to my quarrel with him. Wanted to go home earlier so that it won't be that dark and errie down the street to Orchard MRT. BUT like the story always goes, we made up before i reached my workplace and started work.
Met him after work. I teared. Over and over again. His hugs made me realise how fortunate i was. Ying told me i gotta adjust my attitude towards him. Shouldn't always making a fuss out of nothing. I'm aware of that. In the process to. It's slow though but i'm trying. He knows that.
He jokingly said,"You so bad.. .. .. always got bullied by you.. .." This uncomplicating sentence triggered my eyes to get wet once. Felt so awful. Undescribly he spotted my weakness. Any onlooker can see that his effort put into our relationship and things that he has done for me is far from what i've tried. And of course, me being the involved party i knows it the best. Seriously, i'm more than grateful. His love is always unconditionally there for me. Looking back into my past, i've never feel so good before. "Good things seemed to be very far.", i said to him.
"But that was already in the past. B'coz you have me." , he looked into my eyes. I love you dear. I really do.
Yawns. I'm so tired. Still have to wake up earlier tomorrow to get money for erwin. okokie.. Time to visit my lalaland!~
san signs off. 12:44 AM
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