My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

i need you.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Came home from SGH. The past two nights i stayed over at SGH. Couldn't stop worrying so i rather to be there just in case if my dad was to need assistance from us. Same for my Da boy. YongCheng stayed for the 1st night.. Thanks dear. I'm in need of you the most at that period of time.

I cried and cried when i cast my eyes on my dad the very initial time when i see him at SGH. My heart bled. Seeing a cheerful vibrant full of energy guy in the poor state. We were told in the first place my dad might got stroke. Luckily, under observation it was proven wrong. His blood arteries to his right eye was blocked by the thick nature blood platelets. A normal person's blood platelets shouldn't be so thick. My dad's red blood cells multiply in a very rapid rate due to his constant high energy expenditure. Under medication, this condition should be under control. Now we are waiting for his eye to recover. I was startled at work when i heard his right eye can't see at all.

These 3 days our whole family took turns to take care of my daddy. Every minute there will be someone by his side. Tonight his health status has stablised so i went home to rest. Will be there first thing in the morning. I can see that he is glad to see all of his children to be around him now. A glow shone in my heart too. It's partially this family that pulls him through this miserable tough time.

You will not be able to exactly comprehend the fear of losing your close kins until you really do. Always we will hear things like "Cherish the people around you" but will we actually go and practice it? Perhaps not. The moment when i look at my dad and seeing him so frail and scared, my mind began to reminisce the past.. Jokes and the childish side of him.. Uncontrollably, my tears gushed and rolling down from my wet eyes. My dear is always there to give me a hand. I know a strong brave front have to be put when my dad is around and i did. My brother also kept telling me to look on the brighter side and stop tearing.

Today my dad looks good. Although his right eye still seeing blur vision, at least he is optimistic. Regain his old usual self, he talks to us and people around him. Smiling. Eating. Drinking. Sleeping soundly. MuackSs~~ My mum smiles and was relieved. She prayed hard for him every night since then.

God, please continue to bless my dad.

san signs off. 11:00 PM
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p r i n c e s s . s a n 3

life's too short to devote time dwelling over irreversible facts.

in my life, I wish upon eternal happiness with all my loved ones.

a bonus will be to see myself at the top of my career in another few years' time.

LIKES

1. Being appreciated by him.
2. Have all his love and attention.
3. Yakking nonstop with all my buds, anywhere anytime.
4. INSANE SHOPPING :)

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